A Thousand Years

AYoo!~~ Me Myself and I Feelings.Thoughts.Desires. Live.Love.Laugh.

[secretlydevastated]

I thought if your heart broke as bad as mine , that possibly I would feel less heartache. But my heart broke a thousand times more for your pain than it ever did for my own.

(via secretlydevastated)

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[jinyoungot7]

flight log: arrival x cinematography

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[yoursandyoursonly-blog]

5 ; almost 3 and counting.

Me before you ! FUCKING HELL this book just gets me so mad and sad its frustrating; I haven’t realized until today after finishing the novel; that it has been 5 years since I first met you; time flies and its scary; its been almost three years already since you left ...it seems only a little while ago since you did ; you never fail to escape my mind ; bitter sweet love i swear ..sighs I dont know what i think of you anymore really ;i know i will always love you no matter what though~

[yoursandyoursonly-blog]

Good News ? Kinda?

Haiii So, I met this guy on your birthday! and for I don’t know how but I like him , I can’t deny but he does give me the butterflies...Hes a fun , cool ,and adorable playful guy! For Once I cant think straight about you! Did you make it so I would meet him ? Are you happy or you just proving my friend wrong haha

Frank would be happy!,although Its one sided , although my friend may end up liking him,and I most probably wont last long with him. I actually found someone who’s able able give me these feelings again..Sighs I don’t know what I wanna do though,I don’t know if he’ll like me back but this is a good feeling right ?

06/24/2016

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“Dai-chan YAY~!”

[walnutking]

Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji

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Ughh...What to do ?

I’m at a point where I am annoyed with one of my bestfriend A because of double miscommunication , and avoiding her, and then I’m in the middle of a crack between Bestfriend A and B and waiting for them to talk out things that may result in them staying or breaking as Bestfriends(which is making me nervous),  and then Bestfriend A being close with my college-mate that I Introduced on a whim _ what makes it worse was that person was someone I didn’t really plan to keep in touch with  after college_and this girl is able to fill In a friend gap that i cant fill in,I am supposed to deal with it , and this girl now considers her(A) as a best friend and reality kicks in and I don’t like that as surprising as it is for me - for some odd reason I just feel like I’m going to lose my bestfriend A- I mean im happy she has other close friends and Lately I've been feeling like shit because I feel like I am being selfish and I hate it , hate it that I am avoiding her instead of dealing with it. and It doesn't help that there is a chance that i am getting my period soon which is probably making this whole emotional thing to some next level when it shouldn't be much of a problem...I feel like an assface..

And i have another bestfriend who i want to end it with cause shes making an irrational life choice....so now I feel like Im going to lose two of my bestfriends ! so fuck everything..

[yoursandyoursonly-blog]

Feeling alone and wishing to turn back time

I'm at a point in life where I really don't know what is happening and wishing to turn back to the fun times Although it's great to have a lot of friends, sure people envy you , but when your at a point where you feel alone , it's worst because you have people around you yet you still feel alone I have one best friend who I really want to slap because of certain life choices she's thinking of making, and in the process I feel like I don't even know the real her ...I want to just drop it but I can't because she's only got me ... One friend who's just ..busy with life , it's so hard to just hang out with her ..although we hung out a lot before for like half a decade ..I miss the old times My two best friends who are walking on eggshells One who started opening up to others and being her self I like that and I am proud ..but in the processor feel like she may lose our best friend idk why I just feel irritated at times for no reason .. The other one ..is just so busy trying to work double jobs and school and her other friends that she doesn't have time to listen to other one ..I barely talk with her or hang with her..sighs idk what I'm feeling My baby girl ..she's living her life and I'm living life I feel like I can turn to her anytime if I ask ..although we barely talk ..we're just okay ..I'm not taking advantage of it am I ? Sighs idk if it's cause everyone's so busy at the same time and I'm here who surprising seem like I have all the time in the world but no one to hang out with ..it's a bitter feeling .. I think I should start flying solo to get used to it this loneliness because it will only become a usual thing in the future ..sighs Can I turn back time ? Ps: it doesn't help the fact that I'm home a lot times and I don't like being home ...when it's like a friggen nice weather outside ..sighs All in all I may just be pre pmsing idk

[yoursandyoursonly-blog]

Birthday

I honestly wish today was not my birthday...

I  tried to think positively , but  by the end of the day I realize its been a pretty shitty day...I can’t blame anyone ,except for one bish proff, I can’t help but feel like this, i’m thankful and happy for those who have wished me today. I'm happy for the little things..but In the end I still cant do anything...I wish today was over...I wish that my 21st birthday wasn’t like this ..

[yoursandyoursonly-blog]

I know I’m not that slow..but

I get it that I don’t necessarily need a man to feel complete, I don’t need to depend on a another man, but is it so bad to want companionship?

Did it honestly take me 2 years to realize, that the time you were texting me,  number of typos you made had increased , and they  were probably cause it got harder for you to do stuff properly; or am I just over thinking....

Why did you come into my life, why did you leave , why didn't you say anything, why were you so perfect, why did you fall for me, Can I believe everything I heard? What do I do with my self  now, What exactly were you to me and What was  I to , Can I believe in what we had? Can I expect you to find me once again? What can I do to bring you back ? It’s been a while .... 11.20.15

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8/? OTPs in Shoujo Manga

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