send me concepts, mtl requests, or reactions!! most of my work will be afab reader unfortunately bc that’s what i’m most familiar with. you can request gn reader and i will try my best tho :D
posts may be inconsistent bc of school. mainly focused on DLIS but i will answer every ask bc i think its fun (unless it truly makes me uncomfy but in that situation i’ll let u know!) and write drabbles here n there (06.17; i’m taking forever to post lol a lot going on. hope y’all understand. it’ll be out eventually <3)
dni if u anti anyone in svt bts zb1 & txt. ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎
02.04.24 —> a lost cause. ily. stan jebewon. 真的对不起啊!!
i saw someone's tiktok that was like how long would i last in a relationship with the boys in seventeen and i wanted to do one lol
seungcheol - five years and we're actually in love but its def right person wrong time and we realize our lives are going in different paths
jeonghan - 1.5 months offically but then we're on again off again for three years after because we argue but stupid small things but also we're just so good together
joshua - we don't date but we have a mutal crush on each other for like four years and never do anything about it but everyone around us thinks we're dating
junhui - we'd date for like four months before deciding that we're just looking for different things and that's okay
soonyoung - three months and they're really great but we ultimately decide we're better off as friends and we mean it and stay besties
wonwoo - like six years before we slowly just start to drift away due to our busy lives and eventually we hit a kinda of "it would be best if we broke up" but then we're both miserable for like a year after
jihoon - could be anywhere between two weeks and twenty years like it could be super soft and sweet or we'd drive each other absolutely insane
seokmin - we'd get attached to each other too quickly and it eventually bites us in the butt and we end up breaking up three months in
mingyu - we'd get married fr like we would never get rid of each other not that we would want to
minghao - a year and a half before we eventually get sick and tired of each other and just get so annoyed at every minor thing we'd break up
seungkwan - we spend a good year together and we don't break up for any particular reason just a mutual thing
vernon - like a stupid amount of time like 10-15 years together and when we do eventually break up we'd both have to totally reevaluate our whole lives
chan - i think chan would be my forever person like we'd be husbands until the very end
the minghao one is so true i might steal this but i’ve thought abt this so many times and my consensus is so that me and minghao are almost too similar and we just can’t work out together we would fight over literally everything after w certain point and never solve them but it wouldn’t be like geulsse by seventeen aka the best seventeen song we would both like come together to break up at some point and like laugh it off and go separate ways
but that prompts good hate sex
and for coups the breakup would be like mutual but he would be like very sure about it and i would agree and we would stay friends and he would be super casual about it but there would be crazy longing in a way woozi could write about it one sided for me
i’m sorry for letting everyone down by being so inactive. if u guys r still waiting i’ll write in the spring. i just was looking thru someone’s gif recs and i was there. that makes me so happy and grateful. i’m so glad y’all like what i put out even tho i hate it and that’s why i haven’t been posting this god damn joshua draft i’ve had for a year; i’m a huge mess </3 but i luv svt n writing n the support u guys give so i’ll really try my best. school is crazy. family life is crazy. my dad totally passed away and i only have time to study now. but i’m going to truly truly try (^_^)
i’m sorry & ty （还没告诉你对不起我爱你～ if anyone recognizes this song that jun covered i’ll release the joshua fic by the end of the month! lol)
alternative; if anyone can think of a cdrama where a female character tells a male character who’s name started with w. “ 对不起谢谢你 ”
note; i didn’t even know i posted the teaser for josh’s lmao 😭i’m fawking sorry
ok ok for real this time. joshua dlis fic in about a week? for real. for real. i’m gonna hate myself if i don’t do this. (also, i have too many ideas for the members, i need to do this series…)
guys, i’m so sorry for disappointing everyone. i’m really going to try. to be honest, my dad got cancer and it’s been very hard to find times to write that aren’t times where i need to relax in other ways. i hope it’s understandable. i love writing, i just don’t wanna put out something half assed. pls wait for me 💗
i’m known irl as someone who hates reading and is picky w books yet i’ve read so many fanfics from 1k words to 300k 😭😭 i’m reading full novels but they don’t count in my reputation
ok ok for real this time. joshua dlis fic in about a week? for real. for real. i’m gonna hate myself if i don’t do this. (also, i have too many ideas for the members, i need to do this series...)
could we possibly get a part 2 for angel vs devil 🥺 dndjwjeksks i need to know if they'll end up together or 😭😭
hehe this is actually my plan .. after all the members i’m 99% sure i’m gonna end it with an angel or devil pt 2 to wrap up the series !!! but do not be surprised if it comes out 2024 gosh i need to post joshua’s
my condolences to astro, rocky, sua, his family, seungkwan, sinb, all his friends everyone who was affected everyone. this is such a terrible thing and i’m so hurt and shocked. i hope you guys understand postponing works for a bit. i’m really hurt. i hope you guys are all okay and are able to grieve along with all of moonbin’s loved ones. please take care. be kind please it can really make a difference always. this is such an awful thing to have to go through no matter how well you knew him or not. please be compassionate and thoughtful. he was so extremely young i cant even fathom it still. rest in peace 🕊️
We all know that joshua is super patient n i was thinking ab shua teasing u🙊 he could have his face in your thighs for hours and he'd get frustrated and u would just keep moving and rocking your hips towards his face so he takes away ur orgasm at the last second ♡
But maybe u can convince him to let u cum again at least once this week bc he def has a softie side as well 🥺🥺
sorry if this made no sense im so down bad for joshua rn
hehe no it totally made sense .. 😵💫😵💫😵💫
imagining this is driving me crazy bc you’re so right, i definitely think he would have his fun playing but after seeing how desperate you are he just giggles and lets you cum
hong jisoo x afab!reader, will be smut, part of the Don’t Listen in Secret series! can be read alone or w/ the other members’ (as of 04/15, cheol, han, & jihoon)
synopsis joshua tries, he really does try to be the calm and composed member, but his patience is just too short. when it runs out, he knows exactly where to go to cool down, or, technically, heat up.
notes fiction. this is fiction. i don’t think shua acts like this. i don’t know him. only a tiny tiny bit of my personal subconscious analysis as a fan and psychology major. i’m not s jihancheol shipper :3 that part is just for laughs ! i love shua and don’t think of him in any strange way… it’s just to build character bc this is fiction. even the parts of him thst i do think are somewhat accurate are more endearing then annoying. if u have a problem lmk. also jeonghan!! dlis!! jeonghan!! ok thanks. 800-ish wordcount. idk when this will be out i’m like 1.6k in so far...
➤ title is from “lean on me” by the one and only seventeen hiphop team.
the voice immediately had you and dokyeom’s eyes enlarge as they made contact with one another. you had been watching seokmin respond to a few fans on weverse, the boy having been recording a cute video of himself before leaving, when a group seemed to enter the hybe hallway.
“calm down-” could be heard in the echo, but you interrupted the voice before the rest of the sentence could be heard.
“can’t use that take,” you made sure dokyeom very carefully clicked the delete button rather than the post to ensure no fans overanalyzed the mystery situation. somewhat hypocritically, you did the same thing you wished others not to do and came to a conclusion as to who one of the voices would be.
joshua was not one to display his anger.
in fact, he was noted as one of the calmest members when it came down to a hasty situation. he was the one to deal with jeonghan’s games and call junhui cute and pat vernon’s head.
and he liked his reputation, he liked being someone that could comfort. only, you knew that even he could get stressed out sometimes, and you knew this very well.
(“it’s so fucking annoying sometimes, like, even if they know i’m the mafia, can’t they just pretend they don’t? maybe they just pick me for fun! i’m a pretty good actor!”
“shua... do you know how to play mafia?”
“i’m better now! i practice sometimes, watch.”)
(“i can’t believe he just fucking ate the cookies. those were literally my favorite fucking cookies—
“shua, you told chan he could have them, in front of me. you said ‘of course you can, channie!’”
“that doesn’t mean he’s supposed to! can you imagine if i told him he can’t eat my cookies?”)
but these were secrets kept from the members. of course, he was more than comfortable around them, but after years of having to work up this image for his idol-side, he can barely swear without following or preceding it with a soft apology through a clenched jaw.
seokmin’s phone clicked off and the two of you finally were in the presence of a seething joshua parallel to a side-by-side seungcheol and jeonghan.
that was definitely concerning.
joshua scoffed. “why should i when i have literally every reason to be upset?”
this particular trio did not often find themselves in disagreements at all, so it was more subconscious for both you and dokyeom to intervene.
once closer, you took in the situation as dokyeom started with a far too happy, “hey guys! what’s going on?” he walked directly among the trio while you kept some distance, a bit behind joshua so he wouldn’t be distracted by your presence.
jeonghan looked a bit uncomfortable, seungcheol had his lips pressed in a thin line, but joshua turned to seokmin. “i wouldn’t know, because these two go everywhere without me recently. have i even seen you guys in the dorms? is it because you two are older than me? are you dating?”
the last one made you cover your mouth with your hand for a moment, dokyeom’s eyes widening and the two oldest members furrowing their eyebrows. seungcheol shook his head and trailed towards joshua’s side. he held one shopping bag in one hand, the brand miumiu, while jeonghan held another, dior. on the way to joshua, he slipped the bag handles out of jeonghan’s fingers, gripping both before presenting them to joshua.
it didn’t take a genius to understand the brands’ significance to joshua. his face fell slightly blank at the epiphany.
“we’re so busy around the time of your birthday, shua, that’s all. we don’t mean to leave you out, never.” he threw an arm around jisoo’s shoulder, and your gaze shifted to jeonghan’s. jeonghan made eye contact with you as if he predicted you would check on him, eyes more relaxed than before. seungcheol started walking, so jisoo starting walking. jeonghan walked a bit in front, looking back at you once. once.
“don’t think so fast. we love you, why would we do that?” cheol continued, joshua’s pursed lips curled into an upside-down smile, not meeting his eyes as much as they usually do.
you could tell there was plenty of room waiting for jisoo to respond, apologize, accept the sweet gesture for his birthday. he seemed to know this too, mumbling an apology for swearing and getting upset. seungcheol nodded and rubbed his shoulder.
you walked further away until you could only faintly make out the second eldest’s, “we wouldn’t date without you, shua-ya.”
joshua was being irrational, jumping to conclusions before even processing what was going on. a bit after you sat back down with seokmin, your phone lit up with a text notification. the expansion read, “im so pissed rn do u know what just happened wait i can tell u if u come over later,” and you pretended your giggle was in response to a funny post rather than his obliviousness. at least shua knew how to manage his anger in a way that left him content.
you didn’t mind it either, what, him fucking you relentlessly instead of actually ranting? why wouldn’t you text him with a confirmation, and why wouldn’t you rummage through your closet for lingerie?
if u guys can’t tell… i’m not done with this series
I know i take so long i’m so sorry life is so hectic and i love writing i just want to do it as best as i can meaning when i feel like i can!! please be patient 💗💗
the genre is: dokyeom’s not-so-secret showcases of love during his stay in italy.
late at night, where fansites won’t be roaming, he walks through the streets of milan with his larger hand in yours, twirling you around a bit and pulling you into the closest alleyways because he can’t help but to kiss you everytime he sees your pretty face. the two of you walk too far, too caught up in conversations about anything. you decide to call a cab, and if the driver noticed the unnecessary proximity between you two, it went unsaid.
closer to morning, though the moon is still out, he returns to your shared (and extremely expensive) hotel room, flaunting his outfit from the bally after party. you meet him at the door with a kiss, fingers acting on his shirt’s buttons with much too slow agility once he pushes the two of you towards towards the bathroom. clothes go discarded and you stand on your tip toes to wash his cherry hair while he paints your body with soap in return. you dry off with spoken i love you’s.
early in the morning, you find yourself pressed against his chest, his tendency to wake up sooner having him click through his phone with the hand that isn’t firm against your back. you exchange good morning wishes and he kisses your forehead, your cheek, your neck. clothes are already almost all off, with the exception of undergarments, so you have more time to spend on making love. you sit yourself on top of him, riding his cock as the sun began to increase in its glow, quiet moans and the sound of lips extending into a smile resonating in the room. he came with another kiss in your forehead, cheek, and neck, and went down on you as a thank you. your favorite.
inching towards the afternoon, your last day in the country allowed for a free schedule, simply a time to relax. and relax you two did, letting minutes pass as you enjoyed each item in the menu of your brunch, a meal and a drink and a dessert and more kisses. but dokyeom still insisted on trying all those cool italian desserts, taking your time in the city with hats and masks and casual clothing, going shopping for love lockets, singing open-mic, and sharing one last kiss in milan— in public. in the midst of the crowding and potential for someone to point with a, hey, isn’t that dk? dokyeom kissed you with his eyes crinkling and palm cradling your nape.
he’s reckless, you told him that. you were lucky nobody recognized you two, or that nobody said anything, but you were more lucky to have dokyeom so unapologetically in love with you.
