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Dont be offended by what i type.  this is just my space to let out what i feel

[your-regret]

What really gets me is how easy it was to block and remove me from your life but you couldn't do it when it came to him.

[your-regret]

..

Today is our 2months and also our 1yr 2months... I should be there with you, holding you giving you kisses, smiling cause of how in love and happy I am with you. But you're in someone else's arms now giving them the love I want.. I crave... I never stop thinking about you I never have even when we broke up I never stopped. Everyone tells me to move on but how can you move on when your heart doesn't want to come home cause it knows it will be more destroyed. Yeah, I did this to myself I run through different what ifs every night. What if I didn't push you. What if I just held you that night you came close to me. What if I just stayed away from people would you of came back? Would we of lasted just that little bit more. As cliche as it sounds and how little it means to you now... You are the only one who truly held my heart and soul. You were more than just my girl... You were someone I can talk to someone, who made me smile, who made me feel like a somebody who actually had a purpose in life and it was to put a ring on your finger..man I was so loved up I still am.. but I'm hiding it. You'll always be my koala you're the only girl I want latching to me... I sound crazy typing this and you're not even mine. I'm sorry I put you through so much I'm sorry I really am. It's such a new feeling to me... I've never loved this hard for someone I crushed on you for 10months before you even realized I was alive.. fuck man.. how badly I want to hold you right now and just be your home again...

[your-regret]

I cared for you when you were feeling at your low but you cant do the same for me... my mistake for thinking you cared 

[your-regret]

..

Funny how you can mean so much to someone one moment then be a complete stranger the next.

[your-regret]

I said I won’t lose you so easy

why does it feel like I lost you quicker than before?

[your-regret]

Im selfish and greedy

What’s mine is mine. simple.

[your-regret]

Hurts

Knowing you're with another probably saying the things you told me, smiling and laughing how you use to with me... It hurts but you'll never understand or know how much

[your-regret]

If I could..

If I could go back in time... I would

[your-regret]

The idea is to get a better female than the one before but what if she was the best female in your eyes

[your-regret]

Talk to me, don't send me signs 

[your-regret]

I still care

[your-regret]

How?

How can you be so in love with someone so fast? Did you ever love me? Why bother being with me at the start if you weren't over him? Did you just want to see if there was still a spark left? I have so many unanswered questions...

[your-regret]

That could of been us

That could have been me who you're putting in view of the public eye. It wouldn't bother me as much as you think. I wanted people to know who I and you belonged too... but I also liked how the relationship stayed between us, the private life... I guess I'll never get that

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[leohearts]

Feelings are much like waves, we can’t stop them from coming.

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[leohearts]

If you keep pretending, your not going to remember who you are.

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[leohearts]

Actions show you who someone really is. Words show you who they pretend to be.

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