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[frankocean]

SPENDING TIME

SPINNING OUT TOWARD

A DESIRE THAT WASN’T PURE

BORN BEFORE THE VIRUS WAS CURED

PITCH PERFECT

VIOLINS ON THE FLOOR

FAST FORWARD LININGS ON MY SKULL

TYPE OF DESIGN I COULD AFFORD

FAST FORWARD BANDS OUT

GOT THEY HANDS OUT

LIKE THEY’RE ACKNOWLEDGING THE FÜHRER

REWIND NAS TRACK 6

REWIND DANCE CRAZES

READ MY MIND

FREED MY MIND

FEED MY MIND

MAKES SENSE

JUST LIKE MIRRORS ON THE WALL

JUST LIKE SITTING ON ME

RAW IN MIRRORS SEEN IT ALL

COULD MAKE TWO

A PIECE OF MIND

FLICKING ASH

POURING A HALF

DONT POUR IN A GLASS

POUR IT IN FOAM

THAT’S WHITE LIKE EGGSHELLS IN MY OMELETTE

MY EARLOBES ARE YELLOW LIKE THE YOLK IS RUNNING

MY BRAINS ON DRUGS

I STILL HAVE NO PEACE OF MIND

FUCK

WOOF WOOF DOGS IN THE PLACE

LOOSE TOOTH LOST IN THE FRAY

ROOF LOST IN THE WRAITH

ROOF LOST ON THE WAY

FREEWAY

NO ROZAY

BRUTE FORCE

BRUT CHAMPAGNE

TELL THE FRONT DESK TO CUT NEW KEYS

RESERVED IN THE MERCER FOR TWO YEARS

IN TWO SUITES

TOOK OUT THE BED LIKE ITS FUCK SLEEP

ILL SMACK A BITCH LIKE ITS HOT HANDS

FIRED THE LABEL LIKE FUCK BRANDS

COMFORTABLE LOW NIGGA FUCK XANS

COMFORTABLE SLOW WHO THE FUCK RAN

NOTHING IS SWEET

NOTHING IN TANK SWEET

ITS JUST A TANK P

SALT ON A SLUG

SODA ON SLUGGED TEETH

CHEWING ON NOTHING

UR TWEAKING OR SOMETHING

UR REACHING FOR SOMETHING

UR SPEAKING SPEAK UP THEN

UR THINKING UR OVERTHINKING

ONE BLINK AND IM PRECUMMING

THAT COULD TURN EVERY NO ONE

INTO SOMEONE

[you7hpointofv13w]

my dying wish is to see you live... prayin this happens

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self. its been 3 years since youve wrttien to youself. although you are still filled w/ thoughts on how life will proceed, im proud of the outlook i remain to accept. cause the only way the outcome can be positive is if you see life as a win-win situation... you win or you learn. that way you never loss.

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for the 1st time in a long time, i woke up happy and satisfied with my life

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self success... strive... working hard... everything can be done BY YOURSELF! you dont need fucking people in your life. they are the accesories that make you feel good. they help you to comfort, true, but so do worldly possesions. you can do so much for whatever you want to buy, whoever you want to spend time with. what do you get in return? SELF SATISFACTION! & thats the only things youll get back in return. its hard finding friends that will return the favor for you. the people that return the favor, the people who know what youre going thru and that can simpathize what you are going thru in life. the ones that will let you do what you want kuz they know you are free to do what you want. the people that will actually be there to suffer with you. thats family. fuck friends. they are @ that border line to aquaintence. dont find friends, kuz your family is out there. the people who actually do matter. the people that actually do care. dont call them your friends kuz they mean that much to you. check yourself & check whos really down for you. dont get it twisted, kuz you will be mistreated.

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and ive come to that breaking point. it always ends up like this too. i let go kuz i kno its best for both ends but i always feel like my side of the end always seems to burn the most. like im hurting the most. but i guessnim just weak. & i admit... kuz i know im not mentally strong myself. thats why im here typing. finding ways for myself to open this bottle up, pouring out a little of my heart. i feel there are very few to trust & even more that dont want to hear. the ones closest to me are the one who barely know me, & the ones i barely know, are the ones im most similar to. life always has a perfect way of giving you what you dont need. dont get me wrong. LIFE ALWAYS OFFERS WHAT YOU NEED. but do we actually take it upon ourselves to accept it? it goes so many ways, i wish we had the option to choose each & set for the one best for us. haha! oh the fancies.

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its been too long since ive ventilated… a lot has happened. there are times when i was… too deep. past the point of drowning and had something to control my state of mind. substances to take me away from reality. amazing but reality is still here. not that it was forgotten, just sadly brushed to the side. but im still straight forward and deal with it. i guess… i keep it brushed to the side kuz thats the only way i can still have it remain. kuz i know i dont want it to leave. yeahs. i need a run away.

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youre out of your mind to think that i can keep you out of mind...

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loneliness is a state of mind

yet, i feel this way...

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SADLYFE

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Lotus of Hope

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gentle bullet... innocent & sincere... but still a killer

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Once Again

...falling...

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i told her, "if youre a heart breaker, than please spare me"

dang... she was apparently...

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UNENO

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!^

havent written in soooo long. ha! only think that has changed is that ive become more heartless. xD i careless, find more. live life, death in store. speak phrases, doesnt phase me. hygh lyfe, light the daisies.

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Supreme Dream

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hygh lyfe