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WARNING: This is a dark past muse. If you are unable to handle interacting with someone who has a past with abuse, drug use, a miscarriage, some criminal behavior, and depressive thoughts/demeanor (at times) don’t follow. If you do want to interact tell me a tag to blacklist and I will! STATUS: Tryin’ to be semi-active here. Replies are always spoardic at best. I do take time requests! If you’d like to bust out a certain interaction just ask for a day to be dedicated to you and I’ll focus my energy best I can okay? Plots and random starters welcome! CURRENTLY: Taking a break from the music thing and focusin’ pretty much on paintin’ again. Also, travelin’ in search of cures for lingerin’ demons. Mostly between Japan and Korea. If in Korea probably workin’ some odd job and not just socializin’. ✗ ✗ ✗ ✗ x

[zensiko]

BREAKING NEWS!

Ichikawa Kumiko, commonly known by the moniker “Siren” if you’re into indie and underground rap scene and are one of her “dolls&gents”, and/or “Zen”- an artist who churned out marvelous yet tortured paintings- was found near death in an alleyway behind what is assumed to be a place of work, or where she was residing. Not much is known at this point, but it’s rumored it was an overdose. Her condition is unknown save the fact that she is comatose and not expected to awaken. 

[jngmi-deactivated20160101]

BAE JUNGMI      ( N. ) A 19-YEAR-OLD GIRL THAT DRINKS VODKA FROM A SIPPY CUP.       ( N. ) AN INDIVIDUAL THAT ADORES ANIMALS AND PLUSHIES.       ( N. ) A GIRL THAT IS DYING TO BECOME YOUR FRIEND.

[wnq-writers]

the possibility of falling in love. the single most terrifying thought. falling into the depths of a constant state of sadness and happiness. sadness of wonder, of endless possibilities and outcomes. happiness of simply love and discoveries. my bones ache when realizing this is only temporary. you leaving me is only inevitable. and what comes after that? the complete and excruciating feeling of numbness. the empty smiles mean nothing compared to my sparkling eyes when you told me “you loved me”. but how could I be so naive. you leaving and tearing a piece away from me, just for you. that was my best piece. and I have nothing more to offer except this empty pain of nothing.

Morgan Ward (via wnq-writers)

[zensiko]

I feel like I’m suffocatin’ and there’s no relief in sight. I hate winter and just want it to be spring already.

I’m sorry I failed you. Broke all the promises I made to you. I wonder if you forgive me?

Time doesn’t make all things better…

[wnq-writers]

I would choose to embrace loneliness rather than become it.

wejustkeptfallingapart (via wnq-writers)

[zuraun]

[quotemadness]

When I know your soul, I will paint your eyes.

Amedeo Modigliani (via quotemadness)

[wnq-writers]

We know not what the future holds, but we know that our fate is defined by the choices we make, and the company we keep.

thekarategiraffe (via wnq-writers)

[zakolanowki]

[narukee]

[burningveins]

A strong man can handle a strong woman. A weak man will say she has an attitude.

(via texaszetalove)

[wnq-writers]

We re-open our doors for toxic people and call it seeking closure.

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[zensiko]

AM thoughts.

Often, I wonder what my true motivations are. 

I wonder if I’ll ever be more than discontented and can be this concept known as ‘happiness’.

I’ve thought I was happy for a while but recently...I’m doubtin’ that?

My life isn’t bad. I’m successful by my own measures and by other’s thoughts. I have friends, I guess. I have enemies so I must be livin’ and shit to be noticed. Doin’ somethin’ with my life. i have a lovelife and all that. like...I should be more than content, but at the end of the day I just feel disconnected and empty.

Aha...fuck.

[losersquad]

Dear Kumiko/Kumi,

Dear Kumi

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[apurekindness]

Disney: Aladdin - Sentence Starters

“If only they’d look closer.” “There’s so much more to me.” “I’ve never been so insulted!” “The law is wrong.” “I hate being forced into this!” “I just want to make sure you’re taken care of.” “I’ve never had any real friends.” “I am in desperate need of your wisdom.” “Don’t worry, everything will be fine.” “I can’t take it anymore!“  “Calm yourself.” “I can’t stay here and have my life lived for me.” “I want to thank you for stopping that man.” “This your first time in the market place, huh?” “Come on, this way.” “You’re not free to make your own choices.” “Sometimes you feel so trapped.” “Do you trust me?” “We just keep running into you, don’t we?” “So, how did it go?” “I didn’t even know his name.” “I must have sounded so stupid.” “Don’t. Touch. Anything.” “Are you crazy?” “Did you wake me up?” “Such a thing would be greater than all the treasures and all the riches in the whole world.” “I’ll do it. I’ll set you free.” “Strong as ten, regular men - definitely.” “I’m an excellent judge of character.” “I am not a prize to be won!“  “I think it’s time to say goodbye.” “Tell her…the truth!“  “A woman appreciates a man that can make her laugh.” “All joking aside, you really ought to be yourself.” “I do not want to see you.” “Please, Princess! Give me a chance.” “Wait, wait. Do I know you?” “Go jump off a balcony!” “I can show you the world.” “When did you last let your heart decide?” “I can open your eyes.” “A new fantastic point of view.” “No-one to tell us no, or where to go.” “A whole new world, a hundred thousands things to see.” “I’m like a shooting star, I’ve come so far.” “Let me share this whole new world with you.” “Why did you lie to me?” “Goodnight, my handsome prince.” “What am I doing?” “Group hug, group hug!” “I’m free!”

[myeverydaysigh-blog-deactivated]

I acted like it didn’t matter when it was breaking my heart.

yse (via myeverydaysigh)

[evrythingsucks]

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[elegancesama]

Day 133: “Doll Parts” by Hole

I am Doll eyes Doll mouth Doll legs I am Doll arms Big veins Dog bait Yeah, they really want you They really want you, they really do Yeah, they really want you They really want you, and I do too I want to be the girl with the most cake I love him so much, it just turns to hate I fake it so real I am beyond fake And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache And someday you will ache like I ache Someday you will ache like I ache