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I'm no longer afraid of my demons, I have become friends with them

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I love you.............

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A CONVERSATION BETWEEN AN OPTIMISTIC BOY AND A PESSIMISTIC BOY

Boy: don't you just wish you could jump.

Girl: You mean jump down to my death, yeah of course I do, all the time.

Boy: No, I mean FLY.

Girl: why would I want to fly when it's safer in the ground.

Boy: Because you could see, reach, touch things you couldn't do otherwise.

Why stay on the ground when you could fly over it?.

Girl: Yeah well, what if once you do fly, you see things you would have never wanted to........ Bad things. Scary things.

Boy: I'd change em.

Girl: How??

Boy: I don't know.

Girl: How come you don't know.

Boy: Because I'm still on the ground and I haven't flown and I still don't know what out there. I know your scared if you jump you might fall but you could always flap your wings.

Girl: oh...

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Not bad,Just different

She's not normal.

On some days she'll want to be,

Because of you.

In some ways,

She'll want to change to become like 'them'.

But she can't.

She won't.

Because deep down she doesn't really want to.

Because deep down she is crazy and weird.

And scared....

Just like everyone else.

She is weak.....

Just like everyone else

But she will try...

Just like everybody else.

But maybe she just has another way of being.

Another way of thinking,that has helped her escape the world you try your hardest to drag her towards.

And maybe she is just being careful because she knows there's a part of her you wouldn't like........

And maybe she's just tired of feeling broken .......

Tired of feeling out of place.

Tired of being normal, when deep down she isn't.

And she doesn't want to be.

I know it,when you look at her you have things in your head that you want her to become.

But she'll never become them.

Because she doesn't want to.

She doesn't want to change.

She doesn't want to be normal.

She doesn't want to feel "in place".

Different things aren't always bad.

And maybe the way you see things in your world are different from the way she sees things in her world.

But she'll never apologize for who she is,

And all she has become.

I hope you accept her the way she is.....

I hope you understand.

But I know you wouldn't though.

Y'all never do.

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zazziee

A conversation between the two people in my head.

I know your tired, I am too.

I know you rather just sleep in and watch the world pass you by.

I know your just scared you'd something you can never undo.

I know you'd rather be left alone.

No problems, nothing to care about,

Just.................

You can't run away.

You can't turn your back on the world.

Get out of this depression.

I WOULD BUT I CANT, ITS NOT THAT EASY.

Why!?

I CAN'T EXPLAIN!

Okay lets start with why you can't you get out of bed.

UMM..... WHEN I WAKE UP, ITS ALL GOOD, THAT IS BEFORE THE THREE SECONDS WHEN I REALISE WHERE I AM AND WHO I AM AND WHAT IVE DONE AND WHAT I HAVEN'T............

okay, calm down, so you get out of bed because of the situations that have happened in your life?

YH, I GUESS I JUST DECIDED THAT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT.......... ANYTHING, SO WHY TRY.

okay.