Yuki

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I don't know why I even bother.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm capable of loving and being loved

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There is an empty void inside me that can never be filled

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I just want to hide.

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My birthday is soon.

I don't feel happy about it. All I feel is anxiety and dread.

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They finally. stopped

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Why did I have to be born at all why why why

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All I can hear is her begging and crying and it hurts

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Why can't they just leave eachother alone

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At least on my room I'm safe. Nothing can touch me here

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The screaming is so loud and it won't stop

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Why won't they just stop why can't I just

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Why did I have to be born

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My head feels like its stuffed full of cotton that makes the words "I am real," incomprehensible

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I would tear out my heart for you if you asked, so please just love me back?

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Nobody would care that much if I disappeared

Sure, people would care, but they'd get over it eventually.

They'd stop thinking about me entirely after a year or two.

I have nobody I'm truly close to

I'm already a ghost in the eyes of my family.