[yyawnjun]

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[yyawnjun]

he looks so beautiful. i am in love

[yyawnjun]

what if i first start coming back with short and lighthearted one-shots/smau, since those usually help me get my craving to read back

[yyawnjun]

I love using hoshi's character in my smau😭

[credensjustitiam]

i finally updated my list so here it is! if you have any questions feel free to dm me ^_^ reblogs are appreciated

[credensjustitiam]

i would really appreciate it, even if you cant commission it please reblog !! its a financially troubling month for me as i have insurance debt + my laptop of 5 years just died on me :( im trying to get at least 200€ so i can at least get a cheap laptop

my tablet works with my phone so i at least still can draw ;w;

donations are also cherished and every little thing helps !!! here is my BMC link if you are considering

i am thankful for your support

0/200€

luciel is drawing

i am a digital artist who likes drawing dreamy things !cordestructum on inst / x (check extras for comms)

[yyawnjun]

🥹<33

[haenmqi]

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[kozukensgf]

boyfriend texts with wonwoo! nana tour edition

genre! smau, fluff, crack, one shots, fake texts

note! highly recommend for u to watch nana tour first since most of this text is done based on real life events (on that show)

masterlist | nana tour masterlist

taglist 🫶🏻

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[yyawnjun]

what if i first start coming back with short and lighthearted one-shots/smau, since those usually help me get my craving to read back

[coupsiesss]

okay daddy baddie

forearms

[silverpiwon]

What does Intak know that we don’t

[lialuvspiwon]

PLS HES SO HOT WITH THIS HAIR COLOR

[yyawnjun]

I AM DEAD

[lee-sanghyeok]

250520

[hirasunny]

Steal the ball, not my heart!

pairing — k-drama! go hyuntak (gotak) x short! gn! reader

synopsis — you usually just watch them play, but suddenly you’re a part of their two-versus-two basketball game with your crush, go hyuntak playing against you.

warnings — minimal swearing

genre — fluff, shy bbs, the eunjang squad (except for gotak ofc) knows what’s up ;)

word count — 1.4k+ words

note: i was once in this situation with a guy i used to like a few months back, it felt like a y/n n kdrama moment fr :00 and i am super fortunate that hyuntak also loves basketball JQNSKANBJE. so i decided, why not make it to a fic with one of my favorite characters?! not proofread TT but here it is, enjoyy, loves! 💛

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You were never really the athletic type.

Yeah, you could run a few miles, throw a punch when you want to fight back, hell, you can even do a cartwheel if you genuinely tried.

But you much preferred watching at the sidelines—cheering and celebrating instead of being in the court.

And that is what you’re doing right now, acting like a cheerleader for your friends as they play basketball at the school court.

You giggled at Sieun, who was fighting for his life trying to shoot the ball just for it to bounce off the rim of the hoop. He looked utterly lost when the three other boys shared a laugh with you, at the same time teasing him.

“Nobody blocked. You threw an air ball!” Baku exclaimed in between laughs.

“Sieun, it’s okay! I’m sure you can calculate the next one.” You encouraged him cheekily. Sieun gave you a look of disappointment before he walked over to you.

“I already told them I don’t play. They’re so annoying.” He mumbled and sat down near you, accepting the bottle of water you were offering him. “Don’t mind them, they just enjoy teasing you.” You responded while Baku went up to you both.

“Okay, okay! Substitute.” Baku quickly said, making a change player gesture that a referee would do. “(Name)! You’ll be my teammate.” He boasted, looking at you with a big grin.

He knew what you were going to say next.

“Oh hell no, Baku!” — called it.

Baku waved it off, grabbing your hand, “C’mon! You know how to play, just grab and shoot!” He whined when you attempted to get out of his grip.

News flash: it didn’t work. It felt like you were getting sucked into a black hole.

“Correction: I watch you that’s why I know how. I can’t even throw that high!” You reasoned while he still dragged you towards the court. But you were stubborn.

And you had two reasons.

First is that you’ve never played basketball in your entire life.

Second of all, you can possibly and most likely would embarrass yourself in front of your year-long crush: Go Hyuntak.

You fear you’d transfer to another school if he ever sees you trip over your own feet or throw the ball accidentally at your teammate’s head.

No, nevermind. You would probably move to the other side of the world. Yeah, that’s better. Were you overreacting? Yes, you were.

While you and Baku bickered back and forth, Gotak’s voice caught your attention, locking eyes with him.

“Just for one game?” Gotak asked softly, his eyes hopeful.

You stopped moving and contemplated, biting the inner part of your cheek.

Ugh, curse those damn eyes.

“Okay, fine. But don’t expect me to be good, alright?” You sighed as Baku yelled out a victory cry, screaming, “Good job, Gotak!”

You rolled your eyes at the loud basketball captain, unable to notice the beaming smile Gotak had on while he looked at you.

Soon, your silly basketball game started—it was you and Baku against Gotak and Juntae.

For the most part, it was just Gotak and Baku showing off their skills to one another while Juntae kept getting points, you on the other hand, just kept following the ball and passing it to your teammate (you seriously avoided to hold it longer).

Then, Baku called for you, giving you the chance to shoot when he bounced the ball towards you. You laughed, deciding to give it a try, dribbling the ball to make it count.

Just as you were about to raise your arms, a tall figure stood in front of you, blocking your way. “Oi, Gotak! Let them shoot!” Baku told him.

Gotak grinned at you and placed his hands on his knees, leaning closer to you, “What are you going to do about it?” He teased. He knew you were going to complain about his height. It was adorable watching you pout. “No fair, Gotak!”

Suddenly, an idea popped in your mind.

And you were willing to try it.

“Baku, catch!” You quickly say, throwing it back to the said player behind you and immediately turning around to face a surprised Gotak.

You smirked and placed your hands on his eyes, blocking his line of sight as he tried to look over you. You giggled as you did so, watching the ball smoothly fall into the ring.

“Woo! Well played, (Name)!” Baku celebrated then pointed at you, “Keep doing that. It’s working.” He winks at you while you snorted.

You realized that your hands were still on Gotak’s face when you felt the light touches of his fingertips on your hands.

You gasp quietly and retracted your hands almost a bit too fast, feeling the heat come up to your face when you looked at him, “That’s cheating.” He stated in an amused tone, standing up properly.

The first thing you did was stick your tongue out, “No, I’m not!” You defended, “It’s the only way we’re gonna win.”

Gotak couldn’t resist putting a hand on your head, ruffling your hair slightly, “I’m not going to lose to you.” He said with a lighthearted smile.

You two stared for a moment, but got cut off when Juntae commented, “Hey, my teammate is distracted!” The boy in glasses cackled when you and Gotak looked away with red cheeks.

So the game continued—with you and Baku gaining a 4-point lead because you were determined to preoccupy Gotak by continuously keeping his eyes covered.

He just let you, moving closer and closer to you so you can reach his face.

When you had the ball in your hands, ready to shoot, Gotak appeared in front of you again with a daring smile. Instead of backing down, you grinned at him and jumped lightly to throw it over his head.

You couldn’t even tell if the ball went in because you had thrown yourself off balance—you held Gotak’s shoulders tightly as his hands moved to your waist to keep you from falling.

If you knew you sucked even at jumping, then you could’ve started exercising a bit more, you thought deeply.

However you realize how close you and Gotak were, he asked if you were okay as you removed yourself from his arms. Bummer.

“Yeah, yep, no worries.” You responded calmly, but deep down, no, you weren’t calm.

You were actually squealing and kicking your feet.

The sound of your name made you look at Baku, who was running over to you to give you a high-five. “We won, (Name). We won!” The two of you jumped around like kids that won free candy.

“And because of that, Gotakie will buy us drinks!” Baku declared confidently.

Gotak smacked him at the back of his head. “You idiot, I didn’t say anything.” He intervened.

You watched them, happy and contented. You thought you’d never get to experience playing a sport. But with them? You know you had thought wrong. You enjoyed it.

Gotak noticed and nudged you, tilting his head. He looked handsome doing it, it was your favorite habit that he would do.

“What’s wrong?” Gotak asked, moving beside you. You shook your head and looked up at him.

“Nothing, just happy.” You smiled at him warmly, “Thank you for telling me to join you guys.”

He felt butterflies in his stomach, ears going red. He never saw you smile like that. It was something he immediately kept in mind—he wanted to see that more often.

In a flustered state, he meekly responded, “It’s nothing—anything for you.” He rambled out, scratching the back of his neck.

“Lovebirds, are we getting those drinks or nah?” Baku shouted, you two jumped and saw them already at the stairs. Sieun tried to hide a small smile while Juntae kept giggling at the both of you.

“Shut up, you monkey!” Gotak yelled back, clearing his throat as he gestured you to walk first, following you when you did.

When Baku saw you already close, he wrapped an arm around you, a serious look on his face. You were about to question it but he beat you to talking, whispering in your ear. “Juntae took pictures of you and your boyfriend. Don’t worry, I told him to send it to you right away.”

He grinned while you smacked him, “You little—he’s not my—“

“You’ll thank me one day~” Baku said in a singsong voice, letting you go before you smack him again.

You swore you almost did message Baku when Juntae sent you six pictures of you and Gotak that night.

You secretly put your favorite one on a private folder.

The next day, you choked on your drink the moment you saw that same picture on Gotak’s lock screen.

Oh dear.

[yyawnjun]

hii lovelies

these past few months have been crazy months but I was rlly missing my writing era

I've actually felt like my whole personality was drained out of me bc of uni and family issues. but I want to slowly come back to myself, to the things that I know I enjoy so to the writing world.

I will do my best, I promise !!

how has everybody been?? please, I also need any kind of update ( I'm already thanking my fav girl lia bc she told me about some recent comebacks)

[yyawnjun]

guyss who wants to see my bingo card for idol's hairstyle nd color for this yearrr,,

[yyawnjun]

i NEED all of those to happen

[yyawnjun]

guyss who wants to see my bingo card for idol's hairstyle nd color for this yearrr,,

[yyawnjun]

SOUP AND TEARS

a.n.: hii hello guys im slowly coming back!! and the crowd ???; always a bit stressed and busy, soo here's for y'all smting comforting (who am i kidding, all of this is pure sweet) ; fluff !! ; now let's all say THANK YOU TOO MY GIRL @sobun1est for proofreading all of this, ilysm <3; @k-labels @kflixnet @en-diaries ; 1.2k wc

your head was feeling heavier and your eyes were slowly closing. it was now after 9 pm, and you were at your house, with your computer open and many sheets all around your desk; it was exams season and you were stressing.

everything around you could have felt your anxiety, your leg was shaking to keep you awake and you kept writing and writing at your computer.

it was one of the biggest exams and you still had one week to prepare for it. but on that evening the more you tried to focus, the more you lost it.

“Yn! it’s ready, come to eat something.” the most comforting voice brought you back to life

“pretty please?” you heard your boyfriend’s voice, as a head peeked out from your bedroom door.

“five more minutes,” you said, almost whispering.

“pretty please, you worked enough for today”

“i can go on for another five minutes,” you replied, turning to him. and in that moment you realized that maybe you couldn’t.

you felt your head hurting a lot, and spinning intermittently, your eyes were burning from the dim light from the lamp and your words were stuck in your throat.

so you just nodded and tried to get up

“i recognize that look, you worked too much today” 

“finals..” you murmured.

he quickly moved to open the door for you

as soon as you stepped out of your room a pleasant smell hit you; you didn't recognize it right away, you just felt warmed by it as if your whole body felt like it was wrapped in a nice hot blanket.

“Please take this, okay?” heeseung said while taking off his sweatshirt and passing it to you.

you weren’t cold?

oh no wait, you were shivering. but at the same time, you were too exhausted to notice it.

“thank you” you replied while putting it on.

without even noticing you were now holding his hand, and for the whole passage to the kitchen gripped to it as if it was only thank to that you were able to stand up.

you were still trying to not move too fast nor to take your eyes too open otherwise you felt you could have fallen at any moment.

“i fear i have reached my limit for today” 

“you did a lot, maybe too much”

“but exams…”

and without adding anything heeseung just squeezed your hand a little and turned towards you.

his gaze softened, his smile appeared and his hands slowly cupped your face. first, he moved it closer to his, your eyes were still half closed and your noses were now rubbing against each other's.

it was not just that house that smelled of something so familiar and comforting, it was him.

heeseung then moved his lips against your forehead, and gently kissed it. your eyes were still closed as if you were trying your best to feel him closer to you.

now your head was leaning on his chest, your face fitting right perfectly in the crock of his neck. your arms were around him, and his head leaning gently on your head.

what if human bodies were just meant to hold each other?

and now you were thinking about nothing, but your eyes felt watery.

“you can cry now baby” and as you were waiting for permission to do it.

you cried, you cried a lot.

from that moment you just remembered blacking out and slowly falling on the floor. and heeseung with you, always holding you. holding you like something inestimable, letting your bodies melt together.

you felt inebriated by his sweet comfort, so lost in it, feeling like a sailor lost in the fog, blindly following the voice of a mermaid.

“darling hi, beautiful now look at me” 

you followed that voice and slowly opened your eyes.

you were now seeing everything so foggy, and you felt his hands moving to your face and his fingers caressing your temples.

he moved them to dry your tears, and all of a sudden your eyesight came back.

“darling, can I see your beautiful eyes, mh?”

but you weren't moving, you were just there sitting on the floor and lying on his chest.

he kept caressing you while whispering sweet words.

“Let me carry you on the sofa, and I will bring you some of the soup I've cooked for you. what do you think beautiful?”

all of these compliments and sweet words were helping to warm your heart and clevering your vision.

“thank you”

as soon as he heard your voice, his eyes lighted up and he quickly wrapped you close to him and moved you on the sofa.

while passing next to the kitchen you peeked in quickly And noticed how he decorated the whole room.

a candle not lighted up yet was surrounded by two red plates and matched glasses. Many snacks that you loved were. everything was so still, that few seconds you had to notice it was now Imprinted forever in your mind.

“here's a blanket for you, I will be right back darling, okay?” he asked in the sweetest tone possible.

suddenly you felt his presence moving away, the warmth of his body becoming lighter.

“baby, it's your favorite soup and I've cooked it all by myself” he said so proudly as a smile appeared on your face.

“ you're smiling “ he whispered, while leaning closer to you and moving a scoop full of soup To you. 

“Oh, it's delicious. thank you hee” you were able to say before feeling your tears forming again.

“You can eat it all” he said while slowly feeding you.

You were now gaining your natural color, your cheeks were pinkish and your eyes lighted up.

As you kept eating, your tears kept falling.

Your soup tastes a little bit like them now, no  matter how many times your boyfriend was drying them.

“I'm sorry” you were trying to keep repeating between the taste of tears and soup; while he just scoffed his head.

before you could even realize you had finished it, and now you were just staring at each other. 

“Don't ever be sorry for this: okay? instead, let me just help you. allow me to hold you for a bit more mh?”

“it will get better” he kept repeating while caressing your shoulder, 

“say it with me because you need to believe it, my Love”

And now your sorrows were more similar to comforting words.

“look, there's the moon watching over you tonight,” he said, after calming you a bit and pointing outside the window.

“ beautiful “

“Yeah, the moon is beautiful “

“Heeseung you are beautiful “ you said while looking at him. His eyes moved towards you again and his ears became reddish.

He smiled at you and suddenly your head was spinning again, but this time it was slower, more calming, and almost comforting.

“it will get better” was the last thing you heard before finally letting yourself fall asleep in his arms.

Oh, humans were really made to hold each other like this, he whispered before closing his eyes and falling asleep next to you.