the girlfriend
Athens:
Time was passing too quickly. Weeks had slipped away and Clary was feeling every single one of them whenever she thought about Kiev. Weeks where he must be wondering if he’d been left there, wherever he was, and if anyone was ever going to come and get him. It didn’t change the fact that in order to get him back, they had to stay focused on the heist. The first day at the new location was evenly divided between supporting Rome wherever possible with Riga, and figuring out what sort of people they would now be working with. As it turned out, the concerns she and Zagreb had expressed to one another about Riga and men didn’t look to be a problem just yet, since she and Jakarta got along very well so far. Instead, the primary concern was transferred to Rome, who obviously hadn’t been sleeping well on the boat and looked like she was struggling. They needed her to hold it together, and that meant keeping her occupied and lending a shoulder where needed.
When Clary had gone back to the room that she shared with Zagreb at their new location, it became evident she’d beaten him back. Knowing he was still most likely at the target range with Cairo and Bern where he’d been earlier, she sat on the edge of the bed, proceeding braid her hair back from her face. That was where he found her when he arrived back, just done with braiding, towel hung outside to dry out. It was all too easy to kiss him back and wrap him close, curl into his arms in return. “Me too,” she admitted, looked at him and ran fingers gently through his still-damp hair, a soothing thing. “But the thing we both need to remember is that she made the choice on her own to stop Lorenzo from shooting Kiev before. She’s done some surprising things under insane pressure inside the Mint, so we shouldn’t underestimate her. You chose her for a reason and I don’t think you made a bad judgement call.”
Despite that, Clary exhaled a little, because having your own life at risk was very different to knowing that someone Rome loved was being tortured illegally. “But she doesn’t seem to be sleeping enough, and she’s picking at her food unless Riga and I eat with her. Then she forgets and eats properly. I don’t think she or Kiev were made for this kind of life. Not when they have their son to think about as well.” In a way, it was doubly unfair that it was Kiev that had been caught, because the money they had was enough to give them the out they’d needed. He never had to commit another crime. They could have lived in peace for the rest of their days. That was what made Clary angry about it. “I think the best we can do for Rome is support her as much as possible and make sure she isn’t alone.” Then, more quietly, “I think when she’s alone and has nothing to distract her, Kiev is all she can think about. You know?” That was the risk of loving someone who had actively chosen to be part of a heist. They would know, after all, wouldn’t they? “You sound like you’re finding it hard seeing her go through it.”
The entire situation made Jace want to kiss Athens, and kiss her again, and never stop kissing her. But that was part of the problem: Rome didn’t get to do that because she didn’t have her Athens by her side, and by agreeing to the heist they were risking what they had as well. A selfish part of Jace wished that they’d never agreed to do it, because what he had wasn’t something he wanted to risk. He had what he thought he could and would never have and he was giving others the chance to take it from him. The deal was one heist and nothing more. But Kiev had agreed to that deal as well and was now being tortured. Nothing about this situation was okay, and it meant he had to put his own feelings aside. He didn’t think he was underestimating Rome. He thought that he was drawing conclusions from what he was seeing. The Professor, whilst a brilliant mind, wasn’t good with people and didn’t recognize what Rome needed in order to help them pull off the brilliant plan at all. “We’re not doing enough,” he said. “We have each other. Riga has Beirut. The Professor has Meliorn - or Cairo, whatever. And the new ones all stick together. She’s alone in her room right now, I bet overthinking and feeling absolutely terrible.” He wanted to get up and pace. Frankly, he wanted to shoot some more things. He settled for letting go of Athens and sitting up, crossing his legs. “I can’t feel anything about this,” he pointed out with the kind of distance he felt like he didn’t have. “But I am, and it’s so annoying. I can’t be worried about you and about us every time I have to make a call, but I am.” It wasn’t like that last time. It was fun last time. Until it wasn’t, sure, but they had fun. Jace wasn’t having fun. “We need to throw a party,” he said after a short silence. “Right now, Rome feels like she’s not a part of anything. She know she’s not a criminal like any of us. She has no criminal record nor experience with it. We’re Kiev’s friends in her eyes. She needs to build memories with us.” And they needed to let loose and have some fun because if he, arguably one of the least emotional members of the group, was feeling like that the others were doing worse and they needed an outlet. They’d been stuck at the ship for weeks and went right into heist planning once they got to Parma with two classes to attend. “And I need hair dye,” he added. “I don’t have enough distance from this. Last time the dye helped.”











