Literally Nobody

I’m just an awkward girl with a lot of things going on at once 5’7” SW-190 CW-177.6 GW-140

[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[zer0calalc]

Started talking to a boy who goes to the gym everyday and I see he follows all these workout baddies on Instagram and there’s nothing quite like the motivation I got from that to lose some weight again

[zer0calalc]

I’ve been losing weight slowly but surely I’ve been hovering in the high 170s for the past month and haven’t been back up to the 180s in a while thank god hopefully this month the 160s will find me and I’ll be looking even better

[zer0calalc]

New year new me

I know literally everyone says that but by my birthday (April 8) I am determined to completely change the way my body looks and how I look at myself 🥹

I will be drinking atleast 2 L of water a day and doing 100 of any exercise of my choosing daily

I’m also avoiding carbs not completely but mostly limiting myself like having one piece of bread instead of three or half a bowl of pasta

I’m 183 lbs today and I will be around 150 atleast by my birthday hopefully

[zer0calalc]

Got a cold/sinus infection and lost five pounds in two days bc I couldn’t eat anything without puking my guts out kinda hype hopefully I can keep it off

[zer0calalc]

Well I wanted to eat a “little bit healthier” and let me tell yall avoiding chocolate and eating healthy foods is the best choice ive made all year I lost 6 pounds this first week and didnt even realize how bloated I had been recently

Im not even talking heavy calorie restriction ive eaten 2-3 meals a day and a snack for the past week but its been nothing but fruit veggies and chicken breast and some carb balance tortillas prolly about 1200-1300 a day (I get im starting heavier than some of yall)

[zer0calalc]

Woke up down two pounds and I don’t plan on eating anything today since all I had yesterday was junk food. I’m trying to lose like as much weight as possible before Halloween because I’m going out and I want to look better 🤪🤡

[mmrrow]

i really want to lose 2lbs a week but i don’t have a scale so i cant track progress :/ thats be like 8 lbs a month and if i can id want to push it to 10 pounds a month but that feels too unrealistic. i want to AT LEAST be in the 150s by december/end of the year but even THAT seems unrealistic. i’m jealous of everyone on here with a lower sw than me. i feel like a fake because i dont look the part :/

[zer0calalc]

I’m starting at a higher weight than a lot too and I’m just praying I will be in the 150s by Christmas

[zer0calalc]

Also I want to be clear on my account I am not fat shaming anyone in my family

I am simply being clear that they all fat shame me while simultaneously making some of the worst health decisions I’ve ever seen from the perspective of someone that’s been at the best and worst shaped in life in the same year 😂

This is my place to vent especially about them seeing as my upbringing is what got me to be this overweight in the first place and they insist it’s genetics I just need to accept I’m supposed to be fat for life but I’m not playing these games with them this time

[zer0calalc]

My moms been telling our whole family about how much of her chili I ate when she made it talking as if I ate the whole fucking pot but in reality she ate more than me 🤡 and it was literally the only thing I ate that day. Two cups of chili just so I could take a shit 😂 but yeah I’m why it’s all gone not the bowls she ate or the two my sister ate sure

[st4rvingpumpkin]

[zer0calalc]

Octobers always my best month of the year for weightloss the goal for me is to get down to 170 by the end of the month let’s do this 👻 🎃

[zer0calalc]

Ate a bowl of spaghetti feeling like I was gonna die but family dinners are rare at my house

Just wanna throw up honestly but I know from experience throwing up noodles feels like I’m choking so I’m not gonna

[mybestfriend-4na-deactivated202]

sorry for eating that wasnt very an0rexic of me

[zer0calalc]

Just want a medium sweater to hang off of me instead of hugging me 😭🍂

[zer0calalc]

My mom always switches back and forth between telling me how good I look and then telling me how bad I look and how I’m trashy and need to wear more clothes so people can’t see everything “hanging out” and she wasn’t talking about my boobs or butt because they were covered

[zer0calalc]

Here I was fasting then I forgot and ate like a tablespoon of baby goldfish and I’m just mad I forgot so quickly and my first instinct was eat some 😭 I need to train myself to stop being hungry all the time again