Hey babies and dear Anons šš¼š¤. Welcome to a new āQ&Aā post. I finally answered all (37) asks in my inbox. Many of them are old and for this, I apologize because it took me a long time for the AMAās 2018Ā post as you know. But now here we are, and I hope you can forgive me for the delay. Enjoy š.
And you believe them just like that? Whereās the proof of that? My dear Anon, a piece of advice from my heart? Donāt believe anything until you see it, and when you do see it, always personally check that information for authenticity. This also applies to the things that all those people, the fake insiders, out there say.
As for your question, Iāve already answered it a lot of times. And like the many previous times, Iāll copy and paste for you the same answer I gave to an Anon some time ago: āAnd to answer the rest of your questions, dear, Iāll sum it all up by telling you that when theyāre not together, or theyāre on a break, they have a different way of acting than when theyāre together. And I speak in general. It shows in the way they behave in general. Now itās much harder to see since theyāre no longer in the group and you could clearly see when it happened, and itās also hard since the pandemic, but there are patterns. Iāve spent so much time analyzing them that theyāre quite predictable in my eyes š¤£ā.
Iāll also copy this other part of the same answer to another Anon: āAs Lauren herself tweeted, pay attention. Thatās all Iām gonna say, dear. See this mine not giving you more details than these as my way to protect them.ā
Iām sorry, dear Anon, itās not for you. Maybe youāre new to my blog, but I hope this is the last time I have to copy the same answer because my answer wonāt change anyway.
You sent me this ask the same night as Colors was released, so I think you now know that the reason was because Laurās independent, dear Anon. It was up to her to advertise it.
Songs: CuriousĀ (penultimate ask) and Bad Kind of Butterflies. And posts: fourth question, first four questions, sixth question,Ā and second, third, and fifth questions.
Itās okay. Donāt worry, dear Anon š.
1) Her contract with Sony isnāt over, dear Anon. Even AWAL is owned by Sony Music Entertainment.
2) The rules havenāt changed.
3) Nope, as you may have noticed (regarding yogurt majesty). Theyāll continue to alternate as they always have.
My answer wouldāve been yes even before the good news, dear Anon.
Already done š„³š„³š„³š„³š„³
Who told you they donāt travel or go to each otherās house or other things like that, dear Anon? I agree on the difficulty of not being able to have any public interaction, but not on the rest. We only see 5/10% of their life, and of that 5/10%, we only see what they want to show us. And yes, that includes stunts and paparazzi pics.
I also agree when you say that itās hard to maintain a relationship in that way, and believe me, told by someone whoās in a long-distance relationship and therefore worse than theirs, I can assure you that it is. But itās worth it, and itās up to the two people in the couple to stay strong until a better solution/situation šŖš¼.
We think the same way, dear Anon š. And yes, we all love Thunder content š¤©, but donāt forget Eugene and Leo. I know Thunder is her favorite, but every time she leaves the newest comer (Eugene, not Tarzan who, sadly, was adopted more for PR than anything else) and the oldest (Leo) out, I feel sorry for them š„ŗ.
It will depend on how things are going to be in the future, dear Anon. If they can do everything in the right way, then yes. But the point is, we donāt even know if theyāll want to do it š¤·š»āāļø. Iāll copy a piece of an old answer (penultimate question) I gave to an Anon about Milaās coming out to make you understand better what I mean and how I think about it:
āNot to mention that her coming out would confirm Camren even more, even if she doesnāt confirm it herself. Itās automatic. Letās leave for a moment out us CS who know this and focus on the general public. After years and years of speculation from fans and the press, even the GP would automatically associate them. The fact in itself that both sides are queer, would automatically make the GP think, so to people who know little or nothing about them, that they were actually real and were just trying to hide it. And that, as fine as it might be for us, wouldnāt be fine for them.
If they donāt want to come out as a couple, if they donāt even want to admit that they were in the past, then that wouldnāt be fine for them at all. It would be even more difficult to hide and deny it. They would be harassed even more by fans, by the media, and not only their music would take a back seat, but even themselves. The couple, Camren, would be in the foreground. They would no longer be two individual persons, but one entity. Have you ever thought about it? Because as much as I myself want both of them free, as much as I myself want them free and free to be together, I know that if they want to have a career, then this wonāt happen for SEVERAL years. Fifteen years could go by, and if they ever really admit it, they might not even be together by then.
Iām sorry to ruin you guysā fantasies, but Iām just trying to be objective and realistic here. This is not a fanfiction. This is their life. Their careers are at stake here. And as much as I love them, Iād rather see Camila out of the closet, but not associated with Lauren and vice versa if it means dooming their careers. As much as I love them, Iād rather see them both free from their contracts, free to do what they love without pressure, and to know that theyāre together and happy in PRIVATEā.
1) She could use it even before if she wanted to, dear Anon. The fact that sheās independent now has absolutely nothing to do with it. And yeah, that excuse was bullshit, but the reason she stopped using it, both of them actually, is because everyone knew what their account names were. They signed up when they werenāt famous yet, but even after that, it was a āprivateā place (outside of being famous) for them in which to be themselves and express their feelings through re-blogs. It was no longer private by then and therefore they simply stopped using it.
2) Maybe she created another account that year, but I honestly doubt it because she just doesnāt use it (both of them). And no, they donāt check CS blogs. When they have to check something, if they still do it, they do it on Twitter, IG, and now thatās the new trend, TikTok. Tumblr is basically non-existent for that purpose if not the last place on the list, and for years now.
3) I miss them too, but they wonāt do that because they know weāre waiting for nothing else.
Hello, dear Anon šš¼š. Neither. They were very confused because that year more than ever, they had a very constant on-again, off-again. They were together in hops through time. Like, they broke up even just for a few days š
. Not to mention they didnāt communicate at all, and Tumblr, was one of their indirect ways of doing it.
Have a great day too, dear š.
Hi to you too, baby CS Anon šš¼. Welcome š. And yes, they are, dear.
šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼ all for you, dear Anon.
š¤š¢š¶ Boy, nothing real can be threatened š¶ True love breathes salvation back into me š¶ With every tear came redemption š¶ And my torturer became my remedy š¶
I love BeyoncĆ© š¤©. Hi to you, my dear šš¼š. And yes, same because, among all the lyrics of the songs in Lemonade, they tweeted oh so coincidentally the same ones š¤£ *shaking my head*
Hi, dear Anon šš¼š Suppp to u, bud š¤š¼š¤š¼. They were still together and here, bud, I already answered here (tenth question). [This is the Anon link for those who want to see]
Hi to you, dear Anon šš¼š. Here, dear. I talked about it here, and here.
And, my dear? Even though Laurās independent now, it doesnāt mean she has the freedom to do whatever she wants on every front. Sheās not PRs-free, and she certainly doesnāt have the freedom to say those relationships were fake. It would affect the people involved, the teams, the whole music industry as a big picture, and herself because sheād lose credibility on everything she said and continues to say (her narratives on everything including the songs). That would mean having to look for new justifications that would even involve Camila, andĀ that, is something that absolutely cannot happen. Not to mention that she signed contracts involving NDAs which sheĀ isĀ andĀ willĀ continueĀ to be required to comply with.
Hi to you, dear Anon šš¼š. The pandemic changed 80% of the plans, dear. It shouldnāt have been like that. Unfortunately, weāll never have confirmation, and honestly, I donāt even care because the important thing is that itās over š„³.
Hello, dear Anon šš¼š. I could be better š
, but I hope youāre well š.
For both questions: it depends on the time concerned, dear. They both did both, so, it really does depend. Like, for example, Mila was the one who broke up with Laur in mid-December 2016, and it was still Mila who started the reconciliation in February 2017.
Hey hey to you, dear Anon šš¼š. English isnāt my first language either, dear, so donāt worry š.
I agree with you that every now and then she checks what happens, but there are more the times when she doesnāt. Ā It actually always happens when itās a good period for her mentally speaking, but she then regrets it because of all the hatred she receives for even the stupidest things. As for theĀ āDonāt Go Yetā Official Lyrics & MeaningĀ with Genius, I genuinely think she was following the script and she messed up the narrative just because itās all bullshit and she doesnāt always remember everything perfectly š¤£. It happened several times and this time, she even had to improvise a lot to try to fix it, but she only made things worse š¤š¤£. Poor baby š. Thatās Camila being Camila š¤© and I was honestly happy to see several glimpses of her old self and that she talked about Laur in an obviously subtle and implied way.
Hello to you too, dear Anon šš¼š.
1) Theyāre still planting the seeds; I highly doubt itās Mila.
3) Because even though Laurās free on certain aspects of her career, Mila is not, and there are rules to follow. Plans to follow.
Donāt we all love Mila the āstalkerā? š¤£. No, but jokes aside. This will be put aside as soon as they can finally unarchive their hidden follow š„³.
Itās frustrating at times, yeah š¤·š»āāļøš¤£.
šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼šš¼ they did were actually together, dear Anon. Iām really glad you noticed it, but out of curiosity, did you understand it only because they disappeared from the radars and for the latergrams, or even for something else that you donāt wanna say to protect them as I do? I donāt need to know what, Iām just curious to know if you did it or not.
As for the fans who donāt understand, itās unfortunately because theyāre too blinded to see the truth through the narratives that are set. Many donāt even care about the truth because it doesnāt validate what they believe.
Their coming out as a couple I think is a hope for all of us š, but itās a little too early for that. Itāll be a while before they can do this in a friendly way, so let alone as a couple.
Oh and, I agree on their privacy š.
Hi to you, dear Anon šš¼š.
1) If you mean with Shrunken, itās already over as you well know š„³ / If you mean as a couple, then you have to wait for a veeery long time.
2) I donāt think sheās signed a new contract at all, dear.
I think now you know because itās been a while since your ask and because Prelude came out and now you have the lyrics, dear Anon. But in any case, Iām telling you the same because one never knows. The ones you wrote, are incorrect lyrics. The right ones are these: āas you drag your hand to my waist down my backā. It makes more sense now, doesnāt it? š
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š. I could be better actually š
. What about you? I hope youāre well š¤.
Super recap: the mystery girl was basically the one with whom Mila was together before taking Laur back by becoming official in April 2014. You can check out all the links I wrote in response to that other Anon before in the third ask to see also other answers I gave on the subject š.
Donāt thank me, dear, itās always a pleasure for me to help as I can š.
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š. The mystery girl didnāt help her forget Lauren because as soon as Laur finally got her head out of her ass (š¤£), Mila broke up with the mystery girl and took Lo back. Mila tried to move on when Laur still couldnāt give her what she wanted (a relationship), but she didnāt succeed š¤·š»āāļø. *Iām sorry for the girl, but šš¼šš¼šš¼* And yeah, in a way, the mystery girl appeared at just the right moment for Mila.
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š. I donāt know if she expressly asked her to be her girlfriend, I mean, I wasnāt there š¤£. I just know that the Like Friends Do situation was no longer okay for her, and as a result of that, as you said too, Lauren felt pressured at the idea. Our Lolo wasnāt ready yet.
And thatās okay. Thatās your opinion. Youād already explained it and I explained to you that itās not like that for me because for me, the song is based on the sex and the friendship with benefits theyāve had.
Hi to you again, dear Anon šš¼š. He didnāt have a big impact on her life afterwards, in her life in general, for sure, but he did have it when it happened. We know Laur is an empath, so if she said she was devastated after the breakup because she couldnāt even eat and sleep, I really believe it. Especially because she was that young and it was her first breakup. I believe it even more because I know what it means to face the first real breakup at that young age.
But as I also said to the previous Anon, itās okay if you think differently. Weāre all different in the world and we perceive things in a different way. Thatās also the beauty of it š. Not so good but I hope youāre doing well instead, dear, and have a nice day š.
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š. And yes, youāre absolutely right. When I wrote the Preludeās answers, Prelude wasnāt out yet and Iād only watched the live performance, so I didnāt know all the lyrics perfectly yet. Now I think we all know them, but thank you very much for taking some of your time to point that out by sending me the ask, my dear š¤.
Hi to you too, baby CS Anon šš¼š. I will, dear. I will clarify everything once and for all by making a separate post for your ask exactly as I did with the AMAās oneĀ because people in our fandom and not, still believe that the leaked things were true. Exactly as with the AMAās post, I ask you and all you babies who are reading this, to respect my decision on not wanting my stuff outside of Tumblr and if you really have the need to publish it elsewhere, then please ASK ME before doing so (including even just the proofs). Please and thanks in advance šš¼. Having said that, youāll have it soon, dear š.
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š! Sorry, dear, Iām genuinely confused here š
. Why would you want me to analyze a song she didnāt write? Itās like youāre asking me to give you my interpretation of Dianeās point of view/life. Unlike Mila who acted as a ghostwriter after giving Anyone to Justin, Laur didnāt write a single word of Not Prepared For You unlike other previous collaborations she did. She just interpreted it. I mean, you said it yourself, and both Lo and Diane said it during that interview. So, Iām genuinely confused for real. Although it could fit the girls, and Iām sure it was that and the fact that THE Diane Warren wrote it the main reasons why Lo agreed to sing it, what would be the point of analyzing the song if itās not her words, dear?
HI to you too, dear Anon šš¼š. Yeah, I noticed what you did there, dear, and thank you š. I really appreciate it š¤. I prefer to think that those who donāt greet before the question, do so because theyāre new to my blog and therefore donāt know that I get a little disappointed when they donāt. Besides being a matter of manners, itās also a matter of respect. People tend to ignore this and take it for granted, but you never know what the other person is going through behind the screen. You canāt even know what their mood is at that moment, and if itās bad, I assure you that some asks at that moment tend to even seem demands. Itās kinda like those people who walk into a coffee shop or a restaurant and say what they want without even greeting the workers and sometimes even banging the money on the counter/table, you know what I mean? I hate those kinds of people š.
So, yeah, as I believe you know, Iām a person who always tries to treat everyone with respect and kindness, and thatās why I expect the same in return. You can also notice the difference in my answers by comparing them to who greets and who doesnāt because, again, itās a matter of mutual manners and respect. And if it happens that I havenāt been that nice to someone, then itās because they werenāt to me in the first place. People tend to, I donāt know, perhaps forget that on the other side of the screen thereās an actual human being like them, and they should wake up for a moment and be aware of it because this is something Iāve been seeing all over the internet for years. But anyway. Be nice, guys, and be aware of what you type and how you address others, please. Being nice costs you nothing, and something like that, can make a difference in someoneās life whoās going through a bad period šš¼.
Now about your questions, my dear, itās totally okay for me to answer š. Even in the future, if you have any other personal questions, or you want advice, or you want to vent, or anything else, Iām here. Iām available to answer without any problem š.
1) Fluently, Italian of course because itās my mother tongue, and English. I also studied Spanish and French in high school. I understand almost everything when I listen to Spanish and I can also read it. Write it, Iād say meh, and speak it, well, letās say I can manage. When I went to Barcelona (twice) I did quite well, and with my love, I speak it every now and then (a few words or phrases). With French instead, much less in everything. I remember the basics, but besides those? Nah. The last time I was in France (because Iāve been there several times in different cities) it was a mix of French and English š¤.
2) We text a lot every day. We send each other audios, videos, pics, and when we can, we video call each other and we spend hours and hours talking. Sometimes if we each have something to do, we do it anyway by staying on video call because itās as if weāre together in the same room. With distance, communication is basically all we have, so thatās what we do. We talk. About anything. From what weāve done during the day and therefore everyday life, to more stupid things, deeper things, our fears, our feelings, our passions, etc., etc. Really about anything. There are no secrets between us.
Itās really hard not to be able to see her, not gonna lie. There are days when itās really unbearable not to be able to have her with me, but I resist. We both do and stay strong. And, actually, weāre counting the days because weāll see each other š. If everything goes well, weāll see each other next year, and I canāt fucking wait š„³.
3) It will depend on their schedules, but I believe theyāll be able to see each other.
4) Mila in 2022 for sure, while Laur, even though she said it will be in 2022, I never blindly trust the dates she says given her past with them š¤£. I hope it will be in 2022 for real as she said, otherwise it will be in 2023.
Not super healthy at the moment but okay. Iām glad you liked it, and thank you so much for the kind words š; that was really very nice of you š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„°š„°š„°. Youāre the awesome one š! And please, donāt thank me because itās really a pleasure for me to help in any way I can š. I hope youāre healthy and have a good day too, my dear Anon, and I love you too š. Oh and, about that babe? Run š¤£š¤£š¤£.
Hi to you too, dear Anon šš¼š.
1) Yes, I do. I donāt know why you have doubts about it, dear, but itās an injustice because, as a bisexual girl myself, weāre always questioned about it. When a person says theyāre bisexual, then theyāre actually a selfish person, a liar, indecisive because theyāll have to choose a side in the end, easy, and even greedy because theyāre attracted to both genders. Theyāre not a āgood dating materialā because theyāre āscared of commitmentā, and theyāre just confused and looking for attention. If a guy says heās bi, then heās actually gay, and if a girl says sheās bisexual, then either sheās actually a lesbian but declares herself bi because sheās not ready to admit it, or sheās actually straight and hers is just a phase and that therefore will end up with a guy anyway. Like.. no. Thatās not how it works. My sexuality doesnāt change based on who Iām with, Iām monogamous, not polygamous, and I donāt choose who to be attracted to because unlike actions, itās not something you can control, and itās totally natural and normal.
There are people who are attracted both emotionally and sexually to both genders. There are those who are sexually bi but who are romantically straight, that is that they would sleep with both girls and guys because theyāre sexually attracted to both of them, but that would have a romantic relationship only with the opposite gender. There are those who are sexually pan but romantically gay, that is that they would sleep with someone no matter what gender they are as long as theyāre sexually attracted to them, but that would have a romantic relationship only with the same gender. There are billions of examples I could give you because sexuality is very fluid and can change over the course of life. I mean, itās such a wide spectrum š¤·š»āāļø. There are people who already know their sexuality right away. There are those who know it, but who have never acted on it because there hasnāt yet been an opportunity and others perhaps out of fear. There are those confused who still donāt know, etc., etc., and thatās okay.
Lauren went through various stages in her life. From denial and internalized homophobia, to welcoming and acceptance of herself. Bisexuality, and then for some years now, a bit of confusion between bisexuality and pansexuality because she didnāt know what the latter was before. And thatās totally fine and thatās normal because as I said before, sexuality in general is very fluid and can change over the course of life. Thereās no need to put all this pressure on having a defined label at all costs. So, dear Anon, back to your question, yes, I do. I truly believe that.
2) Nope. Luckily, not everything in her life is (š¤£).
Yeah, we have confirmation of that, dear Anon. But no, donāt put Mila in the middle of this because their careers and choices are different. Laur didnāt need Milaās connections or money to create Attunement Records.
A small standard independent record label like hers, can easily be started with little, anywhere between $20.000 and $50.000. This type of label is like a micro-company with which she can manage the money flow and the rights administration. By creating it, she opened a company in her name and transferred the master rights to that record label, which is herself. The AWAL Recordings America, Inc. [AWAL: Artists Without A Label], is a music distribution company owned by Sony Music Entertainment, which offers indeed, distribution and other services to independent artists and labels. Thanks to signing with them, Laur also owns the publication. This means that she owns her masters and her publishing, that she has more profits on distribution and publishing, and that she can also handle the functions of the actual label since, I mean, itās hers. Physical and digital distribution are AWALās duties, but everything else like for example the money investment, advertising, marketing, promotional, legal costs, video production, tour support, etc., belong to her. [If youāre interested in understanding more of what Iām talking about and what the girls went through, I wrote a post on How the music world works]
I understand the fantasy of the two of them fighting those people and creating their own empire on a rainbow, but despite being a beautiful image, itās not the reality. By that, I mean that I donāt believe and that I very much doubt that Mila will become independent. They both have different visions for their careers. Different plans and different goals. Not to mention that they both have income for different things and both have a lot of connections, which yes, very linked to one another because, at the end of the day, thatās the music industry. But theyāre both businesswomen. They can help each other if they want, but they donāt need it. I donāt know if I explained myself with this.
And donāt get me wrong, of course their plans are intertwined. Besides being connected forever by their past with the group, they are in the present as a couple, and theyāll surely have plans for the future (like all couples). This, however, doesnāt mean that theyāll face the same path. Think of it as a couple of doctors. They both work in the same hospital, but they donāt carry out the same tasks because theyāre both specialize in two different things, and at the end of the day, they return to the same house anyway to enjoy their life together.
So according to this person, Laurenās not creative, she doesnāt go with the flow, sheās not intuitive, sheās not a nurturing person, sheās not a healer, she doesnāt listen, sheās not an open-minded and flexible person, sheās not gentle, sheās not wise, sheās not patient, sheās not a people pleaser, sheās not empathetic, and she doesnāt express her feelings, right? Yeah, no, sure, because, this little list I just gave you? Represents the traits of the divine feminine energy š¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļø.
As I think youāve understood, I strongly disagree, dear Anon. And not because I think Laur is divine feminine energy, but because sheās both! Whoever wrote that, must have forgotten (or doesnāt know it at all) that we all have a mix of both, and that the divine masculine and feminine energies are connected to each other. One cannot exist without the other. The yin and the yang? Same thing. Nothing can be completely yin or completely yang. We also have many other opposites that coexist with each other, such as for example life and death, good and evil, summer and winter, heat and cold, day and night, light and darkness. The latter reminded me of one of my favorite quotes from Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, Sirius Black: āThe world isnāt split into good people and Death Eaters. Weāve all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. Thatās who we really areā. Sorry, but I had to š¤.
If thatās why, itās the same thing we can find in the hemispheres of our brain:
Left side/hemisphere: the technical, more logical, and analytical one. For example, when we do a mathematical calculation, we read, write, or simply speak. This sideās associated with verbal communication and reasoning, and in the divine energies, itās associated with the masculine one.
Right side/hemisphere: the visual, more artistic, and spiritual one. For example, when we draw, sing, dance, or anyway unleash creativity and artistic skills. This sideās associated with emotional (and non-verbal) communications and emotionality, and in the divine energies, itās associated with the feminine one.
What does that mean? That one part of the brain shuts down or goes on vacation while the otherās working š¤£? No. They always work in sync. For instance. I can sing while listening to music (right hemisphere) and, at the same time, write, and think and reason (left hemisphere) about what Iām writing. You can dance (right hemisphere) and talk (left hemisphere) at the same time. Just as one day you can be undecided (feminine energy trait) about what to eat and let someone else decide, but at the same time, youāre a bit controlling (masculine energy trait) with them because you want that what theyāve decided is being cooked in a certain way. Then the next day, you not only have it very clear (masculine energy trait) what you want, but youāre also quite creative (feminine energy trait) in preparing something for the both of you.
So, as youāve seen, the divine masculine and feminine energies are complementary. You may have more traits of one than the other or it may depend on your mood or the day youāre having, but theyāre interconnected. And we all have them. You can even think of a scale and how the traits of the two divine energies are on the two pans of it. Sometimes the weight is more on one pan than on the other. And when the weight is completely unbalanced, therefore the divine energies are out of balance, people like Laur who are very spiritual, try to fix it even with external aids like healing crystals, meditation, and being in nature. Three types of alternative therapy. Doesnāt that ring a bell?
Besides, āLauren is the Divine Masculine confirmedā. Confirmed? Pfft, confirmed by whom? Confirmed by themselves who apparently donāt even know the traits of the divine energies? Ah, okay then š¤·š»āāļø *Iām sorry if I looked a little bit mean here, but I donāt understand the point of talking just to talk without knowing. Plus, Iām very protective of the girls as I think is noticeable*
āSheās the runner, sheās the track star and thatās exactly why This Love was born.ā
Aaand I disagree on this as well. Lauren was the runner. She was the runner at the beginning. When they were just fuckbuddies and she wasnāt ready to accept herself yet. Camila was also the runner. Theyāve both been during their relationship at different times and for different reasons. This Love was absolutely not born for that. It doesnāt even talk about that. Iāll copy two parts of my interpretationĀ (last ask):
āāIn your opinion, what inspired it?ā. Well, in my opinion, their toxic, co-dependent relationship. Many of their songs are about this, and This Love is no less. This Love talks about the instability that their relationship had and the repetition of their actions that led them more and more to fall into that toxicity. They were addicted to each other, and therefore couldnāt let each other go. In one way or another, their unhealthy way of acting led them to always be stuck in the same limbo (until they finally got out of it).ā + āIn addition to what Iāve already explained to you at the beginning and during my interpretation, Iād like to add that This Love is a manifestation of the frustration that Mila went through. A scream to say āenough, I canāt take it anymoreā, and at the same time, the surrender on falling back into the same cycle because she couldnāt lose her. In a nutshell, with this, we witnessed the contrast, the struggle, and the contradiction of her own behavior.ā
Yeah, I can, dear Anon. No problem š.
So. As I explained in a very old postĀ from which Iāll copy and paste pieces, āConsequences was initially written by Emily Weisband, Amy Wadge, and Nicolle Galyon. Emily already knew both of them, while Amy and Nicolle met that same day during the session that took place in December 2016. The idea of Consequences was born because of what had happened to Emily the day before. It was her experience that brought the song to life.ā As you can see in this video.
āAmy and Ed Sheeran had been friends for years and had already worked together in the past. It was indeed Ed who introduced Amy and Camila. After getting permission from Emily and Nicolle, Amy took the song to Camila (on January 5 or 6). Camila then, as she always did with EVERY SONG, rewrote part of the lyrics, by also working on it with Frank himself and Bart Schoudel, and on January 8, 2017, they finished recording it.ā Mila herself explained everything briefly at 33:18 here. And this; the screenshot of the video she posted on the 8th:
Consequences was Milaās breaking point (it happened in the period before making the final decision to break up with Laur). That cycle and toxic relationship with Laur was hitting her too hard, and along with all the other things she was going through in that period (last months of 2016) [which Iāll explain in the interpretation], Mila realized she couldnāt take it anymore. All those consequences had a too powerful impact that even affected her mental and physical health.
In the musical timeline, Consequences comes before Let Me Know and Somethingās Gotta Give. In Consequences, Mila realized she couldnāt take it anymore. In Let Me Know, Laur, who was also tired of the cycle going on for years, asked Mila to let her know if she wanted to fix their problems and have a healthier relationship. And in Somethingās Gotta Give (song not only centered on Lauren), Mila made the decision to leave everything behind; so letās say the answer to Let Me Know. Oh and, the effects of the Consequences lasted even after Somethingās Gotta Give, therefore even after they broke up.
Letās move on to the interpretation now š.
āDirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didnāt fix youā
The way I see it, Mila wasnāt talking about herself in the first verse as everyone thought, but she was describing what she saw and felt. Iāll use an example to explain. I want you to imagine a scenario. In this case, the same one that Expectations talks about because to me, theyāre actually the same song (Consequences & Expectations). In the sense that theyāre the different points of view of the girls based on the same situation.
Mila returned to their hotel room after being out well beyond the time sheād told Laur, who had been up in bed, all alone, waiting there all night for her. The first thing Mila saw upon entering, were the dirty tissues on the bedside table next to the bed (where Laur was) and the glasses on the sink in the bathroom. Whyās that? Because I donāt know if youāve ever noticed this, but most hotels have bathrooms located near the entrance door (for a matter of separation of spaces and pipes which are all connected to each other in the hotel, and in cities affected by earthquakes, also for a matter of survival because itās the best place to hide), so from the entrance, you can see both the bathroom, either on the left or on the right (but usually on the left), and the bed (and the view).
The dirty tissues are obviously an indication of crying, and the glasses on the sink, of alcohol. Why alcohol? Because she said āthey didnāt fix youā, and she certainly wasnāt talking about water. People drink in a fun situation like a party, in happy hours and brunches, lunches and dinners, sometimes just to relax after a long day, and sometimes, when theyāre going through a difficult time in their life. But alcohol doesnāt help to forget. It doesnāt make the pain go away. And it certainly doesnāt solve lifeās problems. This is what Mila meant by fix. Drinking could be an escape and a distraction, but it couldnāt fix Laur and their toxic, non-communicative situation.
The dirty tissues and the glasses on the sink were even behavioral elements of the trust issues that Laur had and that Mila added. Laurās trust issues were caused by several things: her emotional fatigue, her emotional distance, her anxiety, her depression, their communication problems, conflict dynamics (and not just those with Mila), hostile environments and people (sharks and fake people), and much more. All those years in which, as she also said in the 8th episode of her Attunements (dark diary), she felt nothing and everything at the same time.
Oh and, if that wasnāt enough, Trust Issue is also the title of an unreleased song by Laur.
āLonely pillows in a strangerās bed
Little voices in my headā
Mila continued to describe what was happening and what she was feeling.
āLonely pillowsā because Laur was alone in that big bed, and the second pillow wasnāt occupied by her. āin a strangerās bedā because obviously by traveling, they were in hotels most of the time.
By āLittle voices in my headā she was referring to the intrusive thoughts of her OCD. Have you ever noticed that when we read, when we write, and when we think, itās our own voice the one we hear in our head? Well, itās the same thing that happens with OCD, and Mila was listening to intrusive thoughts whispering to her, or talking to her, or even screaming to her in her mental voice just as it would happen to all of us with any other thought.
We know how strong her OCD was in the last months of 2016 (Sep to Dec 2016/early Jan 2017 to be more precise). Stress and emotional suffering are two reasons that trigger intrusive thoughts, and in that case, returning to that hotel room and seeing Laur in that way, caused her both stress and suffering which consequently triggered the intrusive thoughts.
But intrusive thoughts about what? On other of the many things that were causing her stress, anguish, and anxiety in that period:
āSecret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasnāt eating
All the souls that I canāt listen to, to tell the truthā
āSecret keeping, stop the bleedingā and āAll the souls that I canāt listen to, to tell the truthā go together.
Secret keeping: her sexuality, their relationship, Laurās PR with Luggage, her eventual exit from the group, and all the different hidden truths that she canāt tell yet.
stop the bleeding: bleeding has several metaphors, but for this case, weāre interested in two. We have 1) feeling emotional pain, and we have 2) reveal/unveil. Both are fine because 1) stop the pain, and 2) reveal/unveil the truth, in this case, the hidden truths.
Imagine those hidden truths like a cut on your arm. A small open wound. The more time goes by and those truths remain hidden, the more the wound grows and bleeds. Everyone can see that bloodstain now because, even though itās covered by the clothes, the wound is too big and has stained the sleeve. Especially at that time, she needed to stop it. She needed to stop the pain and make sure she didnāt show it. Hiding it as another hidden truth with a large band-aid so that the clothes wouldnāt stain and that blood wouldnāt be shown. That way, no one could see it but it was still down there anyway.
All the souls that I canāt listen to: people who loved/love her, who wanted/want her free. Friends, family, and yes, even us fans. All the people she couldnāt/canāt listen to, to tell the truth: the connection with what I said before, that is, the different hidden truths that she still canāt tell.
Lost a little weight because I wasnāt eating: OCD, depression, and severe anxiety cause a loss of appetite or an increase in appetite because the body tries to help deal with the pressure. Milaās experienced both. In the past it was the loss of it, from 2018 instead, the increase of it. C: āI have this pattern of eating a lot when Iām anxious or uncomfortable. Itās a comfort thing for me. Iāll just kind of become unconscious and zombie-eat a lot, and then Iāll feel sick.ā
āLoving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defensesā
This describes the initial honeymoon phase perfectly.Ā Wild,Ā cool,Ā hot,Ā sweet,Ā youngĀ because they really were,Ā free,Ā safe and sound,Ā a steady place to let down my defenses. A beautiful list of things Laur made her feel. Plus the link with sunshine. If youāve read my āInaugurationā post someĀ time ago, then you know Laur is the sun in their story.
āBut loving you had consequencesā
But loving her also had consequences. Iāll elaborate on this more at the end of the song.
Oh and, here there is the reference that we also find in Must Be Love: āI guess everything has a consequenceā.
āHesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectationā
If they werenāt arguing, if they werenāt ignoring each other, and if they werenāt having sex, then they were trying to have a ānormalā conversation. But given their communication problems, which we know how big they were, there was that awkwardness and that hesitation in doing so. There was insecurity. Because in one way or another, they were afraid to even talk to each other. Afraid of saying something wrong when they did. Something that wouldāve made their situation even worse, and that, plus other factors, automatically led to low expectations.
Oh and, by the way, say hi to the reference with that last lil word:
āEvery siren that I was ignoring
The siren is a warning. She used that slightly different way of saying that she ignored those sirens, those alarms, those signs, out of love. Toxic love that brought consequences for which she had to pay for a long time (both of them did). The present continuous also lets us understand how she continued to pay for them even after it was over (at the time) between them.
Then we have the chorus again, and to follow, the bridge where even here, as I explained in myĀ This LoveĀ interpretationĀ (last ask), she didnāt use the noās as words to keep the rhythm, but as a way to express denial.
āLoving you was dumb, dark, and cheapā
As in the original chorus, here too we have a list, but careful. She wasnāt talking about how Laur the person made her feel, but how that toxic situation she was in with Laur made her feel.
āLoving you will still take shots at meā
As with the present continuous as before, even the still from here lets us understand how she continued to pay the consequences even after it was over (at the time).
āFound loving you was sunshine, but then it pouredā
Because, again, the situation had changed. It was toxic. It was no longer the initial honeymoon phase. This was the end.
āAnd I lost so much more than my sensesā
When you think about the senses, you think mostly about the 5 most important ones, right? But sight, hearing, smell, touch, and taste are not the only ones we have. We have the sense of thermoception with which weāre able to perceive hot and cold temperatures. We have the sense of pressure with which weāre able to perceive pressure on a specific area of the body. We have the one of proprioception with which weāre able to perceive the movement of the limbs and of our body. We have the sense of balance. We have the sense of tension (muscles tension and contraction). We have the sense of pain. We have the sense of time. We have the one of itching, the one of hunger, the one of thirst, and I mean, you get it, right?
And what if we lose more than one or all of them? Weād be completely lost. But is this what Mila meant by I lost so much more than my senses? Yes and no. Letās focus on the meanings of losing senses now. We have: 1) fainting, 2) losing oneās mind, 3) unable to be found or recovered, 4) unable to find oneās way or ascertain oneās whereabouts, 5) confused, bewildered, or helpless, 5) morally fallen, and 6) destroyed physically.
So yeah. Mila meant that she was completely lost, but it was also more than that, as you could see from the various meanings. Her anxiety, her depression, her OCD, the eventual exit from the group, the sharks, the toxicity of the relationship with Laur, all the secrets, the pressure, the subterfuges, and everything she was going through at that time in 2016, led her to a point of total bewilderment and break. And I lost so much more than my senses: sheād lost herself and her mental and physical health.
āāCause loving you had consequences
Consequences are the results or unpleasant outcomes of an action; of something being done. Despite this, however, the song isnāt just about that. It doesnāt just talk about the bad and the ugly. It doesnāt just talk about the consequences. It also talks of the good and the beautiful that was before, and this, is an indication that there was no repentance or regret. The toxicity of their story at the time was part of those consequences that Mila suffered, for sure, but at the same time, she didnāt feel regret about how things had gone. Mila herself said it in the Zach Sang Show interview:
Zach: āWhen you love so deep and you love so hard, whoever may be, a friend, or a relative, a significant other, there are consequences. Thereās baggage that comes along with thatā.
Camila: āMm-hmm *agreement*. But I love how in that song, thereās no regret in itā.
Mila: āYou know? Itās kind of just like acknowledging āyeah, now Iām dealing with the aftermath, but itās not like I shouldāve neverāā. It was kind of like āthis was so intense and crazy and now it sucks but, it was still- it was still worth itāā.
And thatās it, dear Anon š. In life, most things arenāt all good or all bad. Itās up to us to decide whether the good ones outweigh the bad ones or vice versa, and for Mila, even though being with Laur had also brought bad consequences, the love and the rest of the good things have always prevailed.
As I said in myĀ Always LoveĀ interpretationĀ (penultimate ask):Ā āMila used to say āI know Iād do it again if I couldā every time she introduced Never Be the Same in the beginning (mostly in 2017), and Laur here is basically saying that having hurt each other more than once, in a way and in quotes, āit was fineā. āIt was fineā because, despite the pain in everything theyāve been through, theirs was love with a capital L. Without that pain, they wouldnāt have learned from their mistakes, and they wouldnāt have grown into themselves by helping each other and eventually meeting halfway to make their relationship work better. Everything, EVERYTHING, was worth itā.
Have a nice day too, dear š¤.
For my favorite Romance song along with This Love? Of course š. With pleasure, dear Anon š.
Letās start with clarifying for those who donāt know when Shameless was made. It wasnāt made in June after SeƱorita (not even SeƱorita was made in June if thatās why). Shameless was made on May 15, 2019. The stupid narrative is just that, stupid, and full of holes. I think you guys have realized by now that you never have to trust it, especially if Shitto was the one spreading it since he was the main protagonist of that PR.
Letās move on to the facts:
Camila was with Matchbox from May 7 to 11, 2019, for the trip to Italy. From Los Angeles, California, to Venice, Italy, it takes 13/14 hours of flight, but it can also be 20/23 flight hours because it depends on how many stopovers there are. So she left on the 7th. The 8th:
and part of the 9th she was in Venice, and she went to Rome (from Venice to Rome itās only about an hourās flight) on the same day. She spent the whole day of the 10th in Rome, and the same evening or the next morning, she took the plane to Los Angeles by arriving on the 11th:
On May 13, 2019, was the last time they were photographed together (goodbye, Matryoshka šš¼):
On May 14, 2019, Mila was back in the studio, and that was the day she created Liar. When she finished Liar, and only 30 minutes before leaving the studio, she did the melody for the chorus of Shameless. The next day, which was May 15, 2019, she completed it. The date was further confirmed thanks to the behind of scenes of the song she posted on September 17, 2019, which showed that Mila was wearing the same clothes as the Insta-story posted on May 15:
One of the versions that Mila gave (you can see hereĀ min 0:55), was that Liar and Shameless were written on the same day just before the rehearsal of the SeƱorita music video, but she was lying through her teeth. You can tell from her body language. How she changed after saying left. āAnd I leftā, she looked at the camera normally, āācause I had to go to rehearsalā, she moved her gaze and raised her eyebrows; ergo, big lie. You can use the 0.25 playback speed to notice it even more. And as if that wasnāt enough, we have the dates. The narrative says that SeƱorita was made fast in June and that the music video was shot even faster that same month, but thatās absolutely not true. Rehearsals took place on May 21 and 22, 2019, and the video was shot on May 23 and 24, 2019. On the last day of shooting (the 24th), Camila even posted an Insta-story by showing Sara Bivens (Milaās friend and choreographer) while dancing in the clothes that corresponded to the last day of the behind-the-scene shooting:
Moving on, on September 5, 2019, which is the same day Liar and Shameless came out, Mila did that Insta-live in which she explained that she wrote both songs a week before shooting the SeƱorita music video. Here (min 1:05), she wasnāt lying. She asked Sinu for help initially because she didnāt want to mess up. I mean, you can see the panic all over her face š¤£. Sinu went with the narrative version by saying āafter rehearsalā. Mila: āUmm. They were written right beforeāā ; Sinu by trying to correct her: āRight afterā ; Mila by messing up anyway: āRight after- Right before, umm. Like a week before we filmed the SeƱorita videoā. š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£. The smile she made after telling the truth was priceless š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£.
As youāve seen already before, Camila actually finished recording Shameless on May 15th, and a week later precisely, on May 22nd, it was the day the rehearsal for the SeƱorita video ended, and the shooting started the next day. So it was the truth that time. The lie wasnāt on that date, but in saying they recorded SeƱorita in June for the narrative.
Before starting with my interpretation, Iād like to point something else out. The song was about Shallow for the narrative. They even put a guy from behind in the music video that was supposed to represent him. And what else did they do to confirm that even more? On the same day of the release, Shaky first posted the Insta-story of the song:
And then the pic below thanks to which obviously the shitmila shippers went to make the comparison with the music video:
Well, we know itās bullshit regardless, but the phrase āMy kisses are history, they go back a long timeā confirms it even more. I mean, as I said before, the first bullshit Mila said was that she wrote Shameless before the rehearsal of the SeƱorita music video in June, but nothing had happened between them yet until July 4th, 2019, according to their own narrative! Soooo, what kisses that were history are we talking about exactly? š¤·š»āāļøš¤¦š»āāļøš„±(š¤š¤£). But anyway. This is not what I wanted to point out. That was just the obvious š¤£.
Camila wanted us to believe that the song was about her inner battle between, first hiding and denying her feelings, and then being cheeky and shameless about it. Still according to the narrative, this was supposed to be the āI want him, then I donāt want himā friendzone crap weāve heard even up until recently, you know? But letās put aside Shrimp who doesnāt have a shit to do with it, and letās think about the real muse behind the song. By still keeping in mind what I said at the beginning (Camila wanted us to believe that the song was about her inner battle between, first hiding and denying her feelings, and then being cheeky and shameless about it), the first verse, at least at first impact, suggests that Mila was talking to herself about her feelings for Laur at the beginning of their story. But with the second verse, I realized that it wasnāt like that. I mean, it can be a way of interpreting the song. That Mila first talked about the past in the first verse and then about the present (that is the period on which the song is based: 2017) in the second verse as she did with Liar (although the order is more of a mix there), but with the hidden connections she created and the information on the facts, at least in my opinion, is not like that.
Letās start with the interpretation, but itās gonna be slightly different from what I usually do, okay? Letās go šš¼.
These are the two verses as we know them:
āDonāt speak, no, donāt try
Itās been a secret for the longest time
Donāt run (oh), no, donāt hide
Been running from it for the longest timeā
āSo weāre there, now itās real
Now that you have me, do you want me still?
My kisses are history, they go back a long time, uh
And Iām tired of loving somebody thatās not mine, noā
Now Iām gonna put them in a single sentence in a different way from the real order, and then Iām gonna give you the interpretation. I advise you to try to read without singing the words in your head because you might get confused otherwise š¤£: Donāt speak, no, donāt try. Donāt run, no, donāt hide. Been running from it for the longest time. Itās been a secret for the longest time. So weāre there, now itās real. Now that you have me, do you want me still? My kisses are history, they go back a long time. And Iām tired of loving somebody thatās not mine.
āDonāt speak, no, donāt tryā
Because this is the time to listen.
It was time for Laur to listen to her and not use distractions, facades (one of the things she talks about in In the Dark, reference to āSo why canāt you show me? Who are you in the dark?ā), or excuses to avoid the subject, or run away (this is connected with the next two sentences).
āDonāt run (oh), no, donāt hide
Been running from it for the longest timeā
Okay, very short timeline summary with just the things we need to know in this case. Mila broke up with Laur in mid-December 2016. She unexpectedly met her on February 6, 2017, and all of her feelings resurfaced. Bam,Ā All These YearsĀ (interpretation here, last ask). She saw her again on February 12, 2017, at the Grammysā after-party, and bam,Ā In the DarkĀ (interpretation here, last ask).
This whole piece (Donāt run (oh), no, donāt hide. Been running from it for the longest time) is connected with āYouāre runninā, runninā, runninā, runninā (oh) - Runninā, runninā away from it (away)ā by In the Dark. Thereās the reference and the connection with exactly what Mila explained happened that night. (In the Dark) Runninā, runninā away from it = Been running from it (Shameless). Youāve been running from it for the longest time. Now, why for the longest time? Well, because in In the Dark, Mila promised her that she wouldāve stayed and that she was ready. That was the first step. Itās a connection that we also find with Find U Again and later with Havana because Mila was ready even back then. She told her face-to-face that she was ready the first time in In the Dark, but she was ready even before that. If thatās why, Mila was ready since All These Years already. So you have to keep in mind the time passed before getting to Shameless (which was the last step before they got back together), and for our exaggerated queen especially in songs, that was the longest time š¤£.
No, Iām just kidding no, Iām not š¤£. She usedĀ the longest timeĀ even as a reference to the past of the beginning of their story. Same reference and connection as we find in the next sentence:
āItās been a secret for the longest timeā
I mean, hello???? š¶ The greatest love story thatās never been told š¶ Duh!
āSo weāre there, now itās real
Now that you have me, do you want me still?ā
Mila was basically saying: āAfter everything weāve been through, weāre here now. Iām standing here in front of you, and this, us, is more real than ever (and I think the real part was also an indirect made on purpose for the fans, for us). Iām here to tell you fearlessly and shamelessly (because the chorus had already happened since this is the second verse) that you have me. I promised you Iām here to stay (reference with āI promise that I wonāt runā by In the Dark). Iām yours. Iām ready and I wanna try again (reference with āBut if you say try again, Iād be ready. Iām readyā by Find U Again). But now the question is, do you want to? Do you still want me? Now that you know, now that you have me, do you still want me?ā.
āMy kisses are history, they go back a long time, uh
And Iām tired of loving somebody thatās not mine, noā
My kisses are history, they go back a long time. Again as before, duh šš¤. They date back to the times of the X-Factor elevator (although that one was more a playful one and not as serious as the New Yearās one). That phrase was a way like if to say āweāve known each other for a long timeā which connects toĀ And Iām tired of loving somebody thatās not mine. Mila explained what this actually means:
Therefore, with these two sentences, sheās saying: ā weāve known each other for a long time. Weāve been through this before and Iām tired of loving you from afar without being able to act on it. Iām tired of loving you without being able to be with you for realā. Not to mention the fact that sheās never been able to do it properly. Sheās never been able to be with her in a free way since theyāre two queer female celebrities, and I canāt imagine how exhausting THAT can be.
So. After analyzing the first two verses in this way, we get: Donāt speak, no, donāt try. Itās time for you to listen to me, and donāt run, no, donāt hide. Youāve been running from it for the longest time (from the All These Yearsā meeting). This, ours, itās been a secret for the longest time. So weāre there, now itās real. Iām standing here in front of you, and itās more real than ever. Now that you have me, do you want me still? My kisses are history, they go back a long time (weāve known each other for a long time) and Iām tired of loving somebody thatās not mine (Iām tired of loving you from afar without being able to act on it. Iām tired of loving you without being able to be with you for real).
Now itās clearer why I donāt think that Mila first talked about the past in the first verse and then about the present in the second one, but that she always talked about the present (at the time 2017)? I hope it was, and I hope this part of the interpretation wasnāt too messed up š
. Iāll continue with the usual way now.
āSo many mornings I woke up confused
In my dreams, I do anything I want to you
My emotions are naked, theyāre taking me out of my mindā
š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š„µš„µš„µ Ahem-ahem. *throat clearing*
So basically, she was able to be with Laur during her sleep (In my dreams, I do anything I want to you), in every sense (š), but every time she woke up the next morning, she was confused (So many mornings I woke up confused). The more it happened, the more the confusion turned into frustration and impatience because what was happening in her dreams wasnāt happening in the reality. And the more that happened, the more unbearable it became for her to repress and control her emotions that were driving her crazy (theyāre taking me out of my mind). Until she then exploded, and finally told her everything by expressing those emotions (My emotions are naked), which were by then also evident without the need to express them (but she did anyway).
āRight now, Iām shamelessā
The rasp hereā¦ā¦ā¦ The. Rasp. Here. š„!!!!! By hearing that part, I was like: š¶ Right now Iām deeeaad š¶ Iām just saying šš»āāļøš¤£.
āScreaminā my lungs out for ya
I need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want toā
Aaand these were the emotions I was talking about earlier. Mila who told her fearlessly and shamelessly how much she wanted her. She told her how much she needed her (I need you more than I want to) and that she wasnāt afraid to face it; the opposite of what Laur was doing āBeen running from itā that we find in the first verse. She felt neither ashamed nor afraid to admit all her feelings to such an extent that she wouldāve been willing to even metaphorically scream it out (screaminā my lungs out for ya).
āShow me youāre shamelessā
Here she asked her to be as shameless as she was. Not to be afraid to admit her feelings like she was doing, and basically jump together; give themselves another chance.
āWrite it on my neck, why donāt ya?
And I wonāt erase itā
This is another powerful way to tell her she was hers. She was like: āyou can even write on my neck who I belong to. Mark meā (even with, you know, the mark of a bite or a hickey š). Another metaphor that lets us understand how like, almost desperate Mila was. How completely at her mercy she was.
Oh and, letās not forget the promo clip for the song. I mean, thereās the front part of the neck, there are the side ones, but no. What did she choose? The back of it.
āš¼ And thatās the devil talking!! š¤£š¤£š¤£ Sorry guys, but that was just a joke since the one in the GIF is the actor who plays Lucifer in Supernatural š.
āI need you more than I want to
Need you more than I want toā
And the repetition of how much she needed her. How much she wanted her.
āNo-oh, uh-uh, donāt wanna do this now
No-oh, uh-uh, donāt wanna do this now
No-oh, uh-uh, donāt wanna do this now
No-oh, uh-uh, donāt wanna do this nowā
And this brings us back to what I explained earlier. How tired Mila was and how unbearable it was for her to repress and control her emotions. She didnāt want to do it. She didnāt want to repress anything anymore, and indeed, she didnāt. She was shameless about it.
āDistance, inches in between us
I want you to give in, I want you to give in, oh
Weakness, tension in between us
And I donāt care if Iām forgivenā
This part is much more physical and connects with the dreams one she was having. Only that this was the reality and not a dream of hers. The sexual tension was all there. As usual by the way, because thatās something that has never changed between them. She wanted Laur to give in the same way she was giving in, and at that moment, the desire was so strong and powerful that she didnāt even care if Laur forgave her. They wouldāve thought about forgiveness and talked about everything afterā¦ If you know what I mean š.
And thatās it, dear Anon š. This underrated masterpiece is precisely about, indeed, being shameless. Shameless is about taking action on repressed emotions. Itās about being bold and shooting your shot. And as Mila herself said, itās about āloving with your heart open and not being afraid of itā.
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Aaand Iām done š. Thank you all for your asks and I hope Iāve been helpful this time too š. As usual, Iām always available for those who have questions, so ask away š.
Remember to be nice.Ā Always. Both with others and with yourselves. Be a good example. Be patient. Be safe and take care of yourselves. Donāt let our ship sink. Keep shipping them, but please respectfully šš¼. Sending you virtual love and hugs š¤š¤š¤. I love you, babies. Always with love,Ā FĀ ā¤ļø.
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