T A R black soul

" all E Q U A L before G O D. "  kanra orihara.

[yungorihara]

what if i just.. ... crawled back on here ....

[seidkonaz]

[yungorihara]

psuedofiend:

Feeling the cold breeze against his skin and hard concrete beneath his feet, it didn’t take Demi-fiend opening his eyes to realize he was on a rooftop. It was a clear, starless night in Tokyo, the sight of it made Demi feel sick to his stomach. No matter how many times he ended up in it, he always remembered seeing the landscape twist and form and disappear. It replayed in his head like a cruel dream, over and over.

There was a woman standing before him, a few feet away, leaning over a railing. Black hair, short, her scent was abhorrent- though it reminded him of Chiaki, a bit. What happened next was strange; while he usually would’ve just said some snide remark, he almost instinctively said something else entirely–

               —”Most people are so ungrateful to be alive.”

The replies he received were interesting to say the least. Was this woman about to kill herself- and if so, should he intervene? Her soul was so foul he considered maybe, despite not knowing this woman, the world would be better off without her- but that’s a very rotten mindset to have.

“I don’t know you. But if the words of a stranger are enough to make you jump, then you were probably a weak willed person to begin with.”

🔪 —— Kanra chuckled lowly, the usual high-pitched tone of her voice lost to the late hour, any pretense of giddy cheerfulness vanished in solitude. She had no need for such masks here, when all that existed was the bitter wind and honking cars, and now this amusing little stranger. Their words were dispassionate and crude, no vigor or even genuine contempt behind them. Rather boring, if she were honest, but company was company. Sharpened red nails tapped on the metal railing as she thought of her response.

“You don’t have to know someone to want them dead, silly! It’s easier to make that decision with a stranger rather than someone you know, anyways. But that was just a question; don’t take things so seriously. Strangers can sometimes be the wisest people simply because they’re unbiased.” Kanra said lightly, still tapping idly on cool metal.

 “I have no intention of jumping. Not today, at least. There’s still time, endless amounts of time for me to decide! The offer to persuade me is still open, however. I’m interested to see how you might go about it.”

[yungorihara]

"Most people are so ungrateful to be alive.”

🔪 —— Kanra greeted the unfamiliar voice with no apparent hesitance, merely an upturn of red lips and no move to face whatever entity had crept up on her. She hadn’t heard footsteps, or the slamming metal door leading to this particular roof, all just silence and the wind blowing her hair. Curious, but a bit of curiosity wouldn’t ruin the suspense she’d built herself up for. 

“Mm, I don’t disagree; but it all counts on the person’s point of view. Some humans see life as a precious gift...and others, the cruelest curse.” She replied airily, red pupils scanning the brimming city life below. “Funny that you should bring this up to a person standing on the edge. Do you think I’m going to jump? Do you want me to?” 

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send me one for my muse's reaction: (horror version)

[yungorihara]

reviewrps:

“Does your mother know you’re out this late?“ 

“Do you always shoot first and ask questions later?“ 

“Why are you covered in blood?“ 

“Why are you doing this?“ 

“Please, stop! It hurts!“ 

"You sent us down here to die. Now we’ve come to take you with us.”

“Do you hear them? The children? They’re calling for you." 

"We all float down here.”

“There’s nowhere to run." 

"You’re one of us now." 

"How could you do this? You monster!" 

"What are you?" 

"Was that a howl?" 

"Please don’t kill me!" 

"Are you going to kill me?" 

"You got blood on the carpet!" 

"I think there’s blood in my ear now." 

"I didn’t even know that the human body looked like that on the inside." 

"You want me to stop? Nice try." 

"Come and get me." 

"You think you can stop me?”

“You’re all going to die tonight." 

"One by one we will take you." 

"It’s alive!”

“Is there someone behind you?”

“They’re here." 

"Most people are so ungrateful to be alive.”

“Whatever you do, don’t fall asleep!”

“What would you say if I told you the world around you was nothing more than a dream?" 

"If you look in the face of evil, evil’s gonna look right back at you.”

“Oh, yes! There will be blood.”

“I’m every nightmare you’ve ever had.”

“We all go a little mad sometimes." 

“That cold ain’t the weather. That’s death approaching.”

“Hi, I’m Chucky. Wanna play?”

“When there is no room left in hell, the dead will walk the earth.”

 "We just cut up our girlfriend with a chainsaw. Does that sound ‘fine’?”

“Be afraid… Be very afraid.”

“I should warn you, princess - the first time tends to get a little messy.“

"I get this ache… And I, I thought it was for sex, but it’s to tear everything to fucking pieces.”

“It’s Halloween, everyone’s entitled to one good scare.”

“No tears please, it’s a waste of good suffering.”

“You know that part in scary movies when somebody does something really stupid and everyone hates them for it? This is it.”

“Darling. Light, of my life. I’m not gonna hurt ya. You didn’t let me finish my sentence. I said, I’m not gonna hurt ya. I’m just gonna bash your brains in.”

“I see dead people.”

“You really scared me, if that’s what you wanted. Is that what you wanted?”

“Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear.” 

“I really have the heart of a small boy. I keep it in a jar on my desk.”

[yungorihara]

[Good evening, Orihara. It has been a while since you last visited my chatroom. Tell me, are you still alive or did you finally miscalculate?]

Kanra ☆

[...why do you bother asking the question if you know the answer already? I suppose that’s yet another thing I can add to the ever-growing list of reasons why we will never get along. I just loathe people who aren’t straightforward with their approaches. Don’t you?]

Kanra ☆

[But yes, sure. We’ll start with formalities. Good evening, Tsukumoya.]

[manjirou-sano]

いざなみらくがき

[rpboxmemes]

send my muse one of the following to see how they react:

[text]: What the hell are you saying? [text]: Does that mean you aren’t coming back? [text]: Oops, I brought spandex instead of leather.  [text]: Come on if you’re coming.  [text]: Are we going to do this or what? [text]: Tell me now..so how often have you had sex dreams about me? [text]: Don’t get too comfortable. [text]: S.O.S. [text]: Do you have to text me at three in the morning? [text]: Shouldn’t you be sleeping? [text]: Is that you’re way of saying you miss me? [text]: Is there something I should know? [text]: Party. My house. Tonight. Bring Alcohol. [text]: Is that suppose to be a threat? [text]: Haha, no. I’m not giving it back. [text]: Time for someone to go grocery shopping. [text]: I’m not going with you to see that. [text]: EMERGENCY: BRING ICE CREAM [text]: Send me another picture like that and see what happens. [text]: Is teasing me the only purpose of this conversation? [text]: Soo..does that mean you feel the same way? [text]: Just admit it..you missed me. [text]: I was hoping you would go with me. [text]: You’re dead meat. [text]: How do you feel about a threesome?  [text]: Maybe I just feel like spending my night with you. [text]: We are not going there.

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“Does your mother know you’re out this late?“ 

“Do you always shoot first and ask questions later?“ 

“Why are you covered in blood?“ 

“Why are you doing this?“ 

"Please, stop! It hurts!" 

"You sent us down here to die. Now we’ve come to take you with us.”

“Do you hear them? The children? They’re calling for you." 

"We all float down here.”

“There’s nowhere to run." 

"You’re one of us now." 

"How could you do this? You monster!" 

"What are you?" 

"Was that a howl?" 

"Please don’t kill me!" 

"Are you going to kill me?" 

"You got blood on the carpet!" 

"I think there’s blood in my ear now." 

"I didn’t even know that the human body looked like that on the inside." 

"You want me to stop? Nice try." 

"Come and get me." 

"You think you can stop me?”

“You’re all going to die tonight." 

"One by one we will take you." 

"It’s alive!”

“Is there someone behind you?”

“They’re here." 

"Most people are so ungrateful to be alive.”

“Whatever you do, don’t fall asleep!”

“What would you say if I told you the world around you was nothing more than a dream?" 

"If you look in the face of evil, evil’s gonna look right back at you.”

“Oh, yes! There will be blood.”

“I’m every nightmare you’ve ever had.”

“We all go a little mad sometimes." 

“That cold ain’t the weather. That’s death approaching.”

“Hi, I’m Chucky. Wanna play?”

“When there is no room left in hell, the dead will walk the earth.”

 "We just cut up our girlfriend with a chainsaw. Does that sound ‘fine’?”

“Be afraid… Be very afraid.”

“I should warn you, princess - the first time tends to get a little messy.“

"I get this ache… And I, I thought it was for sex, but it’s to tear everything to fucking pieces.”

“It’s Halloween, everyone’s entitled to one good scare.”

“No tears please, it’s a waste of good suffering.”

“You know that part in scary movies when somebody does something really stupid and everyone hates them for it? This is it.”

“Darling. Light, of my life. I’m not gonna hurt ya. You didn’t let me finish my sentence. I said, I’m not gonna hurt ya. I’m just gonna bash your brains in.”

“I see dead people.”

“You really scared me, if that’s what you wanted. Is that what you wanted?”

“Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear.” 

“I really have the heart of a small boy. I keep it in a jar on my desk.”

[yungorihara]

kadota-chin:

“Whaaaaaaaaat?” Kyohei laughed, rolling his eyes. “Pffft, if that was the plan then you’re an awful tenant- I’m lucky if you make a payment once a month!” He moved back at that one, knowing his joke might very well earn him a punch. 

“Besides, I’m pretty sure if that was my plan you’d be proud of me for coming up with something so skeezy. Unfortunately, I’m just a total pushover who’d probably let you stay even if I never got so much as a thank you.” Which was pretty accurate already - he actually wasn’t sure if she ever did thank him for a single thing. 

“What are you - mm,” he quickly clamped his mouth shut before he could question what she was doing on top of him. She actually seemed to be acting a bit affectionate this morning - at least for her - and he was afraid if he asked any questions she’d stop. “Damn, Kanra, you need to eat something - your hipbones are practically stabbing me.”

“…You seem to be enjoying these stories about your own death a little too much. And I am not telling anyone I killed you,” he continued on, as if this were a situation that actually had happened. “Then I’ll get in trouble, and that’ll be inconvenient. Maybe you just somehow managed to ‘fall’ out the window, and then I panicked and shoved you in a dumpster.”

“Anyway, you put a lot of thought into this…should I be suspicious next time you try to seduce me?”

🔪 —— “Suspicious? Of what? That I’m secretly plotting my inadvertent suicide by your hand? Dear, sweet Dota-chin,” She sang, pointed fingernails ghostly over the soft skin of his face. “I would never let you kill me. Where’s the fun in that? It would surely be a quick and painless affair, but that’s not really what I’m after. An excruciating and almost heroic death would befit me- dying in action or from brutal torture. The more gruesome it is, the longer people will talk.” 

“If I achieve my goals before I have time to plan something so extravagant, though, I’ve always thought about an overdose. Not necessarily on aspirin, but something more fast-acting. I could take it and go out into the world like nothing happened until I collapse. Best case scenario? I die in the street for everyone to see! Although that increases the chance of them trampling me.” Kanra pouted at that, her hand moving from his face, to the silky tresses of his hair. She pulled, tilting his head back into the pillow. 

“Don’t you think about how you want to die? Or are you not a complete and utter control freak?” Pulling harder, the strands tightening in her fist, she moved her face closer to his, voice a low mutter. “I wonder if you’ll mourn me, Dota-chin.”

[silvertonqued-blog]

          Glancing down at the sudden grab for a couple of seconds before his gaze returns to the city view, not once pushing her away ( a rare gesture or maybe in this dream he appears kinder ). Instead he uses that as an anchor to further lean towards the depths of darkness beneath them. Vaguely paying attention to her words DOES SHE SEE HERSELF A GOD? For those who seek what is within the confines of death are often seekers of a power beyond the grasp of mortality. 

                 “Hmm, such trivial pursuits but that’s always been a HUMAN DESIRE..                                     what if the temptation recedes the longer you – ” 

          There is a halt and the question is left incomplete ( by her request of lacking relevance )  instead leaning back to a more comfortable position. Settling him safety so she doesn’t get any idea about him, doesn’t find the ‘WEAKNESS’ hidden beneath his facade of nonchalance. This time he faces her, a single arched brow that assume a condescending atmosphere. 

                           “Are you interested? Most of us are just bored of being here.”

          Evasion was his forte, even if this was a dream there was no need to tell someone who seemed beyond the norm of reality. She had a dangerous quality and if he was not careful.. he knew he’d get swept along with her IDEALS.

[yungorihara]

🔪 —— Kanra does nothing in this moment, merely lets him do as he wishes so long as he stays here with her. Any entertainment is valuable entertainment, even within a dream - what sweet sorrow it would be to awaken suddenly without a trace of her would-be victim! What toil she would endure to find him existing within her plane! The thought makes her smile spread wide, hand clutching tighter onto fabric, wrinkling it in her slender hand. 

   I need to stop getting so excited. 

“Has no one taught you that it’s rude to stop mid-sentence? It leaves the recipient feeling unfulfilled - it’s likely I’ll be thinking about your unasked question when I wake up, and the day after that, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day! You’re going to make me obsessed!” Kanra replied gleefully, voice manic and raising in volume and intensity. Red orbs widened, pupils stabbing into him with her gaze with the intention of rooting him to the spot. 

“The only reason why you’re bored is because you lack passion. A lust for life and all it’s little treasures; humanity is brimming with hidden gems just waiting to be discovered and dusted off to reveal their shine! Do you know,” She began happily, the lone hand upon his clothing tugging at him and pulling him closer. “I was just here yesterday, doing the exact same thing. There was a girl here, pretty little thing, mascara all running down her face because her boyfriend had been with another woman? And there she stood, on that ledge, contemplating her end. All over a man! Isn’t that just adorable?” 

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meet the blogger;

[yungorihara]

basics:

name: Aaliyah

nickname: i go by medusa on here!!!

where do you live: USA

favourite colour: black and red

eye color: dark brown

siblings: nah

current profession: garbage

area of work/study: garbage

do you live at home: where else would i live?? a dumpster???

music genre: uhhh post punk and harsh noise

movie genre: horror movies and dramas def, but i also like 90s teen movies

this or that: bold your answer…

are you: single or taken ?

are you: short, average, or tall? 

are you: shy, loud (though it depends on the person im with), friendly, quiet, or avoidable?

are you: atheist , wiccan, christian, orthodox, satanic, catholic, jewish, muslim, mormon, agnostic, jehovah’s witness, spiritual, or not sure what you believe? 

does your future profession have anything to do with: medicine, law, children, animals, or entertainment? none of these probably

do your fears include: commitment, heights, death, needles, the dark, or thunder?

do you: laugh or stutter when you’re nervous? 

do you: chew on pens, bite your nails, or shake your leg?

do you: want piercings or tattoos? 

do you: want to get married eventually, never want to get married, or not know if you want to get married? 

do you: want children eventually, never want children, or not know if you want children?

have you ever: kissed someone whose name begins with an e, t, l, j, m, or d?

have you ever: smoked a cigarette, smoked a cigar, or done hard drugs?

would you rather: live in the country or the city?

personal:

ever dyed your hair:yes

are you in love: probably??

does someone like you: WHO DOESNT LIKE ME

last time you really cried: uhhhhhh who knows really

last person you texted: me mum

last call to your phone: one of my teachers

last text message sent to a friend: something about cats

have you kissed anyone in the last 31 days: no :(

who can you go to with your problems: my best friend

ever cheated: yes :(

do you like your body: could be better

favorite quote: "KILL EVERYONE NOW”

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nice, nice

[yungorihara]

tagged by mooncrises

1) why did you choose your url? yung orihara is kanra’s rapper name 8) also because oriwhora was taken and i didnt want to use some dumb variation. this is ORIGINAL CONTENT DONUT STEAL


2) what is your middle name? monique


3) favourite colour? black black black (black) and red (and certain shades of purple)


4) favourite song? uhhh i dunno about all time favorites (probably love will tear us apart by joy division) but current favorite is.....love & pride by king


5) what are your top five fandoms? neon genesis evangelion, revolutionary girl utena, sailor moon, game of thrones, and uhhhh inuyasha or death note maybe?


6) why do you enjoy tumblr? i’ve been roleplaying for fucking years so i use it for that mostly, but also for good aesthetics esp. on my personal blog (which if FIRE BTW)


7) tag all 9 of your tumblr crushes i don’t have 9 wtf..... kadota-chin shinjiisnotweak silvertonqued hachi-and-roppi that’s all i can think of rn lmao

[yungorihara]

kadota-chin:

“You wanna try that out?” Despite her claims and him not knowing much at all about medicine, he was pretty certain an entire bottle would mess her up at least a little more than making her drowsy. He couldn’t help but scowl slightly as she rolled into him, though he did allow one arm to drape over her lazily.

How long was she going to play this game? Every time she got drunk she was all about the sex - and even when she wasn’t drunk, sometimes - but every morning she insisted on acting like she had no idea what happened. But as soon as she wanted someone to bitch to or keep her company or make her food, there she was sidling up to him like she actually cared.

“I have never hired a prostitute, for your information. I don’t even care for strip clubs.” He pulled his head back slightly to grin at her. “Oh, but being a prostitute wouldn’t be nearly embarrassing enough for you. I’d make sure your death sounded as horrifying as possible…I’d tell them you were my girlfriend, and you were just begging to have sex with me  but I wouldn’t. So you overdosed on aspirin.”

🔪 —— “Yes, yes, Dota-chin the saint. He’ll convince a poor, helpless girl into getting drunk and having sex with him night after night, but a stripper? Much too scandalous! At least you’d be helping the girl out, which is more than you’ve done for me.” She yawned lazily, snuggling more into the heat of his body. “Well, barring the part where you let me stay with you - wait. I know what this is now!”

“You’re using sex from me as payment for letting me stay here, aren’t you? It’s no different from hiring a prostitute, either, just more long term. How sneaky, Dota-chin. I didn’t know you had it in you!” Kanra proclaimed, mostly in jest, however it was still a glaring possibility. It put her in a rather precarious position if the accusation were deemed true, though she doubted he would admit his crime out of a faulty sense of decency. “Hmph. You trust me too much.” 

Rolling over, the raven situated herself so that she was lying on top of him instead, purposefully digging bony elbows into his flesh momentarily as she got comfortable. Kyohei was certainly no feather mattress, but he would do for now. 

“Your friends are stupid, but they aren’t that stupid. Something tells me they wouldn’t fall for such a ridiculous story - you’d have to spice it up a little. Say I’m your ex-girlfriend who emerged from the shadows one day and tried to seduce you. You gave in to my desires, only to find a knife pressed to your neck that very same night! You choked me, strangled me to death, and stuffed my body in a dumpster!” She giggled at this, amused with her own story. 

“Isn’t that more exciting? Overdosing on aspirin doesn’t exactly make for the most dramatic death. At least let my memory die with dignity.”

[yungorihara]

kadota-chin: 

“It’s the only time you’re vulnerable, I can’t resist,” Kyohei let out a laugh that quickly turned into a yawn. Stretching his arms above his head he relaxed against the pillow, turning to face her. Despite functioning slightly better than her, he was sure he felt just about as bad. At least he didn’t have to work, and actually could spend all day in bed if he felt like it. 

“Stab you?” He couldn’t help but laugh at that, shaking his head. “I…guess you could call it that. And you were perfectly awake and into it, if I remember correctly.”

“You sure four aspirins is enough?” He teased, taking the bottle from her and swallowing one himself. “I better not have to take you to the hospital today, I’m too tired for that.”

🔪 —— Kanra made a face that could only be described as a grimace, holding back the strong urge to hit her companion upside the head. The details of their night were blurry and muddled at best, but she figured she would remember an act that made her feel like she’d been hit by a semi-truck. Perhaps her inebriated self enjoyed this pain, but sobered and hungover Kanra saw it as shameful and gross, frankly. 

“Ugh, you’re disgusting. Could you be any more unapologetically crude? My mind isn’t yet awake for this sort of talk.” She moaned, rolling over on her side and pressing her face to his body. She hated him right now, but he also happened to be pleasantly warm. “I very highly doubt I would die from an aspirin overdose. I could take the whole bottle and be just fine- a little drowsy, maybe, but fine.

Mm, but I’d bet you’d love it if I died. Imagine- trying to quietly dispose of my corpse only to be caught by your friends who watch in awe at the Izaya-lookalike! They’d think you hired a prostitute to fulfill your special needs and then poisoned her. Wouldn’t that be exciting? Have you ever hired a prostitute, by the way? I’m curious now.”

[yungorihara]

"I made you coffee, did you want some aspirin?"

🔪 ——“Ever so considerate, Dota-chin. Interesting, given that I think you had much more to drink than I did. Or maybe my memory’s just faulting me. Ah, fuck it.” She resigned herself to carefully swiping the coffee from his hands, not even bothering to blow on it before chugging the concoction.

“Ow!”

“YOU DIDN’T TELL ME IT WAS SO HOT!”

[yungorihara]

kadota-chin:

“No, you’re right - I just handle my alcohol better.” Probably due, in no small part, to the fact that he was nearly twice her size. But that wasn’t going to hinder him from teasing her about it as he headed into the bathroom to grab some aspirin. “Lightweight.”

What the hell was she yelling about? Hearing her yell from the bedroom he gave a slight eye roll before smirking. “…..so sorry. Coffee is hot, water is wet, any other breaking news you’d like to know?” Tossing her the bottle of pills, he let out a small, exhausted groan and sprawled out on the bed next to her. 

He was probably going to regret that snarky comment, but maybe she was feeling too shitty to care?

🔪 —— After the initial shock of her taste buds literally singeing off, Kanra set the evil mug down on the night stand, deciding quickly that this was not her fucking morning. She may as well just sleep for ten more hours, she’d have better luck then. By the sounds of the man next to her, however, that might not actually be a problem this time. 

“So cruel...you should know how handicapped I am in the mornings, Dota-chin, and yet you still like to watch me suffer. I thought I was the sadist here.” She grumbled, reaching haphazardly for the bottle of aspirin and popping it open. “Speaking of sadists, why the hell am I so sore? Did you stab me in my sleep or something?”

The raven shook out four pills, swallowing them with coffee that was now safe to consume.