you are the light, the light✨💎

you could be my only star 🌟 you could be the moonlight 🌕 just like this, let’s be forever, forever ♥️

[yuyu-bi]

i did see the cat btw but i didn’t really get a chance to properly interact bc i didn’t have time but i did speak with the ppl there and also my leasing office and it seems i just need to tell them when i plan to adopt 🥺 but hopefully after all the craziness at work i can just go to the shelter to interact with the cats and see which matches my vibes 🫣

[yuyu-bi]

i will probably go friday in person just to see the place and everything just to see other cats as well so i can talk to ppl in general about adopting

idk if i’ll walk out w something hopefully not bc Saturday is 4th of july but we’ll see :) just want to keep my options open tbh

bc i am going away at the end of july for a week so i wonder if i would rather wait until august when i am fully at home for a month until the salem trip to adopt 🫣 would also help me to make sure the cat is settled and i don’t leave for a week and its like ???? also money lmao 😭

[yuyu-bi]

i lied but i’ll wait until august bc this conference trip is messing me up 😭 but i have 2 cats in mind yesss

[yuyu-bi]

$2500 to fix the AC in my car…a 10 year old car….hhhhh

i’ll do it eventually but i guess this summer i will suffer 🙆🏽‍♀️✨

[yuyu-bi]

idk why but i really want to buy a bike for some reason

[yuyu-bi]

emmy noms are out and all i care about is beef s2 winning all the wins

[yuyu-bi]

palermo is such a spicy firecracker holy shit i was not expecting this from him AT ALL jfc my only impression of him prior was him being like a sad, depressed man bc berlin died lmaoo

i love that’s he’s also antagonistic with tokyo from the very beginning but tbh he’s off the hook even more so than berlin

this man literally got glass in his eyes and is STILL shit talking people and threatening them while he literally cannot see like 😭😭 i kinda love him already

it’s funny because I know that him and Berlin are like best friends or soulmates or whatever but like I always did wonder what type of character he would have to be in order to be so close to Berlin and be able to deal with him… i’m starting to wonder if berlin was the calm one in the relationship jfc he’s just way more out-of-pocket than Berlin and that’s saying something 💀💀

i literally can’t even repeat when he said to tokyo when she said she was going to try to get the glass out of his eyes….holy shit holy shit i love him maybe we’ll see

[yuyu-bi]

lmaooooooo this man

so apparently he’s been hooking up with helsinki (aka the only other gay character) and has apparently been mistreating him and nairobi called him out on this behavior because I think she was like going against a plan or something? And of course, with the show, they always love to go in tangent about random ass shit that they really should not be talking about during the current situation and lowkey….she was kinda right he was like lowkey objectifying helsinki in front of him just saying he was good fuck and nothing else while saying at the same time that helsinki was probably in love with him….lmao that’s incredibly bold and confident language from you sir but probably true; he even says that nairobis is probably in love with helsinki too that’s why she’s so defensive of him which was a mic drop if I ever ever seen one 💀

and i guess she was??? i always assumed they were in a lavender marriage type of relationship honestly so that didn’t surprise me much but in fact what surprised me was that she came back at palermo and his idea of love and men having sex with other men or whatever by saying if he believes he so unlovable and incapable of being in love then why was he in love with berlin for like 10 years 💀💀😭 which is true that’s an insanely long amount of time to dedicate to someone without reciprocating anything jfc

it didn’t really shock me because I knew about this for like years before, but still lmao he’s such a firecracker.

also idk why but this season is a lot more…explicit for some reason? like a lot of the dialogue is just really vulgar lmao more so that the first two part it’s a little off putting 💀 like i blame palermo as a character but sometimes the established chara have a bit of that too but sometimes the dialogue is too much lmaoo 

[yuyu-bi]

hi hello six months later and i’m still obsessed with this character lmaooo tell me why when i’m rewatching the third season and i’m on the boom boom ciao episode (😭) and i am just wondering how nairobi even knew that palermo was in love w berlin like who told her that??? was it palermo lmaoo or even profe or something bc what the hell 😭 drama for the sale of drama and the reason this even happened was for the sake of drama tbh

because lowkey i am now understanding that whole speech he did about like men vs women having sex and like the necessity of it or whatever because why does he refer to getting off as releasing the poison? that’s very fascinating to me and ik i’m reading into this character way too much tbh but it is interesting how he treats the concept of sex tbh like he tries not to be super attached to it but like clearly desires it and thinks he’s like unlovable (like he literally said nairobi loves helsinki, helsinki loves him and he loves nobody…lmao) and no one actually wanted him the way he wants to be wanted because andrés didn’t want him 😭🙏🏽 so sad

also nairobi reading him by saying he couldn’t even tell andrés that he loved him and followed him around like a puppy until he died 💀💀 i miss my girl so bad she did the same thing with berlin and it was…not received well lmao

ik the show doesn’t go more into his chara but i really wish that they did lmao 😭 such an interesting chara but ik i’m reading into this way too much but i’m like obsessed w this

[yuyu-bi]

i did see the cat btw but i didn’t really get a chance to properly interact bc i didn’t have time but i did speak with the ppl there and also my leasing office and it seems i just need to tell them when i plan to adopt 🥺 but hopefully after all the craziness at work i can just go to the shelter to interact with the cats and see which matches my vibes 🫣

[yuyu-bi]

i will probably go friday in person just to see the place and everything just to see other cats as well so i can talk to ppl in general about adopting

idk if i’ll walk out w something hopefully not bc Saturday is 4th of july but we’ll see :) just want to keep my options open tbh

bc i am going away at the end of july for a week so i wonder if i would rather wait until august when i am fully at home for a month until the salem trip to adopt 🫣 would also help me to make sure the cat is settled and i don’t leave for a week and its like ???? also money lmao 😭

[yuyu-bi]

i’m going to attempt to make a french onion soup loaf for my dad for father’s day since he loves onions so goddamn much lmaooo

i did want to get him vidalia onion stuff too but the time slipped from me 😭

[yuyu-bi]

this failed so bad btw but i will try again!

[yuyu-bi]

i did see the cat btw but i didn’t really get a chance to properly interact bc i didn’t have time but i did speak with the ppl there and also my leasing office and it seems i just need to tell them when i plan to adopt 🥺 but hopefully after all the craziness at work i can just go to the shelter to interact with the cats and see which matches my vibes 🫣

[yuyu-bi]

i may have found the kitty that i want but i have to pray he will still be there by at least the last week of june 🥺🫣 i fear i may end up having two cats regardless lmaoo

[yuyu-bi]

i mayyyy go to see him tomorrow just to see 🫣🥺 he’s going to be at the petsmart tomorrow lmao

right before i go to my parent’s for fathers day 🫣🫠

[yuyu-bi]

i’m going to attempt to make a french onion soup loaf for my dad for father’s day since he loves onions so goddamn much lmaooo

i did want to get him vidalia onion stuff too but the time slipped from me 😭

[yuyu-bi]

i may have found the kitty that i want but i have to pray he will still be there by at least the last week of june 🥺🫣 i fear i may end up having two cats regardless lmaoo

[yuyu-bi]

not for nothing but i def have to make sure i do well enough at my job bc thankfully my job is not ai-prone and very much person-oriented but at the same time i really do want to progress more and find my place truly so i’m needed and not as easily replaceable 😶

thankfully i do enjoy my job still but i just don’t want to stay there just because but at the same time…i literally moved closer to my job for a reason lmao

but tbh i’m doing a lot better w socializing with the members more than i was when i first started there only took three years 🙆🏽‍♀️ lmao but i def want to do more w my committees that’s for sure

just little sunday worries no big deal ✨

[yuyu-bi]

coming back to this idk like…yes still enjoy my job and everything but i have been told some things recently that i’m still trying to figure out how i feel about it

because lowkey i am not a competitive person and i don’t necessarily want to have to fight for where i am in the office necessarily but it’s quite difficult to figure out where i am exactly if i’m learning what ppl think of me on a second-hand basis 🫠

because it’s not necessarily a bad opinion, thankfully, like i suck at my job, but i’ve been told that apparently it seems like i’m coasting through this job, which i won’t lie, it could seem that way because i just want more so to be seen like as competent and that i know what i’m doing, which i have gotten more confident in myself and my committees. and i have been trying to take more initiative in things that I am doing but it’s just lowkey so difficult to speak with my boss at times like she is not an approachable person in the slightest but i’ve gotten better with that too

because it’s one thing to not micromanage which i appreciate but it’s another to just completely disengage and me having to hear feedback second-hand about my performance when you won’t tell me yourself

and it’s something i have been working on since i’ve been here and i’ve gotten immensely better at it since i started but idk i just need to figure out a way to make myself different from everyone else because i don’t want it to be like i’m taking up space and just cruising

it would just help more to hear this from my actual boss than just to hear it from a former co-worker who heard it through someone i actually still work with so idk 🤷🏽‍♀️ we’ll see how well this ages but lowkey starting to feel a little weird about it because when was this information ever going to come back to me?

[yuyu-bi]

i really do think i can contact paper my way through my apartment lmaooo

[yuyu-bi]

i’m so excited to decorate my space but i swear when it comes spacing out the purchases because of me trying to keep my money cushion it’s so hard 😭😭 i mainly try to keep a budget of $200 per paycheck hut it’s so hard lmaoo

[yuyu-bi]

i might have messed up my laptop again with the charger 🤩🤩 hopefully it’s not completely zapped omg

[yuyu-bi]

a month until i can start applying for cats 🫣👀🥺 hopefully it goes well omg

[yuyu-bi]

oh no i actually care about my living space and am now comfortable enough with it to start decorating more 🙆🏽‍♀️🫣✨

so much peel and stick is about to happen lmaoo

[yuyu-bi]

i replaced my shower head so i will have filtered water 👁️

because i found out where i live has moderately hot water lmaoo thankfully it was an easy replacement omg

[yuyu-bi]

i put contact paper on my kitchen counters and peels and stick tiles on my back splash 👁️ i feel unstoppable but i do know this is going to be a lengthy process money wise lmaooo so i don’t go broke immediately