Broken Letters To You

Words you’ll never read

[young-wildandfresh]

“It’s 3am and I cannot sleep. All that’s consuming my mind is a version of you I cannot attain. I have existed before you and I certainly will exist after you. But if this has taught me anything, it has taught me that sometimes it can be “meant to be” but not meant to last forever, sometimes people are meant to be made into memories. That’s a difficult thing to grasp. But those are the types of people that teach you that that’s what life is for, to have experiences that teach you to grow and change, and to not hold on so much, but to be able to let go and enjoy the moment. So this is me at 3am. Refusing to be saddened that I couldn’t hold onto you forever, because with the memories we’ve created we do have our own little forever, a forever that I’ll always keep with me.”

-This sucks (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“After all these years my lost mind still wanders to you, finding it’s way back home, finding it’s way back into your arms. Just as birds have it imbedded in their minds to migrate south in the winter, I have it imbedded in my mind to run to you when everything is changing around me. It’s like I’m in your atmosphere just floating, then suddenly I feel your gravitational pull. I am home with you. Even so miles away, you still are the closest person to me. In every relationship and in every heartbreak, I always come back to you. And I do not know why. Maybe it’s the way I look at you and you look at me, and for a brief moment, we both feel it, we both know that we are each other’s soulmates, just never at the right time. We are each other’s soulmates, and you know it’ll last a lifetime. Maybe we’ll grow older fall in and out of love with other people, maybe have kids of our own, live in different places. But we both know in our hearts that you and I, are meant to be. Maybe we won’t end up together, maybe we won’t talk for years and we’ll grow older and wiser. But deep down, we will always have a special place for one another, no matter where we go, who we are, and what happens.

-We are soulmates (via young-wildandfresh)

[dizzydaisythoughts]

when you find the right person they won’t take all your problems away. they won’t make your rent any cheaper or your parents any nicer or your workload any lighter. but oh, your life will feel easier. when you find the right person you’ll smile brighter without even trying. food will taste better, and you won’t even need alcohol. when you find the right person you’ll get dizzy and drunk off their laugh, or the way they tuck your hair behind your ear when it falls in your face. when you find the right person they definitely won’t take all your problems away, but they’ll make your problems feel a whole lot more bearable. when you find the right person you’ll know. you’ll know that they are it for you, forever. and you’ll do anything you can not to lose them. when you find the right person, god, you’ll never want to let them go. sometimes you’ll lie awake at night, staring at the ceiling, wondering how the hell you got so lucky, and how the hell you’ll ever be able to live without them when they’re gone. ‘don’t worry,” they’ll say “i’m not going anywhere.” and then they’ll hold you until the sun rises. that might just be the moment when you realize that there is nobody else you’d rather see the sun rise with. when you find the right person you’ll fight. there will be 2:00am screaming matches and slamming bedroom doors and hot, salty tears running down both your face and theirs. but when you find the right person it won’t even matter, because no fight is too big that it can’t be fixed with flowers and an i love you. actually, the flowers won’t be necessary. all you’ll need is an i love you. when you find the right person all you’ll ever need is an i love you.

you will know love and loss and lonely nights. you will know what it’s like to laugh until your sides hurt and you will know what it’s like to cry until you’re left gasping for air. but when you find the right person—and you will find them, i promise—it won’t matter that life is hard and unfair and unpredictable. because when you find the right person, you will know that you won’t ever have to go through it all alone.

[young-wildandfresh]

“One day I hope to say, that we lost our way. That for a moment we were thrown off our path, and that for a time, we lost each other. And during that time, we met other people, people that taught us lessons, people that we might’ve even loved, but never comparable to the love we had. We’ll grow without each other, but never forgetting about one another. We’ll change and experience different things without them. But then, one day I hope to see you. I hope to see how much you’ve changed for the better, how happy you’ve gotten, and I want to think to myself, after all this time, I still love you. It’s always been you. Because for a time we lost our way, we lost each other, but as they say, let something go, and if it returns to you, then it was meant to be. And I couldn’t help but think, that we are meant to be. We are soulmates.”

— One day (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“Maybe one day, we’ll meet again, when we’re a lot older, and hopefully wiser. And you’ll say, “It’s been too long.” Then we’ll sit and talk for hours, about everything like we used to. We’ll laugh like old times, and we’ll fall in love again. But for now, we have to go our separate ways. And hopefully one day, we’ll meet again. And hopefully, you’ll stay.”

— (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

Day 17 of 365

“I am hoping that one day I’ll be able to look into your eyes, and not feel anything. I am hoping one day... that I won’t love you anymore.”

[young-wildandfresh]

“It doesn’t fucking matter how I feel. It doesn’t matter if I sit down and look you in the eyes and tell you that all I want is you. That I fucking love you. It doesn’t matter, because at the end of the day you’re with him. And there’s nothing I can do about that. There’s nothing I can do, but love you.”

- but how do I stop? (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

Day 9 of 365

“They told me to forget about you. That it’s not good for me holding onto something that has already let go. But me... I know it takes time. It takes time to forget about something that felt so real. That was real. So maybe eventually I won’t miss you. But as of right now... in this moment... I miss you.”

-Hopefully soon, I won’t anymore (via young-wild andfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

Day 3 of 365

“Deep down inside... I know you don’t love me back.”

-but deep down inside, I hope you do (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

Day 2 of 365

“I look at you... and how could I let go?”

- I guess we’ll have to find out (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“I love you. I love everything about you. I love listening to how your day went. I love listening to the stories that your family tells of you, when you were younger. I love being right next to you, because when I am with you I feel at home. I love talking to you, because I finally feel heard. I just love you. But the thing is... I know you don’t love me.”

-and that’s what kills me (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

Day 1 of 365...

I’m letting you go.

(via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“I check up on them... but no one ever checks up on me”

-it’s getting bad again (via young-wildandfresh)

[thepersonalquotes]

[young-wildandfresh]

“Words. I’ve written so many words that will never be read by the person they were meant for. I’ve written so many words for you, countless words formed into sentences that still was not enough for you to stay. I’ve spent long hours building up the courage to put down what I actually feel onto paper, to make them concrete and real, and not just in my head. But that’s all they are... they’re just words. And words only mean something, when they are read by someone who actually cares about them.”

- And you don’t care (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“I guess I just wished it would’ve worked out.”

-but things happen for a reason (via young-wildandfresh)

[young-wildandfresh]

“It’s 3am and I cannot sleep. All that’s consuming my mind is a version of you I cannot attain. I have existed before you and I certainly will exist after you. But if this has taught me anything, it has taught me that sometimes it can be “meant to be” but not meant to last forever, sometimes people are meant to be made into memories. That’s a difficult thing to grasp. But those are the types of people that teach you that that’s what life is for, to have experiences that teach you to grow and change, and to not hold on so much, but to be able to let go and enjoy the moment. So this is me at 3am. Refusing to be saddened that I couldn’t hold onto you forever, because with the memories we’ve created we do have our own little forever, a forever that I’ll always keep with me.”

-This sucks (via young-wildandfresh)