“I know.” Rickon sighed, leaving the matter of how he felt about being alone at that.
He turned to her, still more curious. “I’m glad you enjoyed their company once you befriended them. There are many assumptions made when it comes to that type of people; are any were true. Do you think you’ll see them again?”
He hoped Arya would not go sailing off back to Braavos any time soon, before he had got to know her properly, but he could, of course, understand why she might miss a place, and people, which had been so influential in her growing up.
After all, he had visited Skagos, though not often- once at the age of 10, and once at 14, as well as seeing Osha.
He found it rather heart-wrenching that Arya had missed them so. It was a shame they had not been reunited sooner- he had not considered much before how lucky he was that, even though he had been separated from his family, he had been reunited with them so quickly after the war.
Arya had not had that privilege. It must be strange for her, he thought. She had spent more time with, and remembered more of, others than her family.
He knew that he and his siblings were not strangers to her the way his family had been to him when he first met them again, but she still did not know them as well as she ought- they had all grown up such a terrible lot.
“You think being a noble restricts your opportunities to make friends then?” He had never considered this before, but perhaps it was true that he would have more friends if he was a commoner- he wouldn’t be expected to be princely, and gracious and polite, the children he was expected to play with would be dirty and boisterous and wild, just like him.
Perhaps it was in his nature to be a bit of an outsider though, and perhaps with Shaggy friends could not be made so easily.
Not that he minded. He would far rather be a Stark, and have Shaggy, than have friends. More friends were never something he had particularly desired.
And he was proud to be a Stark, and loved the history of his family and Winterfell so much, that he wasn’t unhappy to be a Stark, even though such tragedy had, naturally, fallen on his family.
He felt rather comforted in many ways that Arya cried sometimes too. She may be a girl, but she was older and wiser than him, and in some ways stronger. “You’re right.” He nodded. “It isn’t shameful for either of us to cry.”
He suddenly realised what she had felt when she assured him that it was ok to feel- he wanted her to know the same thing. He could not carry on feeling guilt about crying now- to do so would be to scorn his sister.
“True.” Rickon replied in response to what she had said about their parents’ killers.
“I wish Tywin and Joffrey Lannister had never been born… and the next best thing is them being dead now. Robb got revenge on Joffrey of course but, Tywin is still alive. They did terrible things… to mother, father, me you, all of us…. When I think of how different my life would be if they were here…”
He shook his head. He was getting extremely angry and agitated now. “It’s so unfair! They didn’t deserve that. They didn’t do anything wrong. Do you think Tywin and Joffrey considered how awful what they were doing was, even for a moment?”
He was shaking now, with anger, grief and pain, and he felt Shaggydog’s nose nuzzling at his hand in comfort. It steadied him.
He turned to his sister suddenly, halting, ferocity in his eyes. “Let’s swear on it, Arya. Let’s make a pact to kill Tywin Lannister if we can. And Cersei and Jaime too… they weren’t directly responsible for our parents deaths, but they have hurt us. Jaime hurt Bran, he wanted to kill him. And Cersei hurt Sansa, and she could have stopped Joffrey having father killed… yes, let’s swear on it.” Rickon nodded, determined.