i donât know if i can do this anymore
hey guys. its me. mod leafy. i dont know if i can run this blog anymore.
from the start i was the one putting more effort in this blog than the others. instead of throwing around insults every time ive actually tried getting people educated as well by explaining things unlike some other people here... ive worked most on this blog and 99% of the posts that arent signed are written by me. ive even deleted some other modsâ posts bc unlike them i actually didnt want to get too offensive (and i apologize for using the r slur in the past)
ever since 2017 pretty much everyone became completely or mostly inactive and i tried really hard to keep the blog alive but got discouraged by all the hate and mocking asks we got
in the meantime i got into fights with the mods too. im on bad terms with some of them and have stopped talking to all of them minus mod pyro and matpat
i just dont know if keeping this blog alive is worth it. i dont think its even actually helping people. i dont know if anyone even takes us seriously at all. do people even enjoy our presence anymore? or were we only relevant during that time sl*mytony reblogged us?
i dont know what to do anymore