How can one place change the person you were before you walked through the doors. Today marks another appointment no 5 to be precise and today’s a scan an endovaginal ultrasound for it’s technical name. Haven’t the foggiest why but today I’ve been so emotional watching the clock tick past until I’m sitting here in a clinical waiting room with my litre of water wondering what the outcome will be. Strange isn’t it living in limbo is sometimes easy to deal with than knowing in 11 weeks we’ll know our fate and or we have more hurdles to climb. It honestly feels like I’m trying to push water up a hill, and throughout all of this knowing my 35th birthday is slowing around the corner and all we want is to sign one form which can only be measured to the gold ticket from willy wonka and the chocolate factory, and feeling it will never happen. #ivfjourney #ayearfromnow #nhs (at Milton Keynes University Hospital NHS Foundation Trust) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq9_fKABp3F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4o1xa47mmq14










