stop. don't eat, no

cw: 198.4 • gw1: 182 • gw2: 165 • gw3: 140 • ugw1: 110 • ugw2: 98 • sw: 200 • lw: 175

[your-lonely-bones]

i genuinely have GOT to lock in for winter or i'm going to kill myself

[your-lonely-bones]

i fucking lost 30lbs last year and this year i put it all back on im so fucking sick of this body.

[your-lonely-bones]

gonna have to start romanticising my life before depression kills me. it looks so fun, wanting to be alive. wearing cute little outfits, bows in my hair, sitting on the beach, doing silly little photoshoots, having a pet cat, skincare everyday, smelling like flowers and fruits, owning lots of cute trinkets, soft and gentle, curls in my hair

[your-lonely-bones]

i liquid 'fasted' for 3 days (including c/s foods hehe) and now i'm on 300kcal a day. after fucking up and gaining like 5lbs back from binging i have to speedrun now. and it's working🫡😼

[your-lonely-bones]

this is the most suicidal i've ever been but i don't even have the energy to do anything about it. not even cut

[your-lonely-bones]

shut up, count your calories

[your-lonely-bones]

800kcal limit a day is working so wellllll omgggg !! so happy and definitely sticking to it now

[your-lonely-bones]

PINNED WEIGHT LOSS GOALS!!!

i will update as i go ! goal is at least 165 by my birthday ! (13.12.23)

SW: 200 lbs (🤥) (27.09.23)

CW: 175.0 lbs (05.12.23)

195 lbs ✅‼️‼️‼️ (194.8lbs, 05.10.23)

190 lbs ✅ (189.8lbs, 20.10.23)

185 lbs ✅ (184.6lbs 03.11.23)

180 lbs ✅ (177.8lbs 30.11.23), (been slacking)

175 lbs ✅ (175.0lbs 05.12.23)

170 lbs

>>> 165 lbs

160 lbs

155 lbs

150 lbs

[your-lonely-bones]

nobody running ed discords knows how to set up a discord server or even know how to use discord and it annoys me so much 💀💀💀 might just set up my own atp

[your-lonely-bones]

gained again 👍👍👍👍 no more 'cheat' meals. i HAVE to stick to this.

[dreamylittleliar]

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

I don’t want to be fat anymore.

[ilovestitchnsquirrels]

No, I am not okay, my thighs still touch

[needt0besk1nny]

having an ed and not being skinny is genuinely so fucking embarrassing help

[anana-40]

there is no shittier feeling than the day after binging

...even my arms feel fatter

[your-lonely-bones]

HAHAHAHAH just logged into this account and looked at my bio and i've put on all the weight i lost and more fuck off. had to update my current weight 👍👍👍

[your-lonely-bones]

tiny meal i made from meal inspo i saw while scrolling (kinda dangerous tho, i instantly got up and made this... imagine if i saw junk food...)

bbq & honey chicken w plain rice and sweetcorn :)

i forgot to weigh everything before i made it but it's around ~325kcal.

which seems like a LOT ugh. for such a tiny portion. less rice next time, more sweetcorn

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

maybe in another life

[your-lonely-bones]

:,(((((