random thoughts. muted words. unsaid feelings.

dianne claire, F. 18y/o. architecture student. batanguena.

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i will no longer update or open this account.

Goodbye,old me.

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gone crazy

being together for 14 mos. not a joke, nor a game. i'm serious from the day i said "yes" until this very moment. but things change, people change and so do i. i feel like the most stupid person living on earth if ill let go the person who loves me so much more than himself, who treats me like his princess, who constantly reminds me how much he loves me, who never gave up  on me, on us, on our relationship. but yes- i admit, i am stupid. I don't know what to say, my heart is filled with so much emotion that i cant handle anymore so i ended up here.

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unbearable

the pain i am feeling right now is just so unbearable, feeling q ako na pinakaplastik na tao sa buong mundo. pati sarili ko, pinaplastik ko.. nakakapagod ding magsinungaling lalo na sa sarili mo, pinipilit kong matanggap pero ang totoo di ko kaya. pinipilit kong maging malakas pero konti nalang bibigay na.. please Lord..

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trust and love

do you trust a person because you love him,or do you love a person because you trust him?

whatever.

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ung feeling mo na nauubusan ka ng ng kakwentuhan, ung mapapagsabihan mo kung anu talaga nasa isip at puso mo, ung makakakwentuhan mo tungkol sa personal na bagay ng walang judgements. 

i feel so lost.

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dapat masaya ako ngaun eh

pero hindi..

wala kasi ung mga taong dapat nasa tabi q ngaung araw na to. kahit hindi physical ung presence.. kaya lang wala pa rin eh.. simple lang naman.. message nga ok na.. 

happy bday to me..

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misunderstandings

dapat sanay na ko dito eh. its almost 8 months., at sa loob ng 8 months na un. hindi lahat ng oras naka ngiti ako, kinikilig, masaya. di mo pala tlga maiintindihan qng hindi mo mararanasan. at ngayon. naiintindihan ko na, love is not that easy. it takes a lot of effort to stay in love. you must work on it.. 

you dont know how much my heart aches right now. sana di ko nalang nararamdaman to. sana talaga.. siguro napaka selfish q.. pero sino ba namang gustong masaktan di ba. i hate you for letting me feel this way, but i love you more than that. 

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singing with you <3

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nakakasakal ka na T_T

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ang vain lang! hahah laki eyebags kahit di puyat O_O

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saya ko!

ang sarap ng feeling na parang bumalik ulit ung passion, ung drive mo para ipagpatuloy. ung kung ilalagay mu sa weighing scale ung "hirap' at ung "passion" mas mabigat ung passion kahit ganu kahirap.. haha. imba lungs. nabubuhayan ako ng dugo dito sa plate namin. masaya :) masayang asaya :)) ill do my veryy bestt :))

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kamiss mag update ng tumblr. :)

kahit walang nabasa :) masya na ko makapgupdate lang. lol! hahah :))

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i miss the old me..

how i dress, i speak, i think, i talk, the way i deal with people, i miss my old ways..

now, im just somebody whom i USED to know. 

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instant happiness <3

a good net connection

a good music

a good book

coffee

chocolates <3

enough sleep :)

[royejulian]

Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you do most of the things with them. Whenever you take a hold of another person’s hand, you have this promise of breaking from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with that person, to promise for a moment that you need not face the world alone.　

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summer 2012

its been a long while since i updated my tumblr, and i kinda miss the things i used to do like narrating the so unusual things/events or whatever happening on me. This summer 2012, is the best summer of my life. kasiiiiiiii..

andito mama >>>>>:D<<<<<

andito ate >>>>:D<<<<

gala dito gala don

new things, new discoveries 

nakapagpahinga from school though i took summer classes

nasagot mga tanung q sa buhay, spiritually.

tska i spent quality time with my loved ones

 God is sooo Great talaga.. 

10 yrss w/o mom, 2 yrs/ w/o sisterr, ung pagod na pagod ka na sa studies, ung tamad na tamad ka na sa buhay, inalis Nya un lahat, in just one *click*, in just a couple of months, kayaaaa im very veryy thankfulll.

Thank You God, You're the bestt! 

on the other hand, an dami q din nagawang decisions this summer, and ang pinaka importante dun is,,, ill change my religion. not to soon but someday i will, when the time comes that im loaded with enough knowledge and understanding to satisfy my faith, For my faith in God to become stronger. 

Hoho, im not yet ready for the coming school days. how i wish i could extend my summer vacation, how i wish mom could stay a little longer here, as well as my sister T_T

[bntts]

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relate muchhh!! haha