Yumi's Journey

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2/10/2017

So I’ve been working all week bc I need the moneys. I’m only off today and tmrrw, then I work another 4 days in a row etc. Mmmmm, and I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a while. 

I think it’s been a month actually. 

So today he says “I’m coming to see you tomorrow.” and absolutely MORE than ANYTHINGGGG I want to see him so bad, and spend as much time with him as possible. 

So I plan things. I plan , and plan, and then he says “I probably will be coming late tomorrow . Which high key bums me out because it cuts into our time together. Then says, “I’m drinking tonight with the boys.” and that made my mood pissy bc they plan to get him fucked up which means he’s gonnna come very late tmrrw, and the last time he had a night with the boys he made a mistake that still lingers in the back of my mind today...

and all I do is give him a bitter salty attitude...bc it’s just what I do naturally...

ugh I feel angry bc I try to leave the conversation so I don’t blow up on him and ruin his night....but then he goes “why are you leaving? Don’t you know that I miss you?” ...and he always does that...where he is victimized (well we both do that) but I mean I hate it . I’m trying to stop the habit but he continues to use it so then sometimes i just automatically comeback at him with the same “victim” response.

But like honestly, don’t sit there and say those words to me when I’m sitting here PLANNING bc you tell me to. Then act like I don’t miss you or I don’t think that you miss me. LIKE, HELLO . No shit, I fucking miss you too dumb ass! What makes you think I want to get up EARLY in the fucking morning on a Saturday? For fun?...I love this boy so much , I just wish we could read each others minds sometimes or something .

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2/7/2017

I started work last week. Mmmm Im really just trynna make some money , but even my hours arent cuttin it for me. My salary sucks. smh, and my boyfriend hates the hours i work. School grades are A1 for now, but tbh i don’t even feel like attending school. ugh, But the future only depends on a certificate of education....So what do i do. ....being an 1/2 adult is exhausting..I dont even want to be a full one.

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1/26/2017

It’s only the 3rd week of college and it’s kicking my ass. I haven't touched my math in a while, LUCKILY its due in 2 days smh. I feel behind. I can’t concentrate on anything. smh smh smh. 

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1/25/2017

Sooo I’m hoping to use this tumblr like a live journal lol. But anyway, the past two days have been so shitty. On monday i let my padres idiot gf drive my car to nc and ofc when she drives it, it just fucks uppppp. smh, She’s incredibly annoying tbh. It’s like she has no common sense, always “is right,” and doesnt wanna listen to anyone until it blows up in her damn face that she is wrong. ANNNNYWAY so now i have no car until friday when she retrieves it back from nc ....and changes out all 4 of my spark plugs. LORD. help ... Moving on, I went to an interview today for a job, and I believe that i got hired so HOPEFULLY it goes great. This means i will probably not be doing MWJ’s progam thing.

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1/22/2017

Today I’m looking for a job tbh, I decided to try “masterwritingjobs.com” and tbh idk if its a scam or not. They have a “contact” thing....but idk. and then when they sent me an email it said reach us at this number: (204)-494-5978 . So I did....and apparently the number is not working. smh. This will be so disappointing if it isn’t what i hoped it’d be. 

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introduction

Hello, my name is Yumi Lee and I am 18 years old. I am currently attending a 2-year community college and getting my associates in science. At the moment I am not sure what I want to do with my life. I feel like I want to be a dentist or an eye doctor, but to be honest I really do not know. I guess that’s what being young is about…