barks of a mongrel

shout it out, you lowlife

[11o8x4]

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ᕱ⑅ᕱ ꒰ eleven/eve ꒱ ♡ ꒰ 21 ꒱ ♡ ꒰ she/he bi aroflux ꒱ ᕱ⑅ᕱ

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▪︎ my art tag is #eleven art !

▪︎ using my art with credit = OK!

[11o8x4]

just stab me why don't you?

[trainsandpaperplanes]

A type of freedom I'll only find in death.

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shimeji

[tmgmrk]

[trainsandpaperplanes]

At the end,

[11o8x4]

dtiys entry for @/nakimushi.png on instagram, i loved doing something lighthearted for a change ^_^

[11o8x4]

i need my period to come soon im overthinking things again

[11o8x4]

i decided to revitalize my instagram account.. if you could give me a follow that would help out a lot.. shoves link shyly to you.. here..

[11o8x4]

ive been clean from cutting for a while now.. and yet the addiction is still there

[adipocereangel]

Something I’ve been working on

[11o8x4]

wip of something i doodled when im supposed to be working on my thesis

[trainsandpaperplanes]

I could lose myself in my own skin.

[tmgmrk]

[11o8x4]

eve!! this is yam1ka1 just wanted to let you know that you are strong and can get through any trial. please keep being kind to yourself. living is a hard job but we have to keep doing it, lest we let those with all the power, privilege, and control in the world win. the end of your undergraduate career is in sight and you will make it, with your thesis to boot. if you ever need a chat, i am here. <3

oh darling i missed you so much.. i just spent minutes crying to this message.. thank you for the push forward T_T i will survive.. i will graduate and find myself again!!!! and wherever you are now, i wish you well ♡

[11o8x4]

I hope you can take a break from your thesis. I would love to see it finished some day, but don't hurry. Your life is bigger than one project.

thank you for the reminder, anon.. i really hope i can see it finished too, and i can then rest easy

[11o8x4]

i dont think i can do this anymore. im in the middle of doing my thesis and all i can think of is to end myself constantly, everyday