Zend

He/Him, zend@ao3, Chinese (native) or English mainly platonic sans simping, may also post practices 何地才是樂土 用競爭做指數

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One purpose of blood is to pay the price for faith.

血液的作用之一，是为信仰付出代价。

就，想看战损了，继续光污染

A replay under the cut

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When the storm approaches...

答辩完之后荒淫无度了一周多刷b站和ytb

反思

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摸

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reflection

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这种角度没咋练过所以画的挺折磨的……暗部直接全糊掉偷懒了（

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outdated trend(

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This was the first fanart I made since my internship began, and i resigned the day before yesterday (it was earlier than i planned and abruptly because my school always f**king messing with deadlines) and i'm still burnt out now from the commute back home. So this marks an end to this period of my life.

rambles under the cut

To be honest I was no way productive(intentionally) to arrange more time for myself so i practiced drawing a lot(

Like I only get half as much as the minimal base salary of the fulltime employees, and this was the case after a 50% raise in the middle, so i am legit to do it XD

I think there's been visible improvements over this half year timespan. I mainly practiced line and forming skills on the webstie line of action, and for the first time, understood color and render from a teacher online, though sadly he didn't got enough students recently for a scenery painting class(

I used to write fanworks instead of drawing, but as i grow older i found out that my thoughts are more fragmented and it's harder for me to, write something long, and thus i'd like to, fake a pseudo-life moment to convey, the feelig in a moment of one's life, instead of telling a story, which led me to drawing

I have a very complex feeling about this period, both good for improving my art skills(most proud one), first real job, making money and learning new things (for job and also for myself), and bad for the infamous life quality of the city (or is it a universal metropolitan issue? I dunno), pressure and, alienation, or simply captialism, i dunno.

but i'll be nostalgic about it

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放假打了好几天电动没手感了……

好吧我还现在还在打（

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a tiny bit of 摸

最近才想明白丰富块面是怎么个事……学理论和手上活真是两回事

以及杉穿的外套好像大家都默契认为是一薄层的那种，我也不知道叫什么（是我穿衣不讲究了…）。可能是因为卡通的衣服基本全是画成一层的，然后偏写实的也都这么处理了。但是逛电商偷参考图发现外套也分好多种而且都有不同结构（，这张图上色的两张画的Windbreaker

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I improved the workflow to make occlusions more visible

Under the cut is one without post-processing, it's more, uh, yellow

手脚其实有点崩这就是逃课的下场

以及发完发现投影忘记调了……算了差不多懒得调了

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An experimental piece, this style is closer to traditional chinese painting

And since english is not usually formatted vertically it should look ugly with english text... under the cut is one with the original english poem.

以及中文纵排应该从右往左…但是我这么写字脑子和手打架…

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摸

杉拿v1的枪玩纯粹是因为我没玩过别的fps

换了支粗点的线条笔感觉舒服点

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Golden hour

画的五点透视，就是想画那种躺在地上看的感觉，故意自然为主的少耗点葡萄糖

练习画的都是中远景的人物，近景的就，显得太概括了细节不够

好像应该留线稿加点细节但是我线稿图层合到颜色里涂了（

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窗外的人们匆匆忙忙

Outside, people hurry past,

把眼光丢在潮湿的路上

Casting their gazes onto the dampened streets.

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practices, so some look bad(

摸鱼的英文是什么想不出来

第一次在这个账号发上认真（一点）画的除了杉以外的，呃，人(?)(和机器人)

不过我概括型性格画超过一两个小时就开始暴躁，所以也没多认真（

脸盲人画人脸难受😭

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这张瞎画的，摸了个动态感觉挺舒服于是上了点色，没什么表达（

可以叫光污染与塑料污染嗯（

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just wanted to see sans in fur lined jacket(

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Rainy Midnight

references were used

The terminator of this scene is interesting since, on the one hand, it is hard because the main character stands close to the source of the light; on the other hand, it is broken and soft due to the flow of water.

按最近（大概）弄明白的街景速涂的方法画的看看效果（

想在画画时变成一张勤勤恳恳的显卡做光线追踪（