My little world @zerbroxchene - Tumblr Blog

Can’t sleep. Can’t wake up. Can’t remember the last time I felt like myself. My thoughts are loud but my mind is empty. Food doesn’t taste the same anymore. Conversations feel far away, like I’m watching my own life happen without me. I’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix. Days blur together until weeks disappear. It’s Monday, then somehow it’s Sunday again. Everyone else keeps moving forward, and I’m standing still, pretending I’m okay while quietly losing pieces of myself I don’t know how to get back.

worthless-misery

I think I'm paranoid. I'm always scared. I always feel like something very bad will happen.

I hate this. I don't want this.

sa-dnesss

and just like that, I’m back in the same place I fought so hard to get out of

survivor-of-my-childhood

Versprich mir, dass du nicht böse sein wirst, wenn ich entscheide, dass es Zeit für mich ist zu gehen. Wenn ich entscheide das ich schon lange genug gekämpft habe. Wenn ich nicht mehr kann...