im only proana for myself

for everyone else I'm pro recovery

[your-anorexic-fatty]

The look of shock and disbelief my therapist had today when i told her my mom put me on diets ever since i was 7 really hit different

[your-anorexic-fatty]

Day 1

Breakfast:

3 lemon slices (8kcal)

200g cottage cheese (142kcal)

Lunch:

nothing

Dinner:

nothing

Total intake: 150kcal

Burned: 60kcal

Net: 90kcal

My calorie limit for today was 150kcal and i managed to get it on perfectly. I'm pretty sure i burned more than 60 since i only count what my phone shows and i didn't have my phone with me all the time. I've had bad stab-like pains today. Luckily they stopped. I somehow gained over a pound today. I'm really upset and frustrated. I wish i would've lost some instead of gaining even more. School starts in 5 days and I'm so stressed out since I've gained a lot of weight over quarantine and summer.

[your-anorexic-fatty]

are there any pro ana groupchats that still look for members? please dm <3

[your-anorexic-fatty]

Anyway guess who is about to cry because i wanted to take a nap at 2pm and slept through the time frame that I'm allowed to eat in (5-6pm) bbut i somehow need to manage to eat 200 calories (because of the diet im doing)

[your-anorexic-fatty]

yall pls reblog if you're an active ed/proana/thinspo/meanspo/sweetspo blog my timeline is dying

[slut4froot]

ED tumblr would you step on a racist to get to your UGW?

[your-anorexic-fatty]

i would step on a racist even if it got me nothing

step on your local racist!

[ghosts-in-snow-xox]

just did this is and it was easy to do and i feel a slight burn in my leg

[your-anorexic-fatty]

reblog because i will lose the post otherwise

[your-anorexic-fatty]

You know its getting bad again when you wonder how many calories laxative tea/laxatives have

[your-anorexic-fatty]

that moment when you want to kill yourself but don't want to be found looking ugly or fat

[your-anorexic-fatty]

anorexic diet vs. Normal diet

Binge day vs. Cheat day

weighing twice a day vs. weighing once a week

unhealthy vs. healthy

sucking your belly in vs. not sucking your belly in

starving vs. fasting

extremely fast weightloss vs. weightloss at a normal pace

thinking about calories all the time vs. only counting when cooking

less than 1000kcal vs. more than 1500kcal

telling nobody about your weight vs. telling people about it proudly

deadly vs. not deadly

[your-anorexic-fatty]

today i fit into pants that last fit me when i was about 11-12

*happiness noise*

[your-anorexic-fatty]

this might sound weird but PLEASE send me meanspo

[your-anorexic-fatty]

No one:

Literally no soul:

Me, making food after i binged the day before

[your-anorexic-fatty]

all Ana's are screaming

[your-anorexic-fatty]

[in the tune of party rock anthem]

every day I'm suffering

[offtune kazoo noises]

[your-anorexic-fatty]

*in the tune of highway to hell* WHOOOOAAA WE'RE HALFWAY THERE

[your-anorexic-fatty]

I Googled how long it takes for someone to die of starvation

And I am really not sure if this was my writer mind or my proana mind