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i can’t believe i remembered my login for this account holy shit lmao

i’ve never felt so much spite and hatred for someone before in my life. like i genuinely hate him. for him to have treated me like that all because i refused to send nudes... jesus christ.

he was so nice to me when we first met. he helped me through so much. i mean, i should have known he wasn’t actually a “good” man considering that he initiated everything with me while he was engaged to someone else. i guess i was stupid to have thought that maybe i would be the “exception” or whatever; like he wouldn’t treat me badly because he was so nice to me. but then he was the absolute worst to me, and the hissy fit he threw when i compared him to my abuser - even tho he was acting exactly like him - was just the icing on the cake.

like, can someone explain to me how “i’d never pressure you, i’m not like that asshole” can turn into “i know you don’t want to send nudes right now but i want you to so you need to just do it. i’m telling you to do it so you need to do it. if you’d just take them and send them to me you’d feel better. i know you don’t want to, but you’ll enjoy it” ???? what kind of fucked up “logic” even is that??

#ignore this #ugh i'm still so angry about this #like i really want to message her everything #he thinks i deleted everything but i'm not dumb bitch !!! i got INSURANCE

it was pretty weird to see the pictures and videos she posted on days that he spent the entire day while he was at work/she wasn’t there texting me and begging me for nudes, and then later those same nights would text me after midnight wanting me to “comfort” him and then later calling me while he was alone somewhere and talking to me on the phone for hours... also double weird to see how lovey-dovey he acts with her, given everything he said and did to me lol

#ignore this #'easter brunch with the family!!' but a few hours after she posted it he was texting me begging me for nudes #the pic at his family reunion took the cake tho #she took a selfie of them kissing #and then two days later he took the day off work and spent hours on the phone with me begging me to take him back #lololololol #'love my little family!' but your man has CONTINUED to beg me to take him back now that i'm happy with someone else #the video of his son's game four days ago...#like he hasn't spent the last two weeks arguing with me and trying to talk me into 'being his babygirl again'#like he didn't text me WEDNESDAY talkin about 'i wish you were still mine'#'i miss you and i want you back'#'i hate that you're with him because you won't do anything for me now'#'i wish things were the way they used to be'#'it makes me so upset to see you with him because you were mine first'#talk about pure unadulterated TRASH amiright #oh and let's not forget !! not even a WEEK after she gave birth he was texting me again !!!

i start my pharmacology course tomorrow and i am not !! looking !! forward !! to it !!

#ignore this #someone kill me pls

soooo my boyfriend sorta kinda maybe asked me to move in with him the other day so that’s new. that’s different. that’s wild. i’m really happy but also really nervous because i’ve never been in a relationship this serious before, i’ve never lived with anyone before, and he wants to move to a big ass city. it’s going to be different, that’s for sure. but i think i’m ready for it

#ignore this #personal

don’t wanna tell my professor the reason my flow is so dodgy in my presentation video is because i’ve been struggling with my stammer bc i don’t want him to think i’m trying to get sympathy/pity... but i also don’t wanna NOT tell him bc what if he takes off points bc my flow is dodgy and it’s not my fault bc i fuckin stutter lolololololol

#luv myself #ignore this

THIS IS WHY I DON’T SAY I LOVE YOU LMFAOOOOO I BROKE MY OWN RULE AND NOW I’M GONNA GET MY HEART BROKEN

#fuckin A man

i’m overwhelmed by my schoolwork, i’m unhappy as fuck, and now i’m starting to get suspicious that my man is cheating on me lmfao Nice !

#ignore this #is this karma for laughin at my abuser's cringey selfies on reddit? lmfao #@ the universe can ya cut me some slack pls

this whole situation is messed up and i hate it more and more each day

#ignore this

his mom and i are getting closer and it’s so cute honestly. she sends me pictures of him now and took pictures of us and i just feel so included in his family now. i love that he tells him she doesn’t want his friends coming over to her house but i’m allowed over whenever i want to be there lol

#ignore this #personal #things are getting so serious and for once i'm not freakin out about it

dennisnilsen

Victims of the Las Vegas massacre show their injuries after being shot by Stephen Paddock in 2017. 58 people died in the mass shooting, plus the perpetrator after committing suicide. This shooting is currently the most deadly in America committed by one person.

for the record, my first week of college went great. my weekend was amazing. my boyfriend told me he loves me !!! life is really great right now

#ignore this #personal #he said it while i was drunkenly trying to stumble up the stairs without leaning on him lol #i get extra emotional when i'm drunk so i almost started bawling like a baby when he said it lmao #what made it even better was he said he'd wanted to say it the last two times he saw me #like WOW this man really likes me huh #LOVES me #wow

day one of this program is barely over and i already fuggin HATE IT

#ignore this #is this even worth it lmfao #they really gave me the shittiest classes first #like that'll stop me from wantin to drop out or something #i wanna DIE bicth

i’m really starting college again... i’m really going to try to get my license soon so i can get a job and see my boyfriend more often... i’m really going to try to get my own place in the city i actually want to be in...

hoo boy. this is Big Stuff

#ignore this

finally making big girl steps and it feels nice

#personal #ignore this #jk i'm shittin myself

luv that he triggers me into falling back into my eating disorder, then threatens to be mad at me if he “finds out i’m starving myself again,” and then lectures me about my weight and eating and rather rudely tells me to “just exercise instead” (as if i don’t already do that and that’s literally a part of my ed lmfao)

#ignore this #'i like thick thighs' he says #when his first baby mama wasn't thick #his second baby mama isn't thick #and i'm not thick #so judging by this track record he doesn't actually go after women with thick thighs #but whatever lol

morbidology

Brian Birkett is a retired man Dublin, Ireland. Every Monday evening, he makes 50+ tubs of curry, rice and chips for the homeless people of Dublin. He pays for the ingredients for the curry out of his pension.

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