diary of unwanted one

TW: ed sh mentions !! I put tw # at every post just in case…… im just unwanted girl who need to spill his thoughts out ~ she/him

[yungaoo]

INTRO!!!

Hello, yall can call me Yun!! I don’t feel quite comfy with giving my irl name… and my pronouns are she/him - since I’m Demi-girl!

I’m… 21yo soon…. Ughh.. what else… Oh! English isn’t my first language, but I’m studying it at uni!! Hehe!

I would call myself jirari so be aware of many vent posts here!!! That’s why I put all tw # on my lil posts.

I love love love Madoka Magica, DokiDoki, NeedyStreamerOverdose, JujutsuKaisen… and many many other anime’s and series! My husband is literally Nanami Kento shhh….

I stan BTS for almost ten years! And StrayKids for only year for now… My biases are RM, Changbin and Bangchan!

I’m pretty much depressed, suicidal, hypersexual (bc of that I might do some also nsfw posts here) and I also suffer from anxiety and eating disorder.

DNI!!!

— Basic ones such as; homophobes, transphobes, racists etc.

— Minors - mostly under my nsfw posts! I don’t mind yall anywhere else!

— Jirai haters - if you don’t like my blog - block me!!!

— If you came here to tell me about how I should value my life and offer help straight away - please also go, I don’t feel comfy with that. But I’m very open to became friends, so don’t be shy to text me if you want to!

I think that’s all… I might update this list and everything sooner or later… I’m also open to answer questions or whatever!!!!

[yungaoo]

I’m not uncool, unpopular, boring, jiraiblr……. I’m very cool and niche and just very cool jirais get to find me…….

right…..??

right??????

[yungaoo]

dumfishh says: "dear yunnn,, I js wanted to say that ive been stalking ur profile a lot recently n I think ur soup cool"

dumfishh says: "( ´∀`)"

dumfishh says: "i LUV mlp heheheh... so when i saw ur post abt mlp covers i was like okay now I HAVE to send an ask.. anyways hope ur having a good day/night :33"

hello dear dumfishh !

it’s so nice to meet you, hehe..! and I’m happy to hear that you find my blog so interesting you choose to stalk it! 🩷

as for mlp…. well, you better tell me who’s your fav pony or to which you relate the most! personally, from mane six, my fav always been Rarity and PinkiePie (pinkie mostly bc I was big sucker for pinkamena creepypasta type shit), beside them it was always Vinyl Scratch and Lyra! and my fav princess always were Candence….

have a great day/night, dear! <3

[yungaoo]

Dear Yun, Sucks to hear about the drama. I hope that you won't be left out. For what it's worth, I don't think its selfish to want to be someone's first choice. Hope the drama blows over and you can reconnect with your friends.

dear anon,,

I’m glad to hear you don’t think I’m selfish..! well, let’s hope maybe they will understand me and won’t get anymore mad at me for such no issues imo !

[yungaoo]

so, uhh… my two “uni friends” aka only ppl I talk to…. get together and they lowkey throw up drama at me bc I didn’t react as much as they hoped for..??? still idk what that means honestly and I know I’m gonna be left so alone, I mean… I know that they will be leaving me out bc they are couple now and it hurts lowkey??? and I know I’m bad person for being that much selfish…. but.. I just want someone to be for me…??

[yungaoo]

Dear Yun, Glad to hear you're doing better! I hope your mlp covers are comfortable. I'm sure your plushies are glad to have you back as well. It's great that you're trying a new(Ithink) hobby. Have fun with it! I don't really watch many movies myself but I know people who do and they seem to enjoy it. Hope you have a nice day/night dear.

hello dear anon!!

oh, it’s so comfy and I did miss my plushies as much as they miss me hehe! well, I don’t watch many movies myself but I’m trying to expand my horizons and try smth new!! maybe you also could, dear?

have a great day/night, dear anon! <3

[payisbored]

anyone have any good movie websites? xx

[yungaoo]

go check my letterboxd account dears..!!

yun’s profile

yun uses Letterboxd to share film reviews and lists. 1 film watched. Bio: just trying to find new hobby.

[yungaoo]

I'm very sorry to hear about how you've been feeling dear Yun. I hope you feel better soon. Is there anything I could do to help?

hello dear anon!

well, thank you dear for caring abt me, today i feel way better honestly, especially since im finally at my place with all my cool asf plushies under my mlp covers hehe 😛

I don’t think if there’s any stuff that would like… help-help me… but always remember that my dms are open for everyone!! as well as my ask box!! I always love to answer any questions or anything else dears!

take care, dear anon! <3

[yungaoo]

happy pride month to all my beloved dears, jirais, yans, or whoever is reading this!!! don’t you ever be ashamed of loving someone, of being someone, be whoever you feel like and with whoever you desire to be!!! loving someone and yourself is NEVER a bad thing to do!!!!

[yungaoo]

Of course, hope I didn't make you uncomfortable with the question :P You have a nice night/day too (dear) Yun!

oh don’t worry dear at all!! everything’s fine!!!

[yungaoo]

i almost committed today but lady in suicidal hot line calmed me down….

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[deathbymicrophone]

"talk about ur problems!"

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[bambiisweetheart]

why is it so hard to loose weight but so easy to gain it?