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if i look back, i am lost
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the only lemons life is giving me
oh to be a prancing nymph in the french countryside </3
sweet dreams <3
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sketched on a sweltering afternoon in the summer of '21
I made blobs. I turned the blobs into cute things. Meet my cute blob things!
the room doesn't look right.
everything's the wrong size (or is it me?)
i have too many attachments that i feel nothing for anymore.
a careless kind of nostalgia.
my belongings won't perish and my memories won't die
my brain continues to carry the burdens my heart has let go of.
the loveliest book sits on my shelf. along with it sits the boy I once adored
my decaying, mold-ridden artwork ladens my walls (a mere skeleton of a lost dream)
framed pictures of people i've loved and people i've lost and people i hold in my arms who cause an ache in my bones.
birthday cards from ex-sweethearts who now hate my very existence.
clothes that no longer fit and the silhouette of a body i no longer recognize.
my pillows reek of tears and my bathroom of blood.
my ceiling fan hums as steady as ever, a sound that once muffled my choking lungs.
i can almost taste the chaos, it's leaving me sick.
sick sick sick
too much has happened within these walls.
i can't seem to open the window wide enough to let out this sticky thick air
like treacle pudding, but i'm drowning
grief and fear layer on top of each other
a sedimentation formed from the heat of my anger and the pressured flow of unbalanced hormones
i cannot breathe but i must
this room stands as a reminder of the person i used to be
(and the person i'll spend the rest of my life making sure i never go back to being)
-the ghosts of my past embrace me gently/ i've decided not to reciprocate
(i wrote this 4 years ago thinking i'd never see that room again. funny how life finds a way to plop you right back where you started)
the lemon goddess lives in greece and thats all i shall say about the matter
octobees dont live in trees
they flutter in ur living room
and hide ur damn keys
little magic duck
will pick you up
on a blue, blue day
cant believe i'm about to start posting again it's been years and i'm so out of touch. if you think you know me please avert your eyes. im trying to live without being seen
“How beautiful to find a heart that loves you, without asking you for anything, but to be okay.”
— Khalil Gibran
its pouring/the sky is livid and I weep with her / liquefied pain floods the hollows beneath my eyes/ droplets fall in sync with the storm / i wish you were here to collect them/ store the parts of me that scream your name away in little jars on your nightstand/ a souvenir of your sins/you cuss every night/ they dont let you sleep / those fragile vials hold your guilt in splinters /it's hurting us both/I've moved on /so far away from what we used to be/ I'm tired of screaming/ you dont look me in the eye anymore/ wrecked /but you cant sleep/ am I keeping you up?/ guilt infused insomnia consumes you/ like you consumed me/ now you're drooling emptiness into my flesh / we're rotting, love/ I'm sorry I couldnt forgive you / maybe if I did I would've saved you/let me hold you one last time/it's the least I can do/ please /I want to kiss you / but your skin is cold and salt coats my tongue/ wait/ you're not breathing /is this goodbye?
50 Cute Date Ideas
taking a rain walk
going to a library and showing each other their favourite books
visiting a waterpark together
taking a walk through a park or a forest and admiring the colors
going to the zoo and pointing out the coolest animals
playing disk golf together
doing a scavenger hunt for cute little trinkets
visiting a museum about something you know nothing about
going to a bookshop and selecting books for each other
having a picknick with lots of seasonal food
visiting a brewery and doing a tasting
going to a café with an amazing tea selection
watching movies together while it storms outside
visiting a park and playing basketball or football together
going on a bicycle tour and finding new places
making pottery together and carving in their initials as a memento for the cute date
playing board games in a small café
going thrift shopping together or checking out a flea market
getting trash bags and cleaning up a public place together
going on a night hike and enjoying the dark and silent world with just each other as company
singing karaoke together
going inline skating and trying not to fall too often
swimming in a lake together
visiting some old castles/churches/etc. they’ve always wanted to check out
going to a fair and playing games and going on the Ferris wheel
picking apples together
taking a painting class and gifting each other the painting they made
going to a concert of their favourite band
playing paintball as a team or against each other
going to the movies and buying their favourite treats
watching the sunrise or sunset together
cooking for each other and judging each other’s food like they’re on Top Chef
going on hayrides
visiting an escape room and trying to solve the puzzles
going camping nearby and enjoying the time without distractions
visiting an amusement park and going on all the fun rides
going to a restaurant they’ve never been to and trying new food together
trying to learn a new skill together
doing a movie marathon with childhood favourites
checking out all the wonderful plants in the botanical garden
visiting an old cemetery and making up stories for the different graves
going to a trampoline park together
watching a drag show together
renting a paddleboat and seeing how far they can go
checking out lost places together
doing a photo shoot at a cool location
taking dance lessons together
going on a guided city tour even if both grew up there
doing a pub crawl and trying different drinks
volunteering together for something that’s important to both of them
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Hand-holding
The purest form of human connection.
tiny hands in big hands
calloused hands in soft hands
cold hands in warm hands
hands with the perfect ratio to each other for hand-holding
platonic hand-holding
running their thumb over the other’s hand
dancing with their hands holding onto each other
squeezing hand for comfort and encouragement
holding hands across the table
happily doing everything with just one hand, if it means they don’t have to let go
not wanting to lose each other in a big crowd
possessive hand-holding
linking hands together during sex
grabbing hand to show them something
loosely holding onto each other’s hands, laying in one’s lap
only linking the pinkies together, not ready to let go completely
holding hands while skating
excitedly grabbing each other’s hands during a concert, jumping up and down together
playing with each other’s fingers
pressing the other’s hand against their cheek
holding hands while one is balancing on a small wall
grabbing the other’s hand to pull them back from something
holding hands under the table
only realizing it when they have to let go
standing in front of each other, holding both their hands
holding their hands above their head, fingers linked together
passionate hand-holding
grabbing the other’s hand so they don’t fall
holding hands while running through the rain
brushing against each other, linking fingers together for a second
grabbing their hand to grab their attention
not really paying attention, both doing something else, but still holding hands
bandaging the other’s hand and not quite letting go
holding hands while driving
grabbing the other’s hand to pull them back to them
unconsciously searching out each other’s hand while sleeping
not realizing they’re holding hands till someone points it out
swinging hands back and forth, skipping like children
holding hands in a museum to pull them to the next exhibition
letting go when there is an obstacle in their way and immediately grabbing each other’s hand again when they pass it
loosely holding onto each other’s hand
dragging the other with them, holding their hand
raising the other’s hand to their lips to kiss it softly
holding hands while jumping down from somewhere together
comparing hand sizes, then linking fingers together
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