Most Recent Crashout

14 bmi, alive Sep 25

[zerocalsoup]

33.7kg today sick one

Told myself I wouldn’t lose anymore weight at 34kg lol, but also said that at 36kg, oopsie

[zerocalsoup]

Gained 100g because I haven't shi yet :/

If I get any closer to 35kg I will spontaneously combust

[zerocalsoup]

Redownloaded the app after I relapsed lol, is Ed tumblr even still a thing?? New low weight unlocked though but now stuck in BMI 14 jail

[imnotguiltywrds]

Just p3rged so hard my nose started bleeding into the vomit 😇🫶

[rlkms]

one thing about me is i’m gonna eat my daily cals in one meal at taco bell or some shit

like if i’m gonna eat it’s gonna be good

[zerocalsoup]

Junkorexic till I drop🤭

[zerocalsoup]

Just had a dream about going out to buy binge food and eating it, and the going to get dinner with people. Now I’m paranoid I’ve sleep walked my way and sleep ate food😭 pure madness

[zerocalsoup]

Weigh in

36.7kg (-0.35kg)

bmi - 15.28

Pulled an all nighter to finish a report I left last minute and it was so fun weighing myself every few hours over the night and watching a tiny difference in weight drop. Pure serotonin. Been awake for 24 straight hours and still not tired it’s madness but it means I can sleep through the second day hunger pains easier

Doing another 36-48 hour fast now since the last 48 hour fast didn’t go too bad and I had a shocking amount of energy, it’s me and my green tea against the world 😎

Ft low quality body check for a low quality body

[zerocalsoup]

Anyone else ironically on ED recovery tiktok and despises the phrase “eats”

Intuitive eats

Good eats

My eats

The phrase makes me cringe so hard I don’t want to go near food again..

[zerocalsoup]

Weight Log

36.65kg (-0.35kg)

bmi - 15.25

Shocked I lost even after the b/p last night but hopefully going to continue my 24 hour fast - figured out one of my triggers for binges are fasts over 48 hours so going to keep them at 36 hours max for the time being

[zerocalsoup]

Daily food intake

Broke fast @ 43 hours

1/2 can minestrone soup (65)

Frozen veg (65)

2 boiled egg whites (40)

Total = 170 calories

Starting to feel like this is too many calories to be eating because it’s so dense and makes me feel so bloated it’s gross. But I’ve got energy still which is a win. Need to remember that even 200 is a very low amount and I need the nutrients after fasting so I don’t lose my personality 🤭

[zerocalsoup]

Feeling a huge binge coming on soon so trying to have light meals today now

Meal 2 = 125cals

Rice cake x2 (60), cream cheese (30) , egg white (35)

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

[zerocalsoup]

Daily food intake

Broke fast @ 43 hours

1/2 can minestrone soup (65)

Frozen veg (65)

2 boiled egg whites (40)

Total = 170 calories

Starting to feel like this is too many calories to be eating because it’s so dense and makes me feel so bloated it’s gross. But I’ve got energy still which is a win. Need to remember that even 200 is a very low amount and I need the nutrients after fasting so I don’t lose my personality 🤭

[anasydsblog]

Is it recovery or an excuse to binge? Mine was def just a binge and I hate myself for it.

[disaster-in-glitter-deactivated]

Wanted to binge but didn't 🫡 niway here's some recipes from edtwt. Hate that place but the recipes are good

(Sorry for the crappy screenshots)

[zerocalsoup]

Weigh in

37kg (-0.4kg)

Bmi - 15.4

Got stoned but didn’t get the munchies and I’ve never felt skinnier 🤭

Currently 19 hours into my fast - aiming for 44 hours so hopefully I can just keep going and stay distracted so I’m not fixated on food

I’ve started logging every time I have the urge to eat so then I can recognise the signs that I might binge later and act accordingly and keep myself busy.

[zerocalsoup]

Daily food log

Broke 39 hour fast

Minestrone soup (Heinz) - 1 can = 130 calories

Would rather of had half but planning on doing another 24+ hour fast and not trying to kill my metabolism entirely since I was eating at least 1500 cals+ about 3 days ago, if anyone has any idea how metabolisms work let me know bc that shits like witchcraft fr

[zerocalsoup]

Weigh in

37.4kg

Bmi - 15.6

Binging urges have finally calmed down and I’m hopeful about it - currently 35 hours into my originally 24 hour fast.

Not going to push it and going to break the fast later - gotta keep the metabolism slaying 🤭