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I'm just a simple nerd!

[zayzee0]

Made a separate blog for my writing!

I was today years old when I remembered this was a feature on here. Well I am still pretty new to Tumblr, so don't judge LOL. Anyways feel free to check out this blog, if you want! Hope you enjoy my poetry and whatever's to come on there @calinao-works

[zayzee0]

Boku no Kamisama by Hanyuu Maigo | Self-cover

[zayzee0]

Glow, by Keeno | Self-Cover

Rain drops pouring down Remind me of that day The pale blue sky above abstracting light

Far within the rain someone smiles afar So bright and innocent The vast sky sang Before I knew, seemed all long I grew up too fast The growing pains from before Have bled into my tears And lies we used to tell ourselves Were promises of love Those pains only grow As I remember

The fleetful red sky when you flew far away Glimmering as you lit the milky way I can no longer dream of anything Only you I miss you Despite all the clouds I look towards the stars Wishing you were here but I go on

If I could go back I would ask once again Please once more… smile so it lasts forever

[riceballart]

pomni, we are SO fucked.

[liquidstar]

it’s really frustrating how you have to wait like, 2 weeks before you can drink milk after you buy it. i know you gotta wait for the date on the bottle but like why cant the store just sell the milk thats ready?

[liquidstar]

[liquidstar]

It also indicates that I’m a guy now. It’s probably related to the milk somehow

[quinniester]

not iwbft but sprolden because i love them

[yuuzubread]

let's stay together, mizuki

[minteali]

let's stay together 🌸

[thatmizuenaguy]

i saw @the-overanalyst's post about how mafumom sees niigo and. well. since no one else drew it i had to lock in (not my best work as i'm in art block butbutbut it's the thought that matters right)

[zayzee0]

Airi Momoi 2026 Birthday Card, Pulled

Also totally not a flex but I pulled one of her birthday cards yesterday🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

Also maybe this is my sign to get back into More More Jump LMAO😭😭😭

[zayzee0]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PINK-HAIRED TSUNDERE ICON AIRI MOMOIIIIIIII!!!!🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉

AIRI’S BIRTHDAY LIVE WAS SO CUUUUUUUUTEEEEE!!! (Until my brother came into my room and kinda interrupted me watching it😭)

Also whoever was spamming Tsukasa’s name during it, why…just why? I mean I get it because his birthday message for Airi was high-key the best! But come on let Airi and her friends More More Jump their hearts out before Tsukasa does with them…okay I’m not funny but in other words happy birthday to Airi, one of the best girls from Project SEKAI who is an absolute pink haired Tsundere icon!!!

Tsukasa’s birthday message best describes how I feel haha

[call-me-chera]

I will see you at 25:00.

[gpanada]

I've been rewatching Nightcord main story again and just wanted to rant about it (Also rant about Kanade and Mizuki's friendship)

In the main story, Mafuyu pointed out that Kanade's own father "cursed" her with the tasked of saving people, and in a way I fully agree, his words affected Kanade even if it wasn't intentional and since Kanade and her father relied on each other after Kanade's mother died, it affected her when he collapsed, Kanade has no one else to rely on but herself, And the only thing her father left her was his diary and the words that keeps Kanade locked in her mindset of "saving someone"

Kanade is still a child who was trying to take care of her grieving father and tried to cheer him up but instead in went the wrong way, we know it wasn't her fault but his. but Kanade is a child who has no one else left and so of course she's gonna internalize his words as a tasked and the words he wrote in the diary as her fault for his suffering. Sure it was a misunderstanding but he refused to take a break despite knowing what might happened and as a result left Kanade all alone to fend for herself, to deal with the grief of not only losing her mother but believing to be the cause of her father's suffering. He neglected his health and therefore neglected his daughter (some might disagree with me on the last one tho)

She is suffering from trauma with no parent figure to rely on and we have seen her downplay her trauma and believes that the others has it worse and it was her fault for the pain she caused others so in her mind, she has no problems that needs solving and I feel like Kanade will likely get worse especially after the wl2 event

Which makes me believe that there will be another KanaMizu focus event. Mizuki probably knows Kanade the best out of all the niigo members (Here comes the rant i told you)

These two understands eachother. They know whats its like to keep secrets the only difference is Mizuki knows what she wants and why she hides her while Kanade doesn't. Mizuki hides her feelings to protect herself from feeling pain and also not to cause anyone trouble, Kanade hides hers because she doesn't think that her feelings are important enough to mention and also to not cause anyone trouble. Mizuki acknoldges she has a problem and therefore hides it, Kanade doesnt and thats why she hides it.

But Mizuki is healing, she's moving on from the events of her past since she knows and acknowledge that she has people she could trust and on, Kanade understands that she has people she could trust and yet continues to distance herself due to her still being highly affected by her trauma and her way of thinking that she doesn't deserve it

Which is why I believe that Mizuki can help Kanade more than anyone else, Also i forgot to mention, Mizuki probably understands to an extent about how loosing someone important to you feels, both of them have or in the case for Kanade, Had loving families and so Mizuki could probably imagine how it feels losing a love one and so probably knows how to comfort Kanade in the best way she knows

[zayzee0]

Such an interesting analysis

[zayzee0]

[!!PJSK RANT!!] SOMEONE HELP THESE GIRLS UGHHHHHH

I finished reading Mafu1 last night because I am getting back into Project SEKAI and...full-disclosure, I wasn't really that committed to Nightcord's event stories back when I was first into the game-SO I am MAKING UP for that NOW. But anyway just wanted to say that SOMEONE GET THIS GIRL A THERAPIST AND CPS ON HER WAY!!!! BECAUSE MY GOD MAFUMOM SUCKS BALLS AND MAFUYU DOESN'T DESERVE TO FEEL EMPTY FOR ANYTHING!!!! Yes, it did make me cry when Kanade was comforting her in like Episode 7, I believe? So if anything, Nightcord's storyline still makes my eyes water like hell LOL. But my god, I just want to give Mafuyu a 20 minute long hug after this reading this event...especially hearing what happens in Mafu6 !!SLIGHT SPOILERS HERE BTW!!) it's just sad knowing how her character arc progresses and then falls apart again because of that so umm I am prepared for EMOTIONAL DAMAGE!!! Or probably won't be ha...haha...ha... That said, shortly after I started Ena1...two episodes in I already cried, and watching 2 more episodes of Ena1 just now also made me cry because I am high-key a Ena Shinonome kinnie but instead I'm a writer who also struggles with confidence within my own work, much like Ena. Maybe it's worse that I relate to her more than Mafuyu but it's like why do these girls have to go through so much UGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

[xvee-x]

I forgot to post all of these 💥‼️

[zayzee0]

SO CUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!!!

[patchxwork]

history repeats itself and it's scary

[ohjuuko]

Where did the heart I sacrificed go?