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avpdvoidspace

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

savouryduck

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

wherethewildcatsare

If you want to be accepting of mental illness, you need to accept the fact that some people's everyday lives are going to be terrifying to you. That doesn't mean they don't get to talk about it. Stop forcing hurt, isolated people to become even MORE hurt and isolated because you can't fathom toughening up a bit.

just-a-joey

I feel like we don’t talk enough about Azure and his relationship to the cult.

He wanted love, that’s all this boy wanted, and he thought that was promised when coming into this ‘Family’. But no, you know what happened? Instead of the blue robes the rest were given, he was handed brown, patched together rags because he wasn’t born into the Family.

Now that obviously had to come with a bit of a stigma. Being an outsider, one that is trying to repent and be a child of the Spawn, yes, but an outsider nonetheless. We aren’t even sure if there were more outsiders in the cult.

But therefore, even in this place where love is promised, he’s still seen as different, and not like the rest. ‘Sure you might pray and heal all of us, but you aren’t LIKE us. We appreciate you’re trying to repent for your sins but you know… it must be hard since you come from beyond the forest.’

But hey they have two time- oh dagger through the chest okay.

Bonus, I like to think that he was promised the robes if Amarah had seen The Spawn forgive him. But overtime Azure was never given the robes, even when he became a herbalist and healer for the Family. Amarah always needed a ‘Them’ in their fear mongering, and Azure is a prime example,

Anyways thanks for coming to my TED talk

just-a-joey

OH MY GOD YES! Yes yes yes yes

“See children, why would you ever want to leave? Take young Aspen for example. He ran from the horrors he faced outside to be within our walls for safety.”

Fuuucccck him used as an example, furthering his belief and the other cultist’s you’re a sick bastard what goes through your brain/j

just-a-joey

Not your seed // Coolkid and 7n7 Forsaken

yeuc-c

renders + model by @avonot

ScagJPT + Animation Model renders of Scag

anti-morty

Updated lore a bit. I'll redo the doc soon

zer0-pr1mex3

CDPM CDPM!!!

rickyzworld

If you're seriously out here shipping Jeff x Liu I'm blocking you on sight. That's his own damn brother. Don't interact with my art, fuck off. You're disgusting if you like incest shit and I don't want you near me. Thanks.