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@yukiko-hito0
I got so pissed off at my bf for no fucking reason and now I hate myself so much for it. This is really stupid. I'm dumb as hell for falling such dumb ass shit. I wanna kill myself so badly right now. What in the fuck. I hope I can get enough courage to kill myself or something in this week, i'm so done.
I miss my online bf so much already. I think he passed out by now since he has work today. I've been having thoughts as if he was talking to another girl or just got bored of me. Maybe he was pretending to be lovey dovey. I'm not sure. I asked him if he actually loves me, but he said that he does. It feels weird, It doesn't seem like it to me. Maybe I'm the actual fucked up one in this relationship. I miss him a lot though. I wanna text him a lot but I'm really scared that he'll be annoyed and tell me to quit texting so much. I don't want that to happen to me at all. I'll cry so much if he tells me that i'm annoying him. I love him so much. I told him that I was gonna cut his name into my thigh and he said he loves that idea. If he tries to leave me, I'll cut him honestly. I don't want him to break up with me and get with another girl.
I'm so bored right now, and I'm waiting for my bf to come over. I wanna play some video games , but I'm not sure which one I wanna play. I'm bored of leaving my room and talking to people. I can't even talk to my own mom without stuttering sometimes. I'm such a mess honestly. What do I even do? I don't wanna get better at all. I tried getting help but It never works. I should become a shut-in after I graduate school. I'll give up on talking to anyone. I've always felt so annoyed whenever someone talks back to me.
I wonder if my boyfriend that I have now, even loves me. I feel ignored and I feel randomly exhausted when I want to do something with them. Is my body just telling me to not be with him? I hope not, or maybe I'm just ruining my own body anyways. It's not surprising.
Can someone slit my throat for me already? I really hate how annoying I truly fucking am. I wish that I could never speak to anyone anymore. I hate fucking talking to anyone. All I ever do is annoy the hell out of them. I like doing that though, but I still wanna shut the fuck up for any minute for once. I feel like I talk way too much, I need to cut so badly again. I'll shut up if I cause myself pain. I don't know how deep to cut though, maybe a few centimeters or something. Who knows honestly. I wanna fucking die so badly, please let it happen in my sleep. Please oh my fucking god. I need to die already. I don't need to be in this fucking world already. Why can't I just die. Please kill me! My heart is beating so fast now that I feel something for once. I'm done with feeling anything. I no longer wanna feel any emotions. Please just end it all for me, thanks. Ugh, I hate that I'm surrounded by people who expect me to talk to them everyday. Fuck you pieces of shitfaces. I'll kill you if you tell me to talk to you once more. I'm so done with people. I feel embarrassed to be around everyone. I wanna be alone. I wanna pull a Sayori from DDLC. Just hang me from the ceiling or something I guess. I really don't get why everyone thinks I'm a normal-ish person. Maybe they don't. I want everyone to stay far away from me. I'm tired of you all being near me like this. Fuck off for once in your godamn lifetimes. I wanna rot in my room. Let me be alone and isolated. I'm done with it all. People just piss me off. I'm sick and tired of seeing couples too, fuck off all of you. I just wanna sleep but I really can't for some reason. Maybe I should OD or just take a crap ton of sleep pills till I black out cold. Sorry for the very long rant, I'm feeling like actually talking about how I truly feel for once. Not just some stupid small rant or something like that. You don't have to read all of this bullshit, it's mostly stuff I think of and most it isn't that true to begin with. I just feel like that but can't do crap about it since I don't want to or to just not give a crap about making myself feel any better in my life. One thing that is true, I wanna be isolated completely. People really do suck, and I wanna retreat to my room where I feel so much safer. Wow, this is actually a lot more than I thought but oh well. Maybe I should try to dig myself a hole and stay there. I'm done with trying to get better. It never worked for me, nothing did, besides get a fucking boyfriend whose maybe worse than me mentally or exact same. I don't fucking care honestly. I wanna just rot in my bed and stop giving a shit about people around me. I really need to stop oversharing too, only to my online boyfriend, I feel like I can actually share something to them. My in-person friends give zero shits about me, they ignored me whenever I was trying to talk to them. They aren't worth it, being alone is worth all of it. That's my advice to people. Be alone, It'll be better forever. Honestly, I can't give proper advice, no one listens to me anyways.
I wanna be a shut-in. Life is really difficult for me even though it doesn't seem like it to others. I always have to fight whether I wanna get up or lay there till my skin fuses with the mattress. I hate socializing in public, I feel so anxious as if someone is gonna end up listening into what I'm saying. Everywhere I go, I feel like everyone is talking about me. I hate loud people so much. I wish people would leave me alone and never talk about me. I wanna be in the comfort of my room without anyone saying something to me, only myself talking. I feel deeply ashamed to even be in a public space, It feels like I always am in the wrong for being there. It sucks at school too. Everyone is so cruel and unforgiving. Adults sucks too, they always want something from you. If I just stayed home all of the time and locked myself in room for months and years, then I'd be fine. Tomorrow when I'm back at school, I'll stop saying anything or even asking anything from anybody around me. I feel like I'll mess up really horribly, and cause a scene around me. I don't want attention on me! I just want to be alone with my singular online person. That's all I ever wanted from the start.
-Ayano
what is your favorite anime? ˃ 𖥦 ˂
minr is Attack on Titan and Toradora!!
I like evangelion and Ghost in the Shell
I got DOOM yesterday and I just got time to play it. I honestly love the game very much and it's fun. I lose track of time when I play it since I get so into it. Not going to lie, I also bought DOOM since It was a game that Eric played and Dylan as well if I'm pretty sure. That's not my full excuse though, I heard DOOM was fun and saw other people playing it online and I felt so horrible about not having it. Now I got the game and I can play this all day even tomorrow if I have time to.
I literally spent hours redecorating my room and I love how it looks right now. Yipiee, I might post it on Twitter or something or on here, not like anyone would care about it.
I'm such a failure in life. I ruined my last friendship ever, I accidentally blocked the person and I feel so stupid now. I wanna cut my arms up so badly now. I regret even having friends since I always ruin everything for them. I'm too embarrassed for myself. Why in the hell am I like this. I wanna be better than this but nothing is fucking working anymore. No wonder why everyone hates me so much in life. My parents even hate that I lock myself up in my room. I'm just too stupid to fucking exist on this planet. I really should just kill myself right now. Why. Why do I have to let myself down each time just by my decisions I make. I wanna just off myself right here in front of my laptop. Should I record it? Who knows, or maybe I'll be too much of a pussy to even kill myself online. I don't like that I mess everything up around me. I'm such a shitty person, no one should be friends with me. I Fucking hate hurting people I wanna be close to. They can't even trust me anymore since everything I do. I really am a failure to everyone. I'm sorry that I'm like this, I really am. I'm sorry I hurt everyone around me, for being so untrustworthy, and just for existing in your lives. I really mean my apology, at this point, just tell me how horrible I am. PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME HOW SHITTY OF A GIRL I WAS. i NEVER MEANT FOR ANYTHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN TO YOU GUYS. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. i feel like shit now, I feel like I might vomit my heart is beating too fast and I wanna cry my eyes out but I can;t do that either. Pleas e fuckinghwlp me. I'm sorry for being so horribl pleae fuckign hlp me. I should ust be alone now. I don't wanna hurt anyonw else around me.
I feel like shit honestly, what the fuck did I do? I keep biting the inside of my mouth while doing literally anything. It hurts really bad since I bite really hard. I always take medication too, sometimes I take too much of it. Oh well, I've wanted to die so badly honestly.
I love going on 4chan when I get bored. I do think though that some of the people on there are definitely something else. It's okay, everyone's a little deranged in their heads at some point or even all of the time! Oh well lmao, yesterday I nearly overdosed I think. I hate medicine but I love taking it. hehe...
-Yukiko-chan!
I'm double posting today anons...
Don't ask why because I don't know either heh. I really need to start posting on my YouTube channel again. I did only one video then never did anything again. Wow, I'm really dumb yeah? I also keep forgetting to put my Yukiko ending to my posts. I'm really stupid for that too heh. Anywayss I love you anons!
-Yukiko-chan
A few hours ago I took meds and I felt so sick, Maybe I was near to an overdose but it was bad. I couldn't see anything and I felt really high. Oopss
I love them ohahah, help...
I really am glad to be talking to the guy still. I fell asleep with him on call after like 2am since I was practicing Japanese. It was actually nice for once. I really wanna hang out with them and eat ramen together. It'd be cool too, then we can read manga together as well. Is it like a date? nah...I don't know...it's something I guess.
Here's some bread anons
face reveal btw and shitty camera quality haha >0<