Hi

TW ed//Pro recovery 💕

[yuta4breakfast]

Starvation 😍🥲

[yuta4breakfast]

Ed Tumblr: 🦗🦗🦗

Ed Twitter: 🐝🐝🐝

[yuta4breakfast]

I miss before I realized I had an Ed. I lost so much weight and people complimented me. Then I was invited to a holiday dinner and I had to eat normally. That’s when I fucked up bad. Yeah, so binge restrict cycle started.

[yuta4breakfast]

Third time this week walking to the store to get diet soda and monsters 😋💸

[yuta4breakfast]

Me reaching moving down to 119 in April then fucking up the last 2 weeks got me to 127. How I wanna km/s 😀

[yuta4breakfast]

Things you probably know but if you don’t:

1 gram of carbs and protein = 4 calories

1 gram of fat = 9 calories

1 gram of alcohol = 7 calories

Your fat “comes out” by breathing

Some people have twice as many as fat cells than other

Fat cells can expand 10x the original size

Fat cells die every 7 years and get replaced with a new one

Most people gain 1-2 grams of fat everyday = 1-2 lbs a year

Hope this was helpful

[minchimmy]

when you daydream about what kind of freaky shit you’ll be able to do once you’re skinny

[yuta4breakfast]

Why do I think this... I’m literally ACE

[yuta4breakfast]

I feel bad for ruining my favorite songs because it reminds me of dark times when I depended on them.

Rip BTS discography 😭

[yuta4breakfast]

People on tiktok saying going on antidepressants made them gain so much weight!! Damn guess we keep gonna deal with life on survival mode.

Don’t✍️go✍️on✍️antidepressants✍️

[yuta4breakfast]

Where is the motivation to starve before I binge? My ed is screaming at me after I fvcked up. B!tch where were you before???

[yuta4breakfast]

Explaining to people about binge eating: it’s more than lack of self control...

To myself: b!tch you’re so weak. You have no self control

[yuta4breakfast]

I’m a simple person. Same BMI? I follow

[yuta4breakfast]

Selena fvcking Gomez. Her.

Look at her little double chin 🥺♥️

Hottest, baddest bitch of all time. She practically raised me and helped me get through all the hard patches in my life. I love to see her glow and when she puts on a little weight, her confidence and beauty never dims the slightest! Always beautiful and real. I forget about my problems in the moment and ignore all those soul consuming ed thoughts. Right now we’re double chin buddies and I don’t mind.

[yuta4breakfast]

I have so many post in my drafts because I think I’ll annoy all of you.

[yuta4breakfast]

At dinner I explained to my mother what anxiety is and I told her I have anxiety. And before I could even finish she cut me off and said “no”.

Like what do mean “no”. Yeah I’m never gonna tell my parents anything. They think all mentally ill people are psycho killers that are held in solitary confinement. Whose gonna tell them they are mentality fvcked as well?

[tinybow-deactivated20230111]

how the fuck is it that bodytypes are like trends ??? it makes me so mad and upset like everything about unchangeable body features being deemed ugly or not like a trend is so gross

[yuta4breakfast]

This!

[yuta4breakfast]

I can only hate myself and laugh at myself. I can’t even be serious. that seems psycho.