Welcome to my life, how long will you be staying?

Kaitlyn | 16 | NJ | <3 About Me Facebook

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Bury me love.

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I guess the meanest thing that could ever be said to you is

losing someone can sometimes be the best thing that ever could have happened to you.

Or something along those lines. 

But can I just say that never once have I talked negatively about you, ever? And may I remind you of all the people in your life who have and have tried to tear you apart? But I need to vent right now. And I am in no way trying to come at anyone's throats. 

You know,I'm sorry for that night. Really. I am. But I never made any assumptions and you totally blew that way out of proportion. It took me forever to reply back because I was at work and didn't see the seven text messages until after I got done my shift. At first, I thought maybe something had happened and you were upset. Well, apparently it was me being a horrible best friend and a disgusting excuse of a best friend. I still do not understand what got you so upset and what made you snap into being so angry with me. The night before, you had told me to leave it alone so I did. That's what I did. I didn't go behind your back. I believed you when you told me the truth. I told you not to get any gossip out of you, but because I knew that someone was lying about it and you needed to know. 

And when I tried to explain, it still wasn't enough.

Sorry, but I'm tired of being everyone's problem. Every single goddamn friend I've ever had has always screwed me over. I always thought that you would be the one person who never would, but I thought wrong seeing as how we are no longer best friends, friends, or even acquaintances. We're strangers. And to be completely honest, that's something I never thought would happen. You were the one person I could go weeks without talking to, and as soon as we said one word to each other we'd instantly click just like that. 

I think about our friendship a lot. Trust me, I do. But I don't think it's fair that nosy anons on tumblr can ask you a question about why we're not friends anymore and you can just recite the situation so easily without giving me the chance to explain myself. Because not once on that night did I get the chance to explain myself or did you let me explain myself. 

Do I wish we were still friends, or at least acquaintances? Yes. 

But I guess shit happens, and that losing me was the best thing that could ever happen to you. 

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Testing out my new Canon EOS Rebel T3i :) 

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PLUGS*

Not gauges. 

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I can honestly say I've never had a bigger crush on anyone else. You just make me smile dskjfsoihdfjksnfjksdbfkhbdjfsdkfn constantly and even when I don't talk to you or see you I smile. Can I just be yours? 

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