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things i know how to do but shouldnāt know at all because of abuse:
how to walk silently
how to appear calm while in a huge panic/depressed/anxious
how to cry silently
how to dissociate quickly when abuse happens or trauma resurfaces
how to defend my parents and excuse them even though i know itās wrong
how to lie really well (although i try not to use it around people i care about)
staying stoic in the face of people throwing fits/screaming at me
doing physical work even if iām injured or dissociated/depressed, and not stopping if iām injured (the internal thought surrounding this is that i canāt stop, because if i do iāll be yelled at again, and everyone will see me as weak and theyāll use it against me)
knowing peopleās footsteps and being able to identify them over loud sounds
knowing the sounds of someone returning home like keys in a lock, cars stopping (even over loud noises)
sensing peopleās emotions especially if theyāre angry because that means they could lash out at me next
repressing emotions/trauma
turning any sort of emotion into anger
remember, this is for a DOOR lock.
remember that when picking a DOOR lock, you have to apply a little bit of pressure to your tension wrench (the thing that you use to turn the knob). too little or too much and you wont be able to pick the door open. you can use anything for the tension wrench. a bobby pin. bits of wire. a paper clip. etc.
its best to be completely silent when youre picking locks bc theres this smallĀ āclickā when youre picking that you might miss if youre using headphones or listening to music.
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if youre picking one of these
you jam something thin and long above one of the rotation dials and you push up on the shackle.
. if its one of these
you get yourself some shims. (or make one. you can make shims out of fucking soda cans), you wiggle them in the tiny space between the shackle and the body of the lock, and you pop these suckers open.
. for a chain deadbolt,
you get something flexible but sturdy and you just push this fucker down
. for one of these rotating combination locks
you can also shim this motherfucker open. jam your shims between the shackle and the body and pry it unlocked. if, for some reason, you dont wanna shim it open, maybe you dont have a shim or you just like a challenge, this bitch can be decoded ridiculously easy. heres what you do:
spin this bitch to the right about two or three times toĀ āresetā it. then you pull up on the shackle a bit, and turn it right slowly until you hear a click. your number is two spaces further. then you turn left 360 degrees until you land on the right number again, and start turning this motherfucker left until it stops. when it stops, turn right. if its loose, its the wrong number, keep going left. if its not loose, you have the right number, and you turn right all the way until this bitch pops
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now you know how to pick several common locks!!!!! congratulations!!!!
Thanku
Me: *searches something unhealthy on Tumblr*
Tumblr: Are you okay?
Me: OF COURSE NOT!!! Now SHOW ME the content that Iām looking for!!!
Fun dysphoria fact
Itās pretty common for people to feel an increase in dysphoria after realizing theyāre trans. Once you realize who you are and what you want, it becomes harder to deal with obstacles to that being recognized/realized.
basically if you donāt talk to me first iāll never talk to you
and they say romance is dead
donāt block me just write my name in the death note like an adult