Moirie

Meow

[yuyuorchid]

I really dont knkw what to do im too scared aaaa what is my life

[yuyuorchid]

Maybe i’m just meant to be unloved forever. The love I crave so much more than anything is too far from my reach.

[yuyuorchid]

Why do I mess up everything im so stupid im sorry imsorry imso sorry i hate myself so much

[yuyuorchid]

Even if I were to disappear from this world not a single person would notice.

[yuyuorchid]

I HATE EVERYONE I HATE EVERYONE I HATE EVWRYTHING AAAAA

[yuyuorchid]

I need a love so deep that they would get rid of all my friends, cook them, and make me eat them.

[yuyuorchid]

Oh to be taken care of and be the only one that matters

[yuyuorchid]

Im such a miserable girl I have no friends I barely go out I dont even know how to conversate properly and I just want someone to cling to how could I even think I could ever be truly loved

[yuyuorchid]

When will I ever find the one I cant stand this I need to be loved I need to be obsessed over im going crazy

[yuyuorchid]

What fuck is wrong with me why do I get upset at such things why do I get upset so easily why cant I be like others I hate my mind I hate my thoughts I hate living with myself why am I so jealous

[yuyuorchid]

He needs me and I need him why cant he see that why wont he talk to me I am the only one he has so why wont he love me theres no one else for him only me we are meant to be together forever no one can come between us

[yuyuorchid]

Need someone to stalk me lovingly and act all creepy with me only

[yuyuorchid]

Relationship where you both need eachother>>>>

[yuyuorchid]

Im sorry for being useless

Im sorry that I am always thinking wrong

Im sorry for being upset and mad easily

Im sorry that I keep messing up

Im sorry for causing trouble

Im sorry that I am often starting arguments

Im sorry for being confusing

Im sorry that I make things hard

Im sorry for always assuming things

I just only wanted to make sure you loved me

[yuyuorchid]

I cant live without him what am I gonna do what am I gonna do without him I dont want to be lonley please I cant accept this I wont accept this dont leave me alone I dont want to be alone please who is gonna love me

[yuyuorchid]

In my slutty bitch era (I want him to see me as the only pretty person but I cant feel pretty without sexualizing myself and I only want him)

[yuyuorchid]

I dont think I will ever find the one for me. I dont know what to do I feel so disgusted at the thought of my lover looking at anyone else, it makes me feel so disgusted when they look at things like h3nt4i even p0rn and when they are inlove with those fictional characters they cant even touch. Its all so disgusting. I feel as if I am being choked, I cant handle it. Why am I not enough? Why do you have to have thoughts of being with those unreal images that I know I can never be comparable to, Its so unfair.