I want to be with my online boyfriend forever so bad, I made a bad mistake to ruin it all IT WAS GOING SO WELL! The way he was so attached to me and compilmenting me daily, making sure I dont talk down to myself. I love how emotionally intelligent he is and how hes so relatable, truly sparks something in me like I saw destiny front of my eyes! Hes all I ever wanted in a relationship, his looks and how smart he is! I fucking love everything about him hes driving me nutss!!!!!!! I want to meet him irl but I fear he'll lose feelings by the way I look... LET ME TELL YOU HES THE MOST HANDSOME AND HOTTEST GUY I EVER LAID MY EYES ON its like he came down to heaven he Makes me believe that Jesus made him perfect as he is! Makes me cross off all the guys ive been with online!!! HES THE BEST ONE YET, I CAN FEEL IT. I love it when he calls me cute, adorable, prettyy, HOT, SEXYYYYY urghhh I cant get my head out of the gutter hes so needy and Playful, its like hes reading me like a book.
When he asked me to be his girlfriend, it was a foolish to lie and think hes joking but he was serious... VERY SERIOUS, mind you after talking to him for a week where we first met, I developed an love obsession of him but I couldn't bare to share this with him. Right now he thinks I'm a fucking weirdo for stalking him and trying to talk to him based off his repost, it made me sad but idk nothing stopped me from loving him. Anyways back to what I was saying, I accepted! we were laughing and having fun what not, but when it hitted after a week... We did inapproprate stuff WE WERE YOUNG BTW. He told me he was gooning and asked if I can go full on nude for him. In my head I thought he was gonna use me for my body but it switched when he said "if you want to" I never had a choice before but I showed him, he was beating his meat to it sadly my body didnt aroused him much, SHIT went down fast from what he told me... which made me disappointed. It went on all those intimate moments together, my room reek of sweat and sex, the breathing heavily and moaning lowly filled the room. After all That we slept on call like Seals after eating hehehe.
That morning BAD THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN. When i got home my family was in rage, I knew I would b cooked right there it gave me an instinct to run away but I was defeated and got my SHIT taken away from a week. Yeah so it goes on (I'm lazy I HATE TALKING ABOUT THIS) me using my chromebook, art improving wowwww. They movdd it further cuz I got caughting using my brother phone to talk to him.
I got mt stuff got so excited that my friend can text and call me again. A week went by, MADE MY FRIEND MAKE ME AN ACCOUNT so I could stalk him or even talk to him if he still wants me. But while I was stalking him HE FUCKING LARPS HEHEH He doesnt even know senkachansvs Just for aesthetics for his dumbass repost for his online copy and paste of me(I hope). So yeah I put a pfp the one I made for him and he didnt seem to care. WHAT DO U MEAN MY BAD THAT U SENT A VIDEO TO ME PLZ TALK TO ME TELL ME IF ITS OKAY TO TALK WITH YOU but it seems he already found a different one. I guess hes a ignorant lil bitch. I love him but I'm obsessed way. I'm verh obsessed with him because hes MY IDEAL TYPE Urgh I feel jelly who got with himm... I hope he doesnt forget me that longggg. I as long hes happy. NO ITS ONLY ME HE DOESNT NEED ANYONE ELSE. I'M HERE FOR HIM ANYTHING FOR HIM. IF HE BREAKS UP OR NOT TALK WITH THAT GIRL HE CAN ALWAYS COME BACK TO ME! Anyways I don't even plan on being in a irl relationship bleh ill just let people walk all over me I guess! (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)
I'll find someone better like him! Yeah orientation is gonna be the best weeks trustme! I can change myself,my personality and name. They can call me by Jelly! With my coolish personality YOO THATS FIRE.