Monique Esmeralda

College girl who loves taking selfies and blogging about a whole bunch of stuff. Snapchat: Moniquesofly

[reallyreallyreallytrying]

new piece on INFINITE GOSSIP. I HAVE LEFT YOU FOREVER. check it out

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[weltenwellen]

Glennon Doyle, Untamed

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Austrian Alps

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Mary Oliver, "When Did It Happen?", Felicity

[tropic-havens]

Ocala National Forest in Ocala, Florida

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via

[seashellronan]

guys i’m so sorry to say this but exercising and indulging in hobbies rather than scrolling on your phone for 200 hours actually does improve your mood and overall mental health, this has deeply upset me more than anyone

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[yoursummerdreamz]

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[daenerys-stormborn]

— HAMNET (2025) directed by Chloé Zhao

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[imnotsureimrealanymore]

[seaphine]

and if you love, love their darkness too, not just their light.

[ablowjobisbetterthannojob]

Heavy on this

[kenz-eaye]

“In The Plague, Camus wrote about a doctor who doesn't believe in God, redemption, or higher purpose. Yet every day, he shows up to help the dying. Why? Because it's right.

Camus believed morality begins when justification ends. You don't do good because it saves you, or earns approval. You do it because suffering exists and you refuse to add to it.

He called this ‘the modest heroism of the absurd.’ In a meaningless world, the only meaning left is what we create through compassion, courage, and presence.

Camus saw that people want cosmic justice, rewards, closure, divine order. But decency doesn't need a witness. True morality, he said, is doing what's right when no one's watching.

In an age obsessed with saving the world, Camus reminds us that goodness isn't grand. It's quiet. It's the everyday rebellion of kindness in a world that's indifferent.

You can't fix chaos. You can't end suffering. But you can refuse cruelty. You can choose integrity. You can make one small corner of existence less unbearable.

Maybe that's enough. Maybe the most moral life isn't one that saves the world but one that quietly refuses to make it worse.”

— Existential Reflections