The mayhem

I don’t know what I’m doing either, just sit back and watch

[todoal100-deactivated20240108]

A very special "Fuck You" to those 5lbs I keep on gaining and loosing.

[yuhdasme]

Summer body… yeah okay, but it just sounds like you’re going to stuff your face after summer 🤷🏾‍♀️

[expiredmuffins]

To be loved, must be skinny

☕

[tiny-rainy-deactivated20220606]

i hate when non-ed ppl talk about ppl with eds as if they know anything like. saying "she used to look so much better" on eugenia cooney's old vids. that doesn't help at all

it's always "your beauty standards as an eating disordered person are wrong, you should conform to the more popular beauty standard instead!" which is so stupid. popular beauty standards are no more healthy, realistic, or attainable than those of someone with an ed.

or "get your tits and ass back, be thicc" instead of "learn to love yourself and your body in whatever state it is in and disregard beauty standards altogether." my goal for recovery should not be to look more appealing to you or anybody else

but all this is because normal people don't actually care about our health, they literally just care about how aesthetically pleasing we look to them. if you are severely underweight but still have the relatively desired shape people will not give you as much shit as if you looked like eugenia cooney

non-ed people will shame people with eds for how they look as if that sort of shit isnt the exact same thing that got us here in the first place. and then they have the audacity to accuse us of being pro-ed. fuuuuck.

[yuhdasme]

I need to get back on track and try harder. I need hipbones to hang my bikini

[yuhdasme]

This shouldn’t be good, but when people get worried over how much weight I’m losing, I can’t feel more validated.

The “This can’t be healthy, look at your collarbone. This isn’t you anymore” s are what fuel me, keep them coming!

[dietd0cterpepper]

I wish I was naturally skinny and didn’t have to throw up my food in the school bathroom :(

[adamalade]

“I don’t condone violence but-“

I do, actually. Justified violence should be imposed on assholes on a regular basis actually. Fuck him up, Will.

[sunsis]

chris rock made a career out of humiliating Black women for white entertainment. his most well known joke is “i love Black people but i hate n*ggers”, which many racists quote to justify their racial abuse and decide which Black people “deserve” their “respect”. 

chris sat still and giggled while two racist white comedians insulted the bodies of Black sex workers and threw around the n-word in front of him, until JERRY SEINFELD of all caucasians called them out and expressed disapproval of the racist banter. this is not the first time he’s disrespected Jada either, a Black woman who has made it clear she is struggling with alopecia and hurting over hair loss. his documentary on Good Hair was more like a mockumentary as it did nothing to address the discrimination Black women face and degradation from men that have resulted in the insecurities over hair. instead he made our pain seem trivial. 

will should have hit his ass HARDER 

[yuhdasme]

I don’t know, I like looking at myself in the mirror and saying:

“Look how pretty you are now compared to when you began! So beautiful!

But you can get even prettier. You just need to restrict more. A thigh gap would make you look so much better! And slimmer arms. You’re beautiful, but if you restrict more, you’ll be perfect!”

And that works for me. Meanspø ain’t my cup of tea some times I guess

[funnytwittertweets]

[bitchelix1r]

Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

[yuhdasme]

I want my ribs out like stripes on my torso.

[yuhdasme]

... So, I got t-worded! Never thought that would happen to me, but get what Tumblr? F you❤️

Please repost ㅠㅠ

I was radomest_simp please text me if we were moots or if you want a new buddy