THE CURSE OF CURVES

Alessandra, 31 from São Paulo, Brazil living in Lisbon, Portugal. I'm an Chemical Engineer. .Eat.Sleep.Exercise.Work.

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Who Am I?

I don't think anyone knows who I am. I have a crazy family. I fall for people who can make me laugh. I never feel good enough. I fall in love too easily. I love Gossip Girl. I don't have any confidence without make up. I adore my sister. I long to be loved back some day. I trust people too easily. I live inside my head. I'm always there for people even when no one is there for me. I care too much. I love singing to myself. I can't imagine anyone being in love with me. I'm a fangirl. I always fall hard when I fall in love. I love Mayday Parade. I love Paramore. I'm crazy. I have terrible self esteem. I love Simple Plan. I'm full of ideas that I never execute. I live on music. I cry easily. I'm always laughing hysterically. I grew up with Harry Potter. I get embarrassed easily. I love Vampire Diaries. I'm different. I think my life is boring. I've been bullied. I adore bad boys. I love Zooey Deschanel. I'm claustrophobic. I'm a 90's kid. I like making people smile. I'd give anything to be thin. I overthink. I have a dirty mind. I'm a great listener. I love Supernatural. I hate my life. I eat when I'm sad. I care about what I look like. I love hugging people. I have big dreams. I love All Time Low. I've done too many thing that I regret. I barely have a social life. I'm always in jeans. I long for someone who can't live without me. I'm too nice. I love winter. I love pandas. I love Big Bang Theory. I don't believe anyone would ever truly love me. I'm scared of growing up. I have a soft spot for musicians. I love rock. I long to tour Europe. I secretly wonder if I'm insane. I get attached easily. I love Pretty Little Liars. I swear a lot. I'm in love with Prince Harry. I dream of England. I love Fall Out Boy. I love My Chemical Romance. I dream of Paris. I can spend hours doing nothing. I'm losing myself along the way. I want to be loved but i'm afraid of letting anyone get close to me. After all the times i was hurt, i don't think i can ever trust anyone again. I want to be someone's most important person. I'm Brazillian. I was saved by a band. I need someone. I want to be wanted.

[voarias]

me desculpa por todas as coisas que eu devia ter te dito e não disse.

eu tive medo.

[youarenotinonthejoke]

Situações difíceis mudam a gente.

Situações difíceis mudam a gente. Mudam muito e de formas que a gente nem imagina. Nem perto disso. Situações difíceis geram decisões difíceis, e que por sua vez demandam de você um esforço diferente do normal.

E quando isso acontecer, seja forte. Mas mais do que isso, seja grato: as coisas acontecem e a vida continua achando formas de te tornar uma pessoa melhor.

Dias após dia.

Bom dia pra você :))

fonte: The Morning Pill

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Tips for Increasing your Willpower

1. No matter how long it takes, and how beaten down you are, refuse to give in, or to relinquish your dream. Just get up one more time and then decide to try again.

2. We all slip up, and encounter obstacles. Just determine to keep going, and to get on track again. It doesn’t mean it’s over. It’s all part of the course.

3. We all need support and encouragement in life, so eliminate the negative, or toxic, influences. You don’t need those people who are quick to criticize, and don’t really help you to move closer to your dream.

4. Surround yourself with people who are similar to you, who have the same ambitions, outlooks and points of view. They’ll help to spur you onwards, and provide support you need.

5. Be inspired by other people who overcame defeat, who built a life from nothing, or turned their life around. Learn from their perseverance, and will to succeed.

6. Imagine how you’ll feel when you’ve reached the goal you’ve set. Try to picture what you’ll look like, and how your life will be.

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E se não tiver outra vida, essa tu viveu? 🫰🏼 (em Petit Palais) https://www.instagram.com/p/CosDXQuISna/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[twloha]

You are loved and worthy of love every single day of the year, regardless of your relationship status. 

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Quando eu contei que teria que me mudar, falei que sempre iria ao Porto visitá-la, e sempre que eu puder, estarei aqui por você! Te amo, amiga e bora meditar haahah 🤍🤍🤍 (em PORTO a melhor Cidade de Portugal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnurkr6LxOZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Nao conseguir enxergar adiante talvez seja um motivo pra estar aqui 😊 (em Porto, Portugal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnPgVherlAS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Eu me empolgo mesmo eu faço planos mesmo. Eu demonstro mesmo. Eu coloco intensidade mesmo. Eu amo mesmo . E se não valeu a pena, vou embora mesmo. (em Mercado do Bolhão) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmUwDv2rSpA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Acredito que o que eu busco, também está me buscando 💜 (em Torre Eiffel) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClMS4umL8Do/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[heavyrain-dc]

The little things? The little moments? — they aren’t little

John Zabat-Zinn

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“You’re in a relationship to be happy, to smile, to laugh, to make memories, to enjoy one another - and not to be constantly hurt and upset.”

— Unknown

[desbotando]

a incompletude que sinto é profunda e irreparável

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Não construí nada que me possam roubar. Não há nada que eu possa perder. Nada que eu possa trocar, Nem nada que eu possa vender. Eu que decidi viajar, Eu que escolhi conhecer, Nada tenho a deixar Porque aprendi a viver. . #summer #travelgram #travelphotography #traveler #spain #wanderlust #brazilian (em Valencia, España) https://www.instagram.com/p/CikTTMLs65D/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Vive, baila y besa la vida. (at La Boqueria Mercat) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch0MHP9LcQf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Madrid, una vez más. 🇪🇸🇪🇸🇪🇸 (em Madrid, Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cho69Ggrci9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Quando eu lembro que a vida passa, me dá uma pressa. Fico toda agitadinha, querendo aproveitar tudo que tem pra viver. Eu as vezes esqueço que a vida passa e esqueço de aproveitar o presente que é poder viver. Quando vejo quanto tempo já passou, fico nervosa, porque parece que tem menos tempo agora. Fico ansiosa pensando em ficar calma, pra que assim, o tempo passe devagarinho. Às vezes me pego observando como é estar aqui, nesse corpo, nesse dia, tudo isso pra entender que não é sobre o que fazemos, mas principalmente como fazemos, e que na vida tudo pode ser aproveitado. (em Lagos Algarve) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgR-J7zsGqX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=