Zeta Fujosheep

fujosheep dedicated nsfw blog, born 2000, minors blocked on sight etc.

[zetafujosheep]

i used to have a casual thing with this tall redhead who hadn't started hrt yet, and while she was kind of boring and impossible to connect with, she did actually have a strong preference for topping me. it certainly wasn't the best top i've ever gotten but the sheer enthusiasm from her felt really good. if anything the lack of emotional connection made it hotter when she tried to grope me in public, and made me feel more used (good) when she dumped a load in me.

she's one of the few people from that era of my life that i look back at fondly just because it was so rare to find anyone who was that obviously and unreluctantly interested in putting their dick in me. i'm sure if i had spent more time with her it would have ruined the illusion, but it was a nice illusion.

[zetafujosheep]

i feel like the paradox of anal is that it's supposed to be for the top's pleasure while you just lay there helplessly but in reality bottoming feels waaay better than topping

[zetafujosheep]

bottoming in someone else's bed makes me feel like a slut because i'm going through all this effort and making myself vulnerable just so someone else gets to use me, but bottoming in my own bed somehow feels more scandalous because i'm being violated in what's supposed to be the most safe and secure place i have.

[zetafujosheep]

at some point over the last year or so i seem to have become ridiculously soft

[zetafujosheep]

i get why people wanna have sex with cis men i rly get it but they're all so ugly and terrible at sex. there's this lanky long haired one i knew who was actually frustratingly hot but obviously he was straight.

[zetafujosheep]

wish i could have it put in a cage and they don't let me take it off until i finish, but obviously i can't touch it so the only way i can get off now is by letting them fuck me, which they do over and over again day after day until it finally happens because my body understands that this is what pleasure feels like now

[zetafujosheep]

other fantasies ricocheting around my stupid head:

i suck someone's dick and they grab my head and force themselves into the back of my throat again and again until tears streak down my face and i throw up, and i feel awful and guilty and keep apologising but instead of saying anything they just put it back in and keep fucking my throat

i have too much to drink and i can feel my bladder bursting but they're horny and need it now so they ignore my protests and five minutes in the force of their dick inside me is too much and i leak all over myself and the bed and get really fucking embarassed and worried and start crying and they make fun of me for that but they never pull out so i'm just sobbing in a puddle of my own pee when they finish in me

someone hits me until i ugly cry and then jerks off to the sight of it

[zetafujosheep]

been fantasising a lot about the idea of someone who's pushy and doesn't care about betting a bit dirty and messy, and also ideally is a bit of a quickshot. like we'd be watching a movie together and they'd get bored and start groping me, slipping their hand under my underwear to feel between my legs, and i'd sigh wearily and pull my loosened shorts all the way down. they wouldn't bother taking their clothes off, just pulling them down enough to flop it out and grind it against my ass until they get bored of my whining, squirt out a bit of lube, and shove their way in. maybe they'd lazily thrust for a couple of minutes with those slow, deliberate thrusts that only feel good for the top, before unloading into me then unceremoniously pulling out and returning to the movie as if nothing had happened. maybe they'd make fun of me for the wet spot in the front of my pants. maybe they'd slip themself back in at the end of the movie and dump a second load in me.

[zetafujosheep]

my absolute largest insecurity at the moment is that i think i'm 10x less desirable as a bottom cause i don't have a vulva. i don't think it would fix me, but it would certainly help to have someone who's genuinely desperate to cum inside me, who would want it multiple times a day and nag me for it. it would make it very difficult to not feel desired.

[zetafujosheep]

really need to find someone who's interested in topping me for their sake. like they don't really care if i actually get off from it or not, or maybe they'd like holding my arms behind my back so i can't touch myself. i love the idea of them not letting me finish, keeping me in a perpetually worked up state so i'd never say no to more.

[slimegirls-slime]

i can't ever be normal in these pair of panties

[slimegirls-slime]

i just stick out so nicely in them..

[zetafujosheep]

More boysweat for the timeline..

[duskxdawn]

”かくれんぼはもうおしまい”

[foxgirlpuddle]

It's "shove her snout into your pits till she gains a musk kink or has it intensify" sunday, reblog to shove or be shoved into the pits of a girl you like today!!

[zetafujosheep]

Every now and then around my girlfriend I'll get the strong urge to get pregnant and it's always deeply embarrassing for me; not specifically what I want but how badly I want it.

[virtual-bun]

appropriate river attire i think?

[zetafujosheep]

re: feet stuff,

I feel the urge to preface my thoughts with "but I don't have a foot fetish myself" but that literally doesn't matter. Who fucking cares? Why does anyone care?

"But they're dirty" so are asses and mouths and genitals but here's the crazy part: you can wash them.

"But they look weird" have you seen penis and balls. They're way more fucked up, come on.

"It's embarrassing" not true but isn't that the point of half of the kinks anyway?

"Something something Tarantino" I don't think we should be ascribing moral value to kinks based on which famous person has them. Also how is his foot thing any more embarrassing than other directors' boob fetish?