There was a period in her life when Adra was sure that she’d never experience love again – or perhaps she would never experience it since the previous times just brought her pain and heartache. The hollowness she had felt over the past few years only grew into a pitless void over the few months when she came back to LA. All of that though… has slowly faded away when Zander entered her life. She wouldn’t have imagined it will turn out this way – to have feelings for someone gradually, unsure of her own footing and wading through the familiar pool yet with uncertainties weighing her down again. Slowly, every one of those uncertainties shed themselves away. Tonight… all of them seemed to have disappeared into thin air.
She could get lost in these sensations. His touch, his breath on her skin, the wet trail he was leaving on her neck… they were all leaving her breathless and giddy. Her heartbeat raised as he trailed further towards her sweet spot. When Zander murmured her name, Adra let out a sigh, only pulling him closer. For a split second, she was shy when he pulled her shirt off. Her torso was now bare, save for her bra. The bullet scars were now exposed and momentarily she was afraid. He brushed past it, to her relief. It shouldn’t bother both of them at this point but still, there will always be a tiny part of her always ashamed of those scars marring her porcelain skin.
An involuntary groan escaped her when his lips latched onto her jawline. Her nipples grew hard upon skin contact. Her arms were already around his, feeling the warmth of his skin as his lips took hers. Her fingers roamed on his heavenly body, taking in every crevices of his form as her lips pressed urgently against his. Her hands wandered south, unbuttoning his pants as she shoved the fabrics down. The urgent need to taste him, feel him grow hard within and upon her touch was immense. Adra pushed him away reluctantly, licking her lips with her lids hooded low. “I want to taste you,” she whispered against his lips, licking them with the tip of her tongue. She knelt before trailing it down to his torso all the way down to his naval. Adra looked up, meeting his dark hues as she wrapped her fingers around his manhood. Stroking it, she gently licked the tip before swirling her tongue around it. Then, with one hand squeezing one of his butt cheeks, she took him into her mouth. Her tongue massaged underneath the sensitive skin as her head bobbed up and down slowly.
There would be a day when he traced the scars on Adra’s form, kissed them with tenderness and she’d feel safe when he did so. Zander understood that the time wasn’t now though, now she needed him to make her feel like they were invisible, like he could see through and past them, and he could. She was radiant, every inch of her, and of course he felt a physical reaction to her bare skin, but there was more. What Adra made him feel was soul deep, the pull she had on him rested between her heart and his own.  He had scars too, of course, not the physical kind, but the type that was just as scary to lay bare. One day he would let her kiss his scars too, it would be a journey that they took together, feet steady on the foundation of the trust they were building in each other right now this very moment. He felt that tiny bit of hesitation, and the moment she pushed past it and gave herself fully to their chemistry, it made Zander feel big and small all at once, in the very best of ways.
He drank her groan like it was white wine, almost letting out a whimper of his own when he felt how her nipples hardened beneath his touch. There was something that happened with Adra that had never happened with any other woman he’d been intimate with. It was like they were so connected that her pleasure was directly linked to his own. When she responded there was a shuddering domino affect within Zander’s own body. His own breath come out unsteady when he realized her hands were traveling south, though he kept his hands on her breasts, his lips on her own and her neck and her jawline, until that moment she pushed him away. Her eyes were wild and hooded, and Zander was fairly certain he was just as much a mess of lust. “Y-yes ma’am.” He stumbled over his words when the brunette stated her intentions to taste, and god help him his eyes were rolling back in his head before she’d even reached his navel.
With her mouth on him, it was Zander’s turn to groan. Hands threaded through her hair, and the need to see her outweighed the desire to close his eyes in ecstasy. The way she looked at him right as she licked the tip of his cock almost made the man come undone right there, because nobody had ever looked at him with such intensity before. As she began to bob he was putty in her hands, harsh breaths and shudders and throaty murmurs of her name. It was fantastic, it was sexy as hell, it felt so damn good, but it wasn’t enough. Zander didn’t want a solo, he wanted a duet, for their cries of pleasure to blend into a symphony. With reluctance of his own, after a few minutes he urged her to release him from the pleasant prison of her lips, pulling her back up to her feet . . . and then off of them. Swept up into his arms and then onto the kitchen counter, they were soon bare skin to bare skin, his hands trying to roam everywhere at once. Pushing between her legs, Zander moaned out against her lips as he pressed against her desperately, moving to push his erection between her damp folds, shifting so that his movements worked him against her clit.