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[mythoughts-and-emotions]

Drowning inside these halls of fear, take my hand and stay with me my dear

[yvesisademon]

From a bulgarian writer

How to believe in feelings

How to believe in yourself

And to another

It's so easy

And you just have not to think

It's like closing your eyes

And you jump

However, how to believe the feelings

They are so weird

You love someone to death

With everything in you

You promise

You change

And after a while

Somehow unknown

He stops asking how you are

You stop asking how you are

“How was your day”

You don‘t talk

He smiles

He laughs

And it's all over

And then it starts again

And you tell again

But this time

Less

Less

Every time

Less and less

And you are no longer afraid

Nor from the end

Nor from nothing

You're just wondering

How to believe

The feelings

[17761]

we all deserve someone who at the end of the day says “ i missed u so much today ”

[yvesisademon]

We do...

[yvesisademon]

You know

I could tell you

A sweet love story

But right now

I’m sorry

I left you hanging

With a heart broken into pieces

And I never thought

That they would try to

Tear our love apart

Only if I could

If I could go back in time

I promise

I would make it all alright

But I can’t

I can’t do that

Do you at least remember?

Do you remember?

All of our memories together?

Now they will keep you safe

I’m sorry

I’m so sorry

I broke it all

And now...

I can only hope

Hope that you can find

Someone better then before..

[yvesisademon]

:)

[bled]

[justanotherlesbianfromgermany-d]

Y🤤❤️

[yvesisademon]

A dream..

The sun goes down

We shall take some rest

Place your head on me

“Take a rest” – I say

I promise

To keep you safe

“Let’s just end today” – you say

With the peaceful sound

Of our two beating hearts

And the sweet melody

Of the upcoming cold night breeze

And I shall wake you up

When the moon starts to rise

“Look... the moon is rising up” I whisper in your ear

I can see

As you open up your beautiful blue eyes

“Do you trust me?” – I quickly ask

And without even hesitation

You answer – “Yes, I do”

“Take my hand” – I say to you

Let’s take a stand

The crickets will sing for us

You take my hand

And I lead you for our dance

As we move into the night

I can’t let you disappear

“Please, don’t go” – I scream to you

But the sun comes up

And I wake up from the sound

Of a buzzing phone

To quickly realize

That this wasn’t real

I look at my phone

It was a text from you..

An apology

“I’m sorry that I didn’t woke up beside you”

My tears start to fall

So it was a dream after all…

[duxuebing]

Photography by Xuebing Du

Instagram: xuebing.du

[yvesisademon]

You came with the first beam of light

Shattered me into pieces

Took my heart and soul away

Then you left me there

Bleeding on the floor

Just make me go away

Why should I stay?

For you to steal away?

There’s nothing left of me

I don’t see anything else for you to take

You took my heart and soul away

And now words started coming to my head

But I couldn’t put a pen to paper

So I put them down in this text for you

Maybe you can make them disappear

So I can take a rest once more

And hear my heart beat again

My hands are numb

And my soul is gone

As Death approaches me

My body goes cold

As the clock strikes twelve

I can’t feel the pain no more

[anime--irl]

anime_irl

[yvesisademon]

Hell yeah, do it!

[yvesisademon]

I am the edge

I call feel my limit

I can feel it coming to an end

And when the clock hits the moment

Who’s gonna be there to stop it

To stop the volcano from exploding

To stop a woman from her cry

To stop a heart from being broken

Who?

[abduction]

[mangafascination]

[beppski]

[my-aesthetic-vibes]

[craved-deactivated20230908]

“I don’t chase people anymore. I learned that I’m here, and I’m important. I’m not going to run after people to prove that I matter.”

— (via bl-ossomed)

[caiswrld]

[yvesisademon]

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