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FAIRY RINGS: do not step in them.

s. 35 Zapostrophe Jag är en ljusstake Med snea ljus På ett Middagsbord s. 36 Clara Larsson En samlingsplats Din plats Min plats En insiktsplats En utsiktsplats En hemlis plats En självklar plats

kamala-laxman

“silence is the language of god, all else is poor translation.” ― Rumi”

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m-l-rio

“Why did I write it down? In order to remember, of course, but exactly what was it I wanted to remember? How much of it actually happened? Did any of it? Why do I keep a notebook at all? It is easy to deceive oneself on all those scores. The impulse to write things down is a peculiarly compulsive one, inexplicable to those who do not share it, useful only accidentally, only secondarily, in the way that any compulsion tries to justify itself… Keepers of private notebooks are a different breed altogether, lonely and resistant rearrangers of things, anxious malcontents, children afflicted apparently at birth with some presentiment of loss.”

— Joan Didion, “On Keeping a Notebook,” Slouching Towards Bethlehem

fragmentarie

“All I ever did to that apartment was hang fifty yards of yellow theatrical silk across the bedroom windows, because I had some idea that the gold light would make me feel better, but I did not bother to weight the curtains correctly and all that summer the long panels of transparent golden silk would blow out the windows and get tangled and drenched in the afternoon thunderstorms. That was the year, my twenty-eighth, when I was discovering that not all of the promises would be kept, that some things are in fact irrevocable and that it had counted after all, every evasion and every procrastination, every mistake, every word, all of it.”

— Joan Didion, “Goodbye to All That,” Slouching Towards Bethlehem

ellacalm

“I have already lost touch with a couple of people I used to be”

Joan Didion

zapostrophe

I was delirious

And just for a moment I had reached the point of ecstasy that I always wanted to reach and which was the complete step across chronological time into timeless shadows, and wonderment in the bleakness of the mortal realm, and the sensation of death kicking at my heels to move on, with a phantom dogging its own heels, and myself hurrying to a plank where all the Angels dove off and flew into infinity.

- Jack Kerouac, On the Road