Surviving My Agony

I have demons screaming within my soul. NSFW.

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Some days I cry bc I miss you. Some days I rage bc I hate you. It's all about balance.

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Just because I'm alone doesn't mean I'm lonely. It just means I'm an asshole :)

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I spent my whole life unsuccessfully trying to stay unnoticed. Finally to the point of mastering self isolation bc that shit is annoying. Or maybe I’m socially fucked. It sure as hell went beyond awkward. A long time ago.

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Might I sense a smidge of pot n kettle ... Hypocrisy is bitching at someone for being a hypocrite, when everyone has done it.. intentional or not.. at one point or the other.. Or maybe not? Or maybe? Blah blah blah. Gaddam it! Fuck everyone.

[fullerisnotokay]

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Or eat this bad ass avocado toast..

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" I only want someone that's completely honest with me" ..... LOL... No you don't. My honesty has teeth.

[imforeverjustyours-deactivated2]

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The day has come that I dont love you anymore.

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It's moderately interesting how some people will treat you like shit endlessly. Any efforts you've given are regularly dismissed and not one iota of fuck is given for it. But fuck all if you do it to them once. The fucking universe shatters. Smdh. Boom bitch.

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I'm an asshole. It's just what I do.

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I don't think you understood ... That all the love that I had in the world went to you.

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