I have been wondering a lot lately. I have seen my relatives falling in and out of love. It just seems not to happen to me, I have been going out with a few boys but it just doesn’t seem to happen an di am wondering if it is me the problem. Last week a guy I meet in the place where i live (literally in the same house) told me he felt attracted to me... the only problem is that he came to Mexico for two months only ... he is currently living in Amsterdam.
Why do I always seem to have the worst of lucks for those kind of relationships?
Sometimes it feels like I am the only one that can’t be with someone just like that, then I look around and see a lot of people around me in the same stage. Some of them are my teachers/friends who have been married or that already have children.
In the past month i had been having out with a guy, he texted me every day and night and suddenly he stopped. Today I found out he is in a relationship since monday, not going to lie, I am a bit confused and feel a bit strange thinking about that he was most likely going out with the both us at the same time but to be honest I didn’t felt any sad or something similar. It makes me think I am the one who couldn’t grow fond of him.
Anyways, I don’t think being single is bad anymore, I am starting to embrace it.
