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I was in a crowded bar restaurant. As time goes by, the hall became empty. I felt lonely and so I left there alone. I didn't have anyone to speak. I got on bus to go back to my room. I opened all of my windows, sky was so clear that I can see the mountains afar. I could have seen Mt.Fuji on my right if the sky was this clear, but I coudn't.   I tried to cheer up myself saying to myself, "I can survive today."

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inhale

I tried to scream. I tried to shout and struggle.

I tried to look, but I couldn't.

I inhaled. I inhaled, and inhaled, and inhaled.

I wanted to exhale, but I couldn't.

I was drowning.  

I was drowning on my bed.

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Snaps & Cigarettes & some Doodles too... turned 8 !!

But really? I thought my blog anniversary was the 1st of March. Oh, and where did my 7th birthday go? hmmm.

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Currently on hiatus, but Part 4: Last night’s dream will continue until the photo count hit 110. 

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Post note

Photos from 81-90 in Part 4: Last night’s dream are the photos I took on the day I saw her for the last time. 

I am writing down this note so that I won’t forget that day.

I probably won’t forget though.

We took a nap together.  

Oh gosh, I miss you.

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globe

Where would you want to go abroad? he asked.

Macao, I said. I want to go to Macao.

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roar

I was so tired, maybe too tired. I just needed some sleep, but I was filled with anger. I stamped up and down the stairs irritated. I cried and roared some sound which wasn't even a word. I slammed my door over and over, tried everything I can think of.

Then I saw someone, and our eyes met.

I was relieved.

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