don't find me

17 // he/they/it // vent acc

[speakingspirals]

hey, you can call me spiral.

this is a vent acc and also not my main. i'll only be posting vents here. (and yearning now)

(main is @aethererebus)

i don't really have a dni, i'll block freely.

feel free to send asks/anons. i will gladly accept them and answer them as much as i can.

there's probably a lot of things wrong with me. i have my own suspicions, but you can probably guess the more prominent ones.

i post vents and yearning posts now. it is kind of a mix of both.

tags:

#spiral speaking - vents

#spiral longing - yearning

#spiral answers - answering anons/asks

[speakingspirals]

i have so many things bothering me, but i can't get myself to talk about them. it just seems better to isolate rather than explain my feelings.

[speakingspirals]

any time i'm at an event without them, all i can think about is how much i wish they were here.

[laterkiss]

everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

[mezzopianisht]

I feel like an annoying parasite lol

[vanillaliv]

[speakingspirals]

i'm embarrassed of everything i've ever said or done. i wish i could take it all back.

[speakingspirals]

they are such an amazing friend and a wonderful person. thats why i'll forever be guilty for wanting more than that.

[speakingspirals]

they know me too well. i wish they didn't because then i wouldn't have to worry about being so obvious. there's no way they don't know.

[speakingspirals]

i want so badly to be seen, but as soon as someone does i feel sick.

[speakingspirals]

my mind feels like its in a thousand pieces.

[graveofscars]

[speakingspirals]

i want love. i want sweet and gentle romantic love. i don't want to be stuck just yearning forver. i want the real thing.

[speakingspirals]

i'll just cry about it ig

[stroebe2]

How to become normal under 48 hours

[deusben]

its not weird if we make out,, all friends wanna kiss each other thats called bonding

[s1ck-pup]

once again i want to disappear from the face of the earth so far away where no one can find me. i wanna throw my phone in a lake and be completely unreachable