Hello To Life!

Cielo crepuscular 🌅

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2/07/2022 00:51 GMT +8

Hay my little lychee, i love you since the day that i knew i have you.. No matter what happens ibu is always in to you. I am sorry sometimes in this belly you feel sad you feel hot you feel like world is so damn scary, it's not mean to be.. all is my feeling that you must know too..

I am happy to have you although sometimes it's killing me when i know we are not with your dad. Sometimes i feel is hard in the beginning cause you know someday if pregnant is not easy i hope while you boy/girl you will always give appreciation respectful with a mother.

I hope you are happy when you come to the real world. I am sorry if sometimes i pretend that I don't have this lovely lychee. I hope you're life is full fill with happiness. You're my another spirit, my baby. We will always give you the best. Ibu ayah love you so much little angel 💕💕

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When there is a wall between us two. The power of love just being a "power"

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WINGS

dear my wings, you're greater than you know. fast than you know. stronh than you know. keep going to be the guard of this self.. let's fly again soon. let's fly again looking what you want to..

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This person, this self, this me, finally, was made somewhere else. Everything had come from somewhere else, and it would all go somewhere else. I was nothing but a pathway for the person known as me.

— Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

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Quarter Life Crisis

For me everything happened started from my 20th. My quater life crisis. I wanna tell you about my life crisis. Love, sadness, happiness, madness, loneliness, and every feeling in between becomes one.. Hello my quarter life crisis :) start with smile for everyone..

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Still on the same heart. I stuck with you ya in this morning..

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Kepada hati yang sedang berjuang, matahari akan selalu terbit diantara kuatnya ombak yang tak pernah usai.

Bali, 22 Agustus 2020.

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dan kau hadir merubah segalanya menjadi lebih indah

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Travel around the world and you will know how beautiful out there

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(NO!) LDR,

I had a boyfriend when i was in senior high school. After i broke up with my cowork-mate in a magazine extraculicular. If you have read my previous blog, this is the same boy. And maybe some writes ahead is about him, hmm no! it's all about me cause of him. yeah! My relationship between him and I are not like other normal couple at that year. Some high-school couple do purpose for being in special relationship and the girl say yes, but not about us. We met for the first time when he has graduted from the HS. And he was still looking for college at the time. I never relized that he was my senior and i never met him before. We talk like every time directly or by chat of course. we never missed the chat and call for late night. I don't really remember when the time we decide to make this relationship being seriuous. It goes by the flaws. And the day comes. When he told me that he must go to outer city to do his college. I thought it was over between me and him. but he told me he persue me that this relationship will work in. So we fight for this relationship in long time. when he graduated, sadly he must work outside the island. The northest island of Indonesia. Repeatly he persue me about we can work over the distance. yes we do long distance relationship again. But, with no wind this relationship is end.

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Wake up and see the light. Even the dark one there s always be the light.

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The Window Has Opened (?)

I remember, the day when i cried to my mom about being in love with someone. when i was almost 17 years old. It was early morning when my mom was cooking like every morning she has done. I woke up and took a bath prepare with my best clothes that i ever want to wore. Checking my phone every single minute to make sure the boy over there didn't forget the promises that we were made to go to someplace to make a new story together. I got permission from my dad easily. the i go to my mom to get her permission. She never asked me before with whom i go when i ask her permission. But this day is different, suddenly she asked me. I can't lie to her because something happened before (another story). Then i told her a go with a boy that i have met at school and he is my senior. Funfact, i nevet get a permission for being in relationship with a boy before my age is enough for them a.k.a i have graduated college. But me is me i have boyfriend in my junior high school though. Back to the topic. I can't tell a lie to my mom and i can't explain who he was and what this boy do because i dont know that time. Suddenly my tears drop from my eyes and my mom laughed at me. I laughed that time but with my tears. i told her that I am getting mature and with no lie i told her that i got my interest thing to like to love a boy at my age. I can't give a lie about being in love. and i told him that this boy is a good boy. and finally my window has opened. and i am ready to make my steps ahead. my "teenager" things is begin.