zenfi

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[zenfiii]

Intro (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

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Hi!! I'm Zenfi, Spanish, pronouns are she/her.

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I like to draw about the fandoms I'm in and sometimes about my oc's :º, also I write from time to time and ramble whenever I feel like

I really really like to do au's, whether it's drawings or writing jeje

This is my personal blog, I do post about my art most of the time but keep in mind I also post about things that are considered personal, so feel free to ignore!!

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Current fandoms I'm in: svsss, tdlosk, alnst, mysmes

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https://zenfiii.straw.page

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Art requests: open! (only chibis tho)

Commissions: closed!

Ask box is always open!

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My tags!

For art: #zenfiii art

For personal thoughts and rambles: #zenfiii speaks

For my oc's: #zenfiii ocs

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And that's all!! Thanks for reading! Hope you have a good day!!

[veruveritas]

Phainon of Aedes Elysiae, what is your dream?

(print)

[cheriafreya]

— Carry everything of this world and live on. Don't disappoint those most precious to you. — I swear to you... I'll lead everyone to our reunion in the new world.

[passerbin]

godhood

[walnuthasrisen]

“Phainon of Aedes Elysiae, what is your dream?”

[cw9sq]

[sestrai-art]

"Are you tired, Professor?"

[reereezee]

There’s something so fascinating about the way Phainon turns his head away from Anaxa’s death. He doesn’t flinch, he deliberately looks away, like even knowing it was Anaxa’s choice doesn’t make it any easier to witness. It’s such a small, human moment, but it speaks volumes. He can’t bear to watch someone he cares about slip away, even on their own terms.

And then there’s Khaslana. The Flame Reaver. The one who’s spent countless cycles stealing coreflames, who did it so many times he's lost hesitation. You’d think by now it would be second nature. But when it’s Anaxa, he looks down too. He doesn’t meet his eyes. He doesn’t watch the life leave. He just stabs and keeps his gaze low, like it’s the one thing he won’t let himself see.

It was so subtle that you only notice when you look closely. He only looks back at Anaxa in surprise after he realizes what Anaxa was trying to do.

It’s such a beautiful symmetry, Phainon and Khaslana, different but at the very core is the same person. Both unable to watch Anaxa’s final moment, because they care so much about him. No words are exchanged, but the way they both look away says more than any confession ever could.

[mequetrefe-koi]

Doodles!!!!! I installed HSR back again and fell in love with phainon and his history because damnnn hoyoverse really tortured him. I also love anaxa so much 💔💔 is such a shame i realize how much i liked him later when he no longer appears much. Also, I liked their ship, I found them cute. 🤓

[kepsik]

[evercelle]

How do you draw eyes that looks and harmonizes well with the face? Whenever I try to draw the face the eyes always look odd or bug eyed and not in a good way. Kinda like an uncanny valley effect? But the drawings you make have the faces look really pleasing to look at. I can’t tell if it’s the proportions or spacing is the issue that I am struggling to grasp

........this is a topic i feel unqualified to present on lol but i'll try...!!

first, taco1704's anatomy notes: eye spacing, spacing in profile, eye shape in angles (highly recommend browsing their media tab and/or getting their books, tons of really helpful anatomy diagrams!!)

personal notes:

even subtle changes to the dimensions of the eyes can really change how the face looks. you can still draw big eyes if that's the style you like, just try experimenting with the proportion relative to the sides of the face, nose, and mouth. and keep in mind the planes of the face to avoid the "2d stickers on a 3d shape" feel. good luck!!

[ice-breadd]

Confession ❤️‼️

[akasika]

This joke will always be funny for me

[khoailag]

this is doing numbers on twitter so i migt as well post it here too 🫡. you know im desparte when i dragged my ass off the bed to draw some fanart I miss them chat. ( also it's the result of reading 3-4 pirate au fics , i think i have issues)

[apollymitpolly]

My dear Gongyi Xiao, you‘re a little forget-me-not flower ❤️‍🩹

[zenfiii]

feliz dia de la maid atrasado ajskjdakjkla amo a anaxa lol

[zenfiii]

Rant/personal post ignorar si no os importa jeje

Odio mi vida. Otra vez lo mismo. Me odio yo odio lo que hago odio lo que no hago odio a los demás. Siento que no sirvo para nada. Siento que todo lo que hago de alguna forma está mal, que estoy mal yo y que todo lo que siento esta mal. Me dicen que crezca pero sigo teniendo ataques de ansiedad y lloro por todo. Hago mal mi trabajo. Hago mal mis hobbies. Hago mal todo. No soy una persona que considere sea mejor con otras al rededor suya. Mi hermana me ha dicho que quiere vivir su vida y no quiere estar encima mia. Lo entiendo, pero yo no le pedí que hiciera nada. Odio todo. Me quiero ir de casa. Me quiero morir. Me quiero sentir bien. Pero no puedo. No tengo una razon especial para vivir. Ni una persona ni un sueño. Bueno quiero irme a china. Pero no lo veo probable. Siempre estoy muy cansada y estudiar se me da mal. No quiero seguir trabajando de camarera pero no serviría de nada mas. Por eso siempre he sido inutil. Quiero morir, de verdad. No quiero arrastrar a nadie conmigo pero quiero ewtar sola. Sola y abandonda. Que cringe da esto.