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“you are a song as heard through a brick wall a security blanket in the dark of night wet sand curling between my toes and i am so sorry that we cannot be forever because, in my head, i see you and i on the beach someplace warm sunkissed, in love, the breeze gently tussling our hair and then i remember that we have to end. the song stops playing. the blanket falls away. the water recedes. i’m sorry. i’m sorry.”

— is it leading you on if i love you even though i know we’ll be broken up within a year’s time?; l.m.m.

vannabelle

I need constant reassurance that you don’t hate me. Even if you tell me you love me every day, I’ll still think you’ll get fed up with me eventually. So when you ignore me, I become a clingy, codependent, ball of tears. I’ve had people I loved ignore me, and it hurts, but it hurts so much more from you.

life-facts

Reminder

Sometimes people just need or want to be alone.

There’s nothing wrong with you and you didn’t do anything wrong.

niftynihilist

Me: You have friends that love you.

Me: Your significant other loves you.

Me: You deserve to feel loved.

Also Me: okay... that sounds fake but okay

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DON’T LEAVE ME

user64290

WHY DO I ALWAYS THINK PPL I CARE ABOUT ARE DEAD WHEN THEY’RE NOT TEXTING OR CALLING ME ON TIME. idk where this phobia came from but i’ve always had it since i was like five. no one’s died while i was waiting for them. i’ve just always had separation anxiety and feel like a needy puppy waiting around for ppl i care about. it’s so shameful and annoying. and i wonder why i find relationships so terrifying. maybe bc they’re the only things that bring out the needy puppy in me.

iamsoworthless

I have a separation anxiety that’s why I don’t want to get attached to people, they are going to leave me anyway.

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“At age 2, the anxiety is normal. The emotional attachment is welcomed, a natural part of the developmental process. At age 3, my sister is born and I am being to clingy. I am taught to play alone because there is always someone more deserving of the attention. At age 5, my parents know the worst punishment is when they take away my stuffed animals. At age 9, I hate giving away old clothes because I feel like I’m losing apart of myself that doesn’t quite fit but maybe if I suck in more of my stomach it just might. At age 13, my first crush tells me that maybe if I didn’t try to hang around him all the time, he might like me. At age 14, I try to hide my emotions from my boyfriend because I don’t want to seem to clingy but they slam at my walls like prisoners, my body a jail, my mouth the bars, my razors the warden. At age 15, my ex boyfriend tells me I fall in love to fast. The everything I give is to much. That he couldn’t handle my jealousies, that I get attached to anyone who shows me attention. At age 16, my friends tell me they notice how I never show when I’m hurt but always seem to dig my claws into someone else. How I get jealous when they hang out with other friends. I plead them to understand that everyone in my life has left. My body is a dam, holding back a flood, creating a desert and the only thing left are the single solitary oasis that define me as a human being. My eyes will never be windows to my soul, I’ve trained them to be glass, reflecting back whatever you want to see. Friends…my all will always be to much. My love will always feel like chains. Separation anxiety, a psychological condition in which an individual experiences excessive anxiety regarding separation from the people to whom the individual has a strong emotional attachment. Translation, my love will always be to much.”

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A.W

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Anxiety Flags

General Anxiety

GAD: long-lasting anxiety that is not focused on any one object or situation.

Social Anxiety

SAD: an intense fear and avoidance of negative public scrutiny, public embarrassment, humiliation, or social interaction.

Separation Anxiety

SepAD: feeling of excessive and inappropriate levels of anxiety over being separated from a person or place.

stoneoldkillers

bpddamn

If I don’t see someone for a week I’m gonna split and dissociate and question every aspect of our relationship sorry I don’t make the rules

berceusebaby

me: hi

friend: takes longer than 3 minutes to reply

mental illnesses: they hate you they never liked you everyone hates you youre disgusting why would anyone ever like you dont you realize how stupid you are youre so immature everyone thinks youre an attention seeker youre so stupid for thinking they would want to talk to you in the first place